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5 | 60% (175 votes) |
4 | 19% (57 votes) |
3 | 11% (31 votes) |
2 | 5% (16 votes) |
1 | 5% (15 votes) |
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Status in Country of Origin. One entry per line129 chapters + 13 SS + 5 special SS
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Weekly Rank: #335Monthly Rank: #336
All Time Rank: #2375
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On 4875 Reading Lists
Monthly Rank: #2603
All Time Rank: #1436
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Links are NOT allowed. Format your description nicely so people can easily read them. Please use proper spacing and paragraphs.I entered my favorite romance-fantasy novel, which I have read many times.
Thanks to the body of a wealthy commoner, I bought the status of a fallen aristocrat, attended a noble family’s gathering and observed the romance of the characters in the original novel.
I wanted to return to the real world after witnessing the ending.
But somehow, even after the ending, I was not freed from the body I possessed and remained living in the original novel.
As a result, I acquired the stories behind the scenes that I refused to comprehend.
My favorite sub male lead, Caelus, has died.
Living impoverished in the original work without him, I eventually fell ill and died.
Now, I wanted to return to reality.
However, the irony of fate has returned me to the end of the novel overnight. This is definitely… to save my beloved, right?
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One entry per line버려진 나의 최애를 위하여
Related Series
N/ARecommendations
Waking up as Cinderella’s Stepsister (1)The Villainess Lives Twice (1)
I Stole the Heroine’s Holy Grail (1)
I Won’t Go Back to My Family Who Abandoned Me (1)
The Noble Woman’s Guide On How to Tease One’s Husband (1)
One Hundred Years As An Extra (1)
Recommendation Lists
- Completely translated novels 7 (higher ratings)
- all novels i've read
- Black hair FLs
- All time favorites
- sign on the dotted line
Latest Release
Date | Group | Release |
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04/21/24 | Fated Translations | v2c14 |
04/21/24 | Fated Translations | v2c13 |
04/16/24 | Fated Translations | v1c12 |
04/16/24 | Fated Translations | v1c11 |
04/16/24 | Fated Translations | v1c10 |
04/16/24 | Fated Translations | v1c9 |
03/20/24 | Fated Translations | v1c8 |
03/20/24 | Fated Translations | v1c7 |
03/15/24 | Fated Translations | v1c6 |
03/13/24 | Fated Translations | v1c5 |
03/13/24 | Fated Translations | v1c4 |
03/13/24 | Fated Translations | v1c3 |
03/13/24 | Fated Translations | v1c2 |
03/13/24 | Fated Translations | v1c1 |
08/13/22 | Moonlight Novels | special 5 |
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- This novel as I said and I will repeat is very mature. Our ML is depressed, and he wanted to kill himself. Don't let these points fool you, because the great point of this novel is to be very adult, so this point is taken seriously. Not the novel type - "Oh, I was hurt, but now I have a new love and I'm immediately healed."
The big point of this novel is adult love (note how I'm repeating the word love to make this point clear). It's not the kind of teenage romance where the two characters love each other and face the whole world simply with love.
