MC transmigrates back to 15 years after her death. She had been so arrogant in her previous life that she decides to be obedient in this life. Her obedience is mentioned too much that it is quite sickening. MC is nothing but a white lotus very fragile. She suffers from low self esteem. ML in her previous life is a reliable older brother but in her current life he wishes to be a man for her. I find this a bit repulsing. Though MC and ML aren't related by blood MC treats ML only like a brother. Moreover the age difference is nearly 15 years. There is heavy psychological stuff in this novel. MC suffers trauma from her previous life. It impacts her decision making skills and even her character changes in her current life. Author introduces a perfect candidate to be the ML but this character isn't even used to it's full. Ending of the novel is superb rushed. The ML doesn't convey his interest in her till like 72 nd chapter. She accepts the ML a bit too fast.

Xia Rou, our female lead lives together with the Cao family. Her mother had Xia Rou with another man, but domestic violence happened and Cao Xiong, the head of the Cao family helped her out and Xia Rou and her mother moved in to live at the Cao family. Cao Xiong has 4 sons and his wife died early. He likes Xia Rou's mother, but never remarried out of respect for his wife. That made Xia Rou mother suffer in silence. The 4 sons were not against their father remarrying, but he still didn't. In the end, Xia mother died early too, and leaving our female lead with the Cao's. Xia Rou never felt like she belonged in the Cao family, and was very rebellious. Had a lot of conflict with her brother, Cao Yang. When Xia Rou and Cao Yang realized they liked each other, Xia Rou died. Xia Rou gets another chance at life by returning to the time her mother just died. This time around she is very obedient, like a dodder flower. She realized her rebelliousness didn't really help her or others around, and tries to do everything right the secobd time around. She studies hard, obediently listens to Cao Yang and gets together with the man Cao Yang of her previous life approved of, the second male lead Wei Qi. However, Cao Yang realized he is starting to see Xia Rou as more than his little sister, and interferes with her relationship with Wei Qi. Cao Yang confesses to Xia Rou, she gets a big shock and ultimately breaks up with our second male lead. Cao Tag pursues her by kissing, caring and what not, and Xia Rou just lets him, still confused and not knowing where her feeling lie. One day, she decides to give Cao Yang her v**ginity. As a sacrifice of gratitude. Because everything she owns ultimately comes from the Cao family. Cao Yang went too far and regrets, but Xia Rou has already escaped to overseas. Cao Yang persistently calls her and asks how she is doing and what she is doing. Xia Rou does answer the calls, but her wellbeing just worsens. While she is overseas is gets insomnia and a disillusional disorder according to the docter there. She can't seem to see Cao Yang as a perfect, allround above all big brother anymore. Because Cao Yang is also a man in het eyes now. But her heart refuses to acknowledge that, and she separates Cao Yang into two different people, the big brother before rebirth and the man Cao Yang now. Cao Yang frequently calls her while she is undergoing treatment, while Cao An, the fourth Cao brother she is closest to, attends to her. In one of the calls Cao Yang has with Xia Rou, he tells her 'I don't care if you don't like me, I just want you to be healthy and well, and I will always be there for you, whether it is as a man or a big brother.' That seems to free Xia Rou of her worries and she gets better. She then confesses to Cao Yang that she loves him and tells him to wait for her to return. After she is completely better, she returns to the Cao family. Cao Yang hugs Xia Rou and puts on a wedding ring passed down from his mother on Xia Rou's finger. She then greets the other members of the Cao family, announcing with a big smile 'I'm back!'

Her brother confesses to her while she is still in a happy relationship, gets really possessive with her and pursues her while she is still not clear on what she is supposed to feel, and that ultimately causes her to break up with Wei Qi, who had done nothing wrong. She escapes overseas to sort everything out, but Cao Yang still persistently calls and ask her to report her wellbeing. Xia Rou also gets worse but somehow gets better and tells Cao Yang she loves him.