For example, both of their love rivals only lasted two chapters. There were no misunderstandings and they got together very quickly once the ML realised his feelings.

When the ML thought she was there even though she passed away, it made me bawl my eyes out.

Everytime he talks, his every word is beautiful, especially when he inquired something from the FL, so delicate, but strong, the feeling...

One of my favorite is the momen is when he confessed. Like.. omg my heart was beating so fast, my voice is soaring to the roof, I screamed at 2am

The revelations of the origins of ML's "mother" and friend made my jaw drop lol. His genetic predispositions + environment really made him ten times more vulnerable to schizophrenia--sadly, it won't get better. My only qualms with this, from my pessimistic view, is that "love" can't salvage everything. ML did end up surviving long enough to see MC die first, but only through his efforts. MC was there to support him along the way, but he deserves more credit for trusting the MC, and for making the efforts to get better. The ML does not get better, he learns how to deal with the symptoms, but his illness does not disappear--Love didn't make it disappear. I think this small detail in the novel highlights the small reality of life that exists within fiction. Though they suffered, they persisted and lived a good life.

"Zhang Man, if you don’t like him, like me, okay, Hm?"

His voice was hoarse, and there was a little heavy nasal sound in his breathing, and there was a careful pleading in his tone.

"...I will be good to you in the future. Just like me, okay?"

Zhang Man's eyes were red, and the throat was wrenched together making her unable to speak, but for a long time, she realised that she didn't have to speak.

She is now standing on the steps, almost as tall as him, so a little step forward can easily hold him tightly.

She did exactly that.

She threw herself into the young man's arms, tightly held his back tightly, put her head on his shoulder, and tears involuntarily gushed out and dampened his school uniform collar.

Zhang Huifang was watching people playing cards and casually replied, "Manman's boyfriend hasn't come yet."

Her voice was originally loud. Many people sitting next to her heard it, and there was silence in the room.

The second aunt who was playing with the mobile phone curled her lips and pulled her daughter's sleeves.

Her daughter attends the best key high school in the next city. She is obedient and hardworking. She never plays with those classmates that are in an awful mess and her grades are still very good.

"Manman seems to be a few months younger than you. She dates at an early age. Don't imitate her. Study hard is the serious way to go, do you hear me?"

The little girl was educated by her mother every day. She was used to it for a long time and nodded obediently.

Just then, the door of the private room was pushed open, and the teenager in black came in wearing a baseball cap. He went to Zhang Huifang and smiled at her apologeticly.

"Auntie, I'm sorry, I'm late."

Silence fell in the room.

This handsome man is too handsome. One can't take his eyes off. Especially a few young girls couldn't help but be excited and looked at Zhang Huifang from time to time.

Wow, it's cool when you don't smile. It's too beautiful to laugh. It's like there are stars in your eyes.

Who is this?

This can't be just what Zhang Man said, is it?

The teenager said, took out two gifts from the gift bag in his hand and gave them to Zhang Huifang and Xu Shang, wishing them a happy wedding.

There was another silence in the room, and then there was a sound of whirring air conditioner.

A pair of Cartier watches... the two should add up to more than 100, 000...

The second aunt stopped playing with her mobile phone, turned her face, and looked at her daughter cordially.

"Nannan, if you study too hard, there is no problem using dating at an early age to relieve stress stress."

I found it bearable. And yes, this is coming from a person who can’t read angsty novels or withstand such plots. I did weep several times because of being touched and being sad, but it’s only for a few chapters. Maybe like 8 chapters? When I first saw the synopsis, I thought I would be crying throughout so I was utterly surprised.

The novel will slowly reveal why the ML acted in a certain way and every action behind had a reason. Yes, it’s sad but at the same time it made sense. The descriptive style of writing made the reader to be able to be immersed in the feelings that they had.

As for the plot, the sad parts were mainly the ML’s struggle with his illness and how FL reacted to it and tackled it. It was horribly touching.

Halfway through the novel, the ML runs away. The FL spends days upon days trying to find him (also mind you this is around Lunar New Year when everyone else is enjoying family and being loved) and the worry, anxiety, and sadness she feels is overwhelming. She goes everywhere. Going as far as contacting the police and checking train and flight tickets to see where he could be. Stays at the airport in hopes of seeing him. She goes to all the lengths. The alternating hope and desperation is magical.

She's just about given up all hope of finding him and is just thankful to not see news on "Youth su*cide" when she decides to go to the old villa ML lived in before with his family. This is her last shot. She reaches the villa after a long trek, only to find that no one is there. The hopelessness she felt in that moment was heartwrenching. I was crying with her.

Leaving the courtyard, suddenly she sees these fireworks. Beautiful. Big. Vibrant. Everything she isn't at that moment.

But then she sees him.

Oh my dajfhdakj. There are no words to describe that moment except the author's original. You can read that for yourself. I'm pretty spent right now just recapping all of this.

Just beautiful. Not to be dramatic (although this review is already pretty much that), but I'm getting teary again writing this.