The side characters were a heart throbs. The MC here had his ups and downs but he was scenic. Turbulently scenic. The ML is stubborn. It was all balanced in the end. And there’s this one character, the first ever character I’d respect so much from a novel. SCG is amazeballs.! Like this world would have been a better place if he was real.
If you are a sucker for those novels where the MC and the ML are stubbornly persistent and they do wrongs and regrets and pays up and yadda yadda all that dog blood that stabs your organs and twists and when the onion ninjas retreat you get to the savour the sweet pleasant aftertaste. This is it.

I laughed, cried and suffered along with MC... sometimes it was really hard but as long as is HE I can endure.

Either way, good plot, good characters. Lots of emotions very well described.

Yo!, this took me 2 days to finish, yeah I didn't read it properly, I skipped some parts because I didn't like it, I just don't like how ML treats MC. Shh, I wish they have BE in their relationship but unfortunately they got HE 😅.

Warning: some chapters contain NSFW content (about 5/6 chapters), it's detailed smut, mostly r*pe

SIGH.... this novel reminded me of 2ha so much... love, hate despair, obsession, sadness, happiness... perfect mix. SQC did a real good job. You may not be able to forgive zzz for sometