I’m A Male Mom in a Nightmare Game

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As an innocent passerby who was involved in a nightmare game, Xu Yintang was faced with a dreadful game that could kill him at any time. He happily expressed that the Instance environment was very friendly, the NPC was very friendly, and the Instance gave him cute and obedient cubs.

In short, the game experience is very good, it is as joyful as returning home.

The cubs also agreed, everyone in the Instance is good-looking, delicious, and fun. They want to come next time.

Everyone who were about to be eaten to extinction: “Don’t come near us!”

Associated Names
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我在噩梦游戏做男妈妈
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Recommendations
Giving Birth in a Supernatural Game (3)
Welcome to the Nightmare Live (2)
Courtship Period (1)
After the Full-Level Boss Entered the Infinite Game By Mistake (1)
Those Years I Employed Non-Humans as Actors (1)
The Days I Clear Escape Games Pretending to be an NPC (1)
Recommendation Lists
  1. Masochist Gongs
  2. to be read 2
  3. BL 2025 Complete List
  4. want to read
  5. [BL] My List Unlimited Flow (Finished Reading)

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11/22/24 Chrysanthemum Garden c223
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_poppy
_poppy rated it
September 17, 2022
Status: --
Hi, translator here! I am shyly rating this story five stars. (. .)

Besides that, I also wanted to make a forewarning and give a slight *whispers* spoiler.

Let me give you guys a list that may move your interest or step on your thunder point.

Spoiler
  • Male Mother Attack/Gong
  • MC gains an ability that allows him to produce monsters with different abilities.
  • *deep breaths* this 'monsters' are his children!
  • Yes our MC will have monster children. Don't worry, besides his first child that literally wrecked its way out of his stomach and the second child that he pulled out of his body with his own hands. All other children were born by parasitizing a host and giving birth to their own selves.
  • MC is mentally ill!!! He confuses pain with pleasure. The reason will be gradually revealed.
  • MC is not like the typical seme protagonists, he's very gentle.
  • MC (Top) is gentle x ML (Bottom) is tough
  • SEME PROTAGONIST! SEME PROTAGONIST! SEME PROTAGONIST!
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Fuuu, I really love this novel. I hope everyone too!

I hope I don't see a negative review/comment about the thunder points above
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rightinfrontofmysalad
rightinfrontofmysalad rated it
September 17, 2022
Status: c147
I've bought so many chapters of this in jj just so I can keep up with the author's pace😂

I really find this very interesting and a seme protagonist having biological monster children is very new to me.

Thanks to the translator for picking this up!
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JPenumbra
JPenumbra rated it
June 4, 2023
Status: c151
This novel is definitely MPreg, but it's closer to Parasitism. Why I initially thought it's MPreg? Because in the first few chapters, it didn't mention how Xu Yintang got pregnant. But later, Xu Yintang's 3rd and 4th children was not conceived in his womb. He PARASITIZED others instead, which is completely different from MPreg. The "surrogate mothers" of the children usually dies in the process too. The unique feature about this novel is the fact that the SEME is the male MOTHER, not the UKE!!!

The description about the babies' appearance... more>> is ugly, but their actions are too cute that sometimes, I wonder, "Are these the so-called ugly monsters that could even frighten the Ultimate boss in the first dungeon? Why are they so cuteeeee!!??"

And this is also the first time I encountered an MC who tells so much about his life, but still remain mysterious. Like, his entire life is basically shrouded in Mystery, and he didn't even find it odd.

All we know is that, he lives in a Mental Institution that seems to be between virtual and reality, and like other mental patients, he's being treated shittily. In chapter 50+, he somehow managed to reverse his position in that place. He managed to break away from the shackles, he became the owner of the haunted hospital and he had his connections, but so far, he never planned to find out his past. Are his biological parents still alive? What's his life like before he got trapped in the hospital? What's his relationship with the other patient surnamed Xu? Is it a coincidence that they have the same surname? The free raw chapters are incomplete, with only 190 chapters, while the one in jjwxc is already 200+ chapters.