Now for my review. This is a very beautiful love story. A lot of the time it's just MC putting her love on the depressing ML, but you can't help but empathize with the two characters because of their story. Our MC is a very adult and resolved person, she is always patient with the MC, always treating him calmly, never crossing that line for her own pleasure. As I said, our ML is hurt and depressed after being unreasonably abandoned by the heroine and his best friend. He's unresponsive to most things, and just wants to keep to himself. Our MC is aware of this, and is very patient with him, she doesn't pester him, and doesn't demand a response from him. She is willing to never have the love reciprocated, she genuinely just wants him to get better. If he will love her after getting better?! It's not that she doesn't think or want it. But what she wants most is for him to be okay. Even if these thoughts come to her, she does not indulge them nor keep brooding over them. She is aware that she is in the world of a novel, and just wants to write a new story for the character she loves. She doesn't know when or if she'll ever go back to her world, but she always keeps a detached mind, always getting ready for after her goal is complete, for day that may never come. The ML can get better and end up being with another woman at the end or even the heroine (Not before she regrets or apologizes tough), but she is willing to accept it, because for her, his happiness is the most important thing. That's why she is patient with him, helps him, doesn't bother him with her love and is always honest with him. Even as she show with actions how much she loves him, she never crosses the line. I have to say, after reading this story, novels and manhwas of this style will never be the same for me, because from now on I will always notice even more how immature the other MCs of these novels are.it was slowly building, then all of a sudden it hits you like a truck? it kinda caught me off guard lol. he was depressed and suicidal, he started getting more screentime and had an ok relationship with FL (felt a bit awkward on his end, like he was trying but still having seizures when he saw ogFL) then boom he's madly in love with FL and burning a gift from diana? maybe I was too focused on different elements of the story that I missed the progression but honestly I did not pick up the hints that his affection had reached that point? I swear there was a scene not that early before the reveal of him telling her to give him up. still, I will admit they were cute as a couple! I just needed to quickly adjust to the development and honestly, we spent so long fleshing out how hestia felt that his love for her paled in comparison. his love felt shallow when we look at hestia LOL
now, I know this is a common opinion shared by many if FMDF reader s, but hestia lowkey shouldve went back to her world.
we were at a point in the story towards the end, their relationship was established and I was rooting for them! sure, the romance kinda just jumped out at me, but that was just a little "oh, okay" moment for me, and I still loved them: but then, hestia's angst of being a transmigrator happened. it kinda built up in the chapters and she always shut it down, but after kael had confessed and they were happy, she began to wonder "why am I still here?" hestia never aimed for kael to reciprocate her feelings or have a relationship, her goal was to save his life and she had accomplished tha and she did so always seeing herself as an outsider. she knew that this was a reality with real people, but as she herself said this was not HER reality. yeah it was nice to save kael and be with him, but as time went by and she had accomplished her goal and her "prophecies" had run out, she no longer had purpose and said she had no real attachment to this world. she didnt want to live here, she never chose that, she only wanted to go back in time and save him (and that she did). she eventually stayed because all kael would do was cry in her room bc he thought she was trying to commit, but the way her emptiness was built up and shown really touched me and the other readers, so much so that we were all like hestia girl go home!! lol. I wouldnt have minded it due to her homesickness, and it felt like kael could never compete with her. her love for him wasnt that she wanted him at all costs, she just wanted his happiness, and I believe that had she gone home at that moment she really could have enjoyed peace. I possibly would have liked to see an alternative ending written where she goes home, and letting the readers pick out of the two their preference.
(a controversal opinion but if there ever were a diff ML I hope it would be helios bc I actually liked him and his chemistry and character development were mwahh! power couple fr. too bad hestia was disgusted when she found out he was swayed by her)
sooo unsatisfying! 😭 I know there are some controversial points in the novel and this is one of themmm. hestia spent the ENTIRE novel working her ahh off to bring down diana AND the temple. she set up a whole soap business so people wouldnt need to go to the temple as much for treatment and weaken the temples power so diana would lose all backing. she was so close to getting diana booted as the crown princess and had a whole plan with the nobles, but KAEL over here goes nooo uhm actually im gonna support her bc I just wanna be happy with you so idc if she goes down 🥺 let her keep her position and all bc im not sad anymore thanks to your love!! bit*h SHE SPENT MONEY AND ALL HER TIMEEE ON THIS AND YOU DO HER LIKE THISSS? hestia was like oh... okay do you still like her yk first love... kael was all no I love you but I cant be bothered w her anymore my depression? CURED so who needs pfft revenge! diana did end up losing her position later on because there was pressure for an imperial heir and diana didnt want babies? she escaped all consequence and hello what about the noble ladies you promised to represent when you were gonna take down diana? you rallied all this support and on the day you just do nothing and they were like awww okay theres always next time! girl be so fr how did they not have your head on a skewerrr you planned this? they were vicious in their hatred for her to so where did this generosity come frommm?