Ps: The Uke/Shou don't get a lot of screen time during the first 40+ chapters.

Although he appeared briefly in chapter 14-15, it was very short.

And conspiracy theory, I think he's also the Evil God in the first dungeon who put the babies in the MC's mutated womb. Perhaps, it's part of his soul.

The chapter where the MC was still pregnant with his 4th child further confirmed this theory. The ML (Shi Yuebai) was jealous of the Evil God, and the MC was oblivious of this fact. Now that I think about it, I think the author will justify his feelings. <<less
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_Idontlikepotatos_
_Idontlikepotatos_ rated it
September 23, 2022
Status: c124
So far I actually love it. The children were so cute and protective of their mother daddy and I've come to love them. The MC has a mysterious origin that he will come to understand, and because of the game he also gained an ability to create life if I may say.

... more>>
Spoiler

He literally picked up a rotten piece of meat that had a breathe of life/power then activates it in some sort of way and then stuffs them in a powerful host that will provide it with nutrients.

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The children have a great potential and each new children is getting stronger and stronger.

I have a hunch that MC is in the way to being a God. <<less
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KartKid111
KartKid111 rated it
July 2, 2024
Status: c185
Currently at the latest chapter uploaded by our dear translator (c185 atm), thus far, this novel is really good.

The characters are rather fleshed out (both main and side characters), as well as the world-building. I can actually see the author putting effort to explain the background of the world of this unlimited flow novel, and well-explained the background of our mysterious MC. Such as his past, his origin and his birth. And why he has an abnormal mystery rate according to the system.

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Spoiler

Aside from his past as a patient in the hospital, the reason being his high mystery rate also involves his origin of being a non-human, a monster born in the void sea. Although not a human initially, for living as a human, as Xu Yintang, in his past twenty years of living, albeit in sanatorium with a crazy woman who took him in as her 'TangTang'... if not a human, what else could he be?

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First of all, as I mentioned previously, all of the characters feel fleshed out, and not 2D at all. Each of our MCs little cubs have their own interesting and unique lively personality.

With Little Darling being the first and oldest and most sensible little cub. He's very polite and friendly, even to our ML. Though he doesn't quite like our ML stealing our MC's attention, it doesn't go beyond the boundaries of clingyness to outright possessiveness. He's also grown as a cub, from being a messy eater that feeds on corpses, he's now learned to eat food cleanly and thoroughly. Though, he became a little more picky after having tasted his step-dad's (ML) precious cores, and his mom's (MC) extra special meals.

Spoiler

By cores I mean in that one tomb-raid instance arc when our ML and MC met for the first time. And during their travels, our ML killed off a lot of monsters and collected only the most nutritious and tasty food inside of them. Which are colorful little balls that I call cores. Kind of like in xianxia novels, with a cultivators core and all that, but not exactly, if you get what I mean?

Oh and when I meant his mom's extra special meals...

Well, Xu Yintang quite literally fed his three cubs (the fourth one isnt born yet), his own uterus (it grew back though.), during the livestream arc in the novel.

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Continuing on, our Little Darling has experienced tremendous character growth. From being fearful of his mom's strange affection, even to the point of trembling and cowering away, he slowly began to accept it and even like it. Though, it took quite a while for its fear to pass away, he slowly grew closer to his mom, and slowly enjoyed his mom's affection. And soon, he no longer became scared when his mom praises him or shows love to him, instead, he feels happy!

I felt that it should be important to share this character development because when Little Darling was first born, he really was scared of mom. He preferred the fear and despair from the other humans, not his moms loving and affectionate gaze.

Next, our second-born little cub, Second Treasure. Now unlike his fraternal older twin brother, Little Darling, he's not very sensible or sharing.

He prefers monopolising his mother's love, and his clingyness extended to possessiveness. Which is why, when he met our ML, he didn't like him at all. He would always growl and basically hiss at him. (Though, its more cute than fierce than anything.) But it did reach a peak of annoyance since even now, to the latest chapter, he still doesn't like this 'male mistress who took his mom'. But he slowly grew more used to our ML, and wouldn't always growl at him to go away at this point.

Which might not be obvious for some readers, so I'll helpfully point out. His attitude to our ML is originally like this:

Sees male mistress --> instant upset --> will whine and complain to mom --> curses at our ML --> curses again --> male mistress backs away --> calms down and 'hmphs' arrogantly.

And now he's more likely this:

Sees step-dad --> annoyed --> will tolerate him --> you can be with mom, but don't take take over my territory! (mom's chest) --> tolerates some more --> gets upset and bites --> ML pets the cub and says 'im really not gonna compete with you for mom' --> whatever, this laozi will let you off

It's a rough graph, but that's basically it. And when I changed my wording from male mistress to step-dad... I have my reasons.

Spoiler

My reasons being that our MC and ML got married. Albeit, done due to trying to trap MLs rotten peach blossom that escaped prison... which was easily done due to an unexpected surprise factor. Such as the meeting between the main MC and if MC.

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Aside from his softening attitude towards the ML, he's also more tolerant of his siblings. Especially towards his silly older brother. And a bit more tolerant to his 'stinky' younger brothers.

Often times, he would form a plastic alliance to his siblings to make his mom happy, even a plastic alliance to his third brother. Although initially he didn't like his younger brothers, especially when they steal mom's attention, that dislike won't extend to preventing his siblings birth. Which is why he only watched and didn't interfere when his third and fourth brother were born. (Mentioned in the novel.)

He even once formed a plastic alliance with our ML! It was briefly mentioned, but still funny nonetheless.

Now onwards to our third cub, Third Flora. Third Flora is a mass of beautiful phantom butterflies, which can only be seen in the shadows. The butterflies are a mix of male, female and even non-binary genders. However, the pie chart of the butterflies genders show that its three points male, four points female, and three points non-binary (if I remember correctly). Which is normal for eldritch monster cubs, not having a fixed gender. It's the same with Little Darling and Second Treasure.

For our MCs teammates, and the outside world, Third Flora is a sister, and they often use she/her to refer to our third cub due to her beautiful butterfly form. Which isn't wrong. But to our other cubs, Third Flora is their stinky little/older brother, who cries a lot (though later on, Third Flora doesn't cry as much, however she still does occasionally). Which isn't wrong either. She can be referred to as a girl, or he can be referred to as a guy. You can even do the same to Little Darling and the other cubs. But, ultimately, Little Darling, Second Treasure, and Fourth Joy are referred to as male, he/him. And Third Flora... well, depending on perspective, Third Flora is sometimes referred to as he/him or she/her. It interchanges.

(For now, I'll refer to Third Flora, as she/her)

Third Flora is one of the more considerate and sensible siblings, but not as much as Little Darling, she's a bit possesive and competitive like Second Treasure, but not as extreme as Second Treasure. She is basically a mix of them both, but slightly inclined more towards Second Treasure.

She also acts as a scout for her mom, always charging first and investigating their surrounding and reporting to mom about unusual changes. Because of her recklessness, she sometimes falls into danger, with most of her butterflies being exterminated. However, she is safely rescued back in her mom's arms, thankfully.

In this case, it shows a bit of her own personality. Though an emotional and cute little crybaby at first, seemingly weak and fragile, she charges into danger head-first and works hard for her mom. Reckless, competitive and overprotective, are the few words I can describe her in. A few more words would be, overly reckless, very competitive, and fairly overprotective.

Spoiler

Which explains why she agreed to take down the sanatorium her mom is living in with Second Treasure. Though soon they are discovered and punished by mom accordingly.

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Moving on, let's talk about our youngest (currently) cub, Fourth Joy. He's a very hardworking cub, and very respectful of his mother. Youngest siblings are often the most spoiled ones, but he overthrew that stereotype and became one of the most career-oriented baby cubs, as stated by the author herself.

Due to being born late, he couldn't compare to the status of his older siblings and strives to work hard for his mom's affection. (Though Xu Yintang loves all his cubs equally, the cubs still can't help but want to compete. Well, the water bowl is slightly tilted to the side, Xu Yintang is a bit biased for Little Darling, his naturally born and first and eldest cub. Though he loves the other three equally.)

Just like his three older brothers, Fourth Joy isn't quite fond of our ML. However, he's a lot more tolerant and open-minded towards having a step-dad. He doesn't often express dislike towards ML, only occasionally when our ML steals our MCs attention, but he can easily be coaxed by our ML.

Spoiler

One example is when our ML helped our Fourth Joy from being pushed under the bed by Second Treasure from cuddling with his mom in bed, by pulling him up and placing him close to mom. He even expressed thanks to the male mistress and snuggled close to mom afterwards.

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He is also the favourite cub of ML. Although many parents with multiple children claim to love all their children equally, how much of that is true? Our MC is more biased towards Little Darling, the oldest, and ironically, our ML is more biased towards Fourth Joy, the youngest.

Though, the reason for MLs liking towards Fourth Joy is not because Fourth Joy is more tolerant and nicer to the ML compared to his other siblings...

Rather its because...

Spoiler

In the latest arc, the Xu Zhongping arc in the No. 3 middle school or something, when the whole family is forced to act as students, our MC and ML wore new skins, they became younger and also, their strength halved.

But getting to the point, they and the cubs as well as Casey Cat, were forced to wear uniforms. And those uniforms transformed the cubs and the cat into a human form. With Fourth Joy looking like a blend of our MC and ML, as if he were truly MC and MLs love child. Which is why our ML liked Fourth Joy much more from that point on.

Due to our MLs assistance in our MCs fourth pregnancy (or you could say parasitism since our MC didnt personally give birth), our Fourth Joy got a mix of MLs and MCs appearance.

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And that's about it about the four cubs. Now, I'd like to explain more about the other main characters and side characters but this entire review is getting so long, I'm a bit tired, haha.

So I'll shorten it to a dime.

Our MC is a very mysterious, complex character with a love for cola, fried chicken and small cakes. (As stated in the recent chapters)

He has a complex background that goes beyond just the sanatorium he is born in. And his birth involves a little time loop.

Spoiler

In the current timeline when our ML already met the MC, kissed him and made love, while our MC is away, he went to his own instance, the witch hunt S-level instance and defeated the witch. But the world is destroyed along with it, however it is alright. There are two endings to this, salvation of the world or destruction. Both are good to reduce the corruption of the Void Sea, you'll understand better if you read this novel to the latest chapter.

And when the world was destroyed, collapsing into remnants into the Void Sea, our MC is born. Yes, its confusing, how is our MC born if hes already born? Its a complex time loop. If our ML did not do that, it would create a paradox, and potentially make the timeline collapse due to the loop not being perfectly completed, and our MC will disappear. But once he did that, the MC will continue living, and might create extra parallel universes as the IF plotline.

Its hard to explain, but if you read more and fill in the gap of the knowledge that I can't explain, you'll get what I mean. Unless you're some extremely smart person that got the gist of my rough explanation, and already understood what I mean... well, good for you and good for me for not having to write all of this in vain.

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I'd like to explain more but... his character is really too complex, I already wrote so much despite only writing the tip of the iceberg...

Okay, I'm just gonna write about ML next and no more other characters. It's already been an hour and a half since I'm writing this at the moment, this review is taking its time _ (´ཀ`」 ∠) _

Now our ML is a very cute, scheming little shou. He has a young little master background of a rich family, who accidentally stumbled upon our MC after being kidnapped by a crazy lady in a sanatorium. He's one of the many children that MC rescued from being the crazy lady's precious 'TangTang'.

And because of being rescued by the MC, he's always held him in his heart. And from the time they spent together in their brief childhood, our ML has fallen for the MC. And so, our MC became MLs white moonlight.

Thus began the childhood friends trope, which is really so sweet~ I love it.
Spoiler

And when MC realised MLs feelings and even kissed him, oh man... (つω⊂*) it was so exciting, my heart skipped a beat when he asked the ML if he likes him, and without waiting for an answer, kissed the ML, then confirming with a smirk, 'You like me'. Our MC felt so A! So Bking! It was exhilarating (つ╥﹏╥) つ It was a simple brief moment but so exciting, personally.

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Going back to the topic... our ML grew up to an adult and became a very diligent player who doesn't wanna get dragged by pig teammates, so he led a revolutionary team to bring down the monopolising information AFA organisation in the Nightmare Time game and shared dozens of strategy and guide posts about various instances.

Although his purpose was to not have pig teammates dragging him down, a personal motive. It did save dozens of players lives and helped a lot of beginners deal with the instances efficiently.

Though they didn't put down the AFA organisation due to how large it was, they did change the leaders for the better, infiltrating internally with the help of the national father.

So when our ML met the MC, he didn't recognise him at first due to many years separating them, and our MC looks so much different as an adult than when he was a kid, so when he (ML) finally did recognise him (MC), he didn't hesitate to pursue our MC. And he did so successfully at the end. Though, it was a bit difficult for him at first, because our MC was a bit dense and emotionally unintelligent due to his upbringing in the sanatorium, he caught on and even managed to somehow disrupt the MLs seduction plan in a good way, like... well, I already described it in the spoiler above. But I'll put down one here too.

Spoiler

He basically figured it out from the MLs actions and words. Then kissed a confession out of him. Well, not really. MC just stated that ML must like him. And ML didnt deny, but continued the kiss (as far as I remember).

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Anyways~ thats about it for my review... took me two hours to type all of this down. Whew. My hands are tired.

Basically, I highly recommend this novel, it has a well-written, in-depth plot. Good world building, character development, oh and one more important thing.

It doesn't have the misogynistic aspect common in BL novels. There are actually several female side characters that are relevant and likeable here.

Spoiler

Let me think, Tiantian, Huahua, Zhou Qian, Silence... does Third Flora count?

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Not just that, there are hetero side couples. Like, actually. I literally rarely ever encounter side couples in BL novels that aren't a BL or GL pairing, or parents. I think there are, but they are rare. And there's even a potential love interest for Little Darling! It's just that... Little Darling is too young, a less than two months old cub. Not yet time. Not yet.

Spoiler

Its Silence (a human turned demon statue from the livestream arc), she really likes Little Darling, this tentacle eldritch godling, too bad hes still a little cub, haha. She often sighs because of that. Its hilarious, I swear.

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Anyway, anyway, off-topic again. Just rest assured that this novel is really good, and, don't be scared away by its ongoing status, stash this treasure into your shelf and read it for the future, at least. Just like how Second Treasure hides inside his mom's chest, haha. Get it?... hopefully you did. Though, only readers who read enough chapters of this novel will probably get what I meant... and even if they did, they might not necessarily find my joke funny... QAQ

-rated this early because I believe this novel deserves more than just a 4.3/5 rating. I'm gonna boost up its rating with a 5 stars~ <<less
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hjquinzel
hjquinzel rated it
August 13, 2023
Status: c78
I have thoroughly enjoyed this novel so far. The eldritch-horror babies are so cute I want to squeal and I hope there will be more of them in future. The protagonist's tragic past tugs at the heart-strings and I like how the backstory is revealed bit-by-bit. Looking forward to reading more.
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Animefujoshi990
Animefujoshi990
December 24, 2023
Status: --
I'm so in love with this novel. It's a horror story but also slice of life and comedic on the mc's part. I was confused with the hospital part but its still being worked out in my head. Mc's children are so "cute" in their own way. I never thought I'd see a tentacle monster be cute. 😅
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nitan
nitan rated it
December 13, 2024
Status: --
TW: gore warning throughout the entire novel, from birthing abominations to cannibalism to just repeated goring oneself. The MC just does it alot.

It's... well the plot is fun. I can see where it's going (becoming a god, having god children). But I think it could be better.

One of the main thing that doesn't really let me truly enjoy the novel is just the way it's written. Some of the climax are omitted for some reason, there's no tension and you only come back to it with like, oh this is... more>> the after and here's a rewind of what happened. Totally threw off the vibes.

Not to mention the character interactions doesn't really have depth but you can tell there's more to it than that. It's just? Really weird overall. I think I would enjoy it more if OP just commits to the bit. Also reading through was really confusing.

Some terms are used when its supposed to be the opposite so you're just sitting there guessing half the story. I think a good indication of whether the story is good or not is that the author's note is half of the story itself. Baffling because what am I supposed to do this??

Honestly I would rate this less than 4* but I like the kids. The kids are the highlight of the novel. I really don't give a single f*ck about the ML and the side-characters after a while. <<less
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crustyturtle
crustyturtle rated it
August 8, 2024
Status: c66
i just want to say that, if you don't like mpreg (i don't either) don't let that stop u from trying out this novel!!! It's not what u think lmao trust me

originally dropped at ch 16 bc it was getting confusing. Now that i've reread it, lmao im not sure where the confusion came from I just think I had brain fog back when I first tried reading this. Here's my updated impressions/lil review now that i've reread up to chapter 66!

PROS:

    • every character in this novel is well-developed and given thoughtful attention. There's no superficial bullsh*t, no cannon fodders, and no face-slapping drama.
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      honestly, I expected the two girls to die off quickly when they were first introduced, simply because of their names tiantian and huahua lol. Also I really want huahua to deliver his 3rd kid.. Did not expect for MC to incubate her on a hotpot grill LOL.

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    • world building!! We get bits of lore throughout the story about the MC and his irl situation, and it explains why he is the way he is pretty early on lol
    • the instances are fun to read especially with the mc's monster kids.
CONS:

    • not a big deal.. But there are some terms that confuse me because they appear to be used interchangeably, yet the translator doesn't specify whether they represent different concepts/things. For example:
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      mc's externalization of being a servent of daeis and tiantian's alienation kinesis energy type strength skill that she got from a virus before she met the MC. Also not sure if the nightmare blade (the knife the MC gets but haven't used so far prob won't) and the ceremonial/rusty ritual knife is the same but I think it is. Also the nightmare book of secrets/book of secrets/nightmare grimoire LOL I think the translator forgot they used different terms I think they're all the same thing though.

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    • while all the side characters are useful and fulfill their roles, some of their abilities are not as clearly named or explained in detail compared to the MC and his monster kiddos.
    • the romance happens pretty fast? Like there was no build up at all.
    • i miss the scary tension/gore from the first arc :I MC is too OP now.
instances/dungeons so far~

Spoiler

1st instance: birth of a god

2nd instance: fair hotel

3rd instance: immortal's burial ground (im not sure if they decided to delay the hidden instance or not?)

4th instance: (reading)

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will update this after I read a bit more I just wanted to post a lil review for now :p
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erialolita
erialolita
January 10, 2024
Status: --
Will rate later, got to chapter 78, but will shelve it for now. I didn't realize that the novel wasn't finished in China and that it's over 200 chapters already. Most likely will pick it back up when it's complete and more translated.

I did almost drop it in the first arc. Not sure if it's the authors writing or the translation, but I was confused for most of the first arc. The story did not flow well at all.

I am glad I stuck it out though, as it's a bit... more>> different from other unlimited flow. The players interactions are refreshing, they actually help each other. There is also more going on in the real world.

There is an air of mystery about the MC and those around him, but the author does well with keeping the mystery alive, without being annoying about it. For most novels, I'm the type that wants to know the history or the why and I get so annoyed when the author teases close to the truth, but just keeps the reading hanging for 100+ chapters. The mysterious backstory of the MC isn't something he cares about, so while I'm curious I'm not overly fixated on it.

Didn't know the MC is the gong until I read some reviews, didn't expect it, but don't hate it. The "children" are interesting. The oldest is the most monster like, but the one I like the most, . The 2nd one is the cutest because it's fluffy, but the one that find annoying. The 3rd one is pretty and smart, but not in it much yet. Honestly wish the author gave better descriptions of them. I'm usually pretty good about imaging monsters or magical creatures from novels, but the descriptions are too vague for 1 and 2's appearance and not exactly sure of 3's power. <<less
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miriga
miriga rated it
December 15, 2023
Status: c50
So far, I’m totally in love with this. The concept is fantastic and the execution actually lives up to the concept for once! The pacing is great and the characters are engaging. I am not very far into the book, but I’m excited every time there’s a new chapter translated! The translation is smooth and easy to read. Good job translator!
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Orochi Fan
Orochi Fan rated it
January 28, 2025
Status: c180
A lot of people don't particularly like this novel due to the confusing plot, the excess gore, edginess, yada-yada. However, a big part of what makes it unique and such a good read is the abstractness in my opinion. It doesn't get convoluted to the point where it's unreadable either, but you definitely have to think hard and wrack your brains.

I do have to say, the dynamics between the MC and the ML are very very different from what people usually expect from BL novels. Or even romance in general.... more>> It's closer to the relationship between a god and their servant, something of a symbolic relationship rather than a romantic one. Thus, it may be harder to accept/like for some people which is totally okay. Also, side characters. Love them. A lot of them are well-fleshed out, and there's a specific pair that are my favorite CP, even higher than the MCxML. You'll meet them later and figure out the backstory behind the pairing, AND WHY ITS SO SADDDD AAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Spoiler

They're from the MC's host mental asylum, but OMG :sob: :sob: MY BABIES

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AlyssaJusuf96
AlyssaJusuf96 rated it
August 27, 2024
Status: c240
The language a bit hard to understand but the story is good + funny. This story reminds me of Lovecraft's style of writing.

Spoiler

we will have quick transmigrator meet unlimited flow player arc. I agree with the author, UF player had stronger mentality and crazier mind than quick transmigrator agent.

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Eustoma White
Eustoma White
April 28, 2024
Status: c103
This novel's actually pretty interesting to keep me reading till now but I don't know. I do like the MC, his cubs, ML and the other important characters however the dynamic between the MC and ML weren't really my cup of tea.

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Their story follow this 'childhood sweethearts' thingy, as quoted by all the characters in novel where MC (who was 5-6 years old) is the white moonlight of the ML (4 years old) even though he (ml) doesn't remember clearly due to the manipulation of the hospital (where MC lives) but feelings prevail, even his unclear memory and his overly young age wouldn't stop his love. And that's okay, I have no problem with these kind of troupes since I've read many like these🌝.

However, I expected a more of slow gradual development between the MC and ML since MC was supposed to be dense in these matters that involves feelings and emotions. But this one instance where he first hand got to observe the ambiguous playful relationship between friend/teammate and the hot big sister pursuing him made him enlightened about such and such.

Okay, I get it. That's also okay, who doesn't love an enlightened mc? I wouldn't like it if he were too dense. Now what is my problem with their dynamic? They got together rather quickly without much given to us, the readers.

Well, of course they've already spent time together for a while but bruh, I don't live in their timeline nor do I get to see them 'offstage'. Their first kiss was rather abrupt to me (props to the MC who was curious about these kind of relationships and decided to go with the flow, initiating the kiss after noticing the kind of interest ML had for him).

After their first kiss, nothing much was given. Just a short ass paragraph of how the MC tossed the ML around one night or some vague hints from the ML and his friends. The next detailed description was MC asking about a team during their intimate session. And well, at this point it was rather boring for me.

This novel is not mainly about their romance, most unlimited novels aren't. And so kinda went in expecting good chemistry between the leads, with gradual development. But I guess, that mindset was my mistake and I can't help it either.

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As such, in my conclusion to the above long ass description (rant), I just want to say that their dynamic was like forcing dry bread and honey down my throat. Dynamics and chemistry between the leads is very important to me when I read novels and this did not give me that.

Though other than that, it's good. I won't rate the novel since I have mixed feelings and this might affect the ratings. So well then, goodbye~ <<less
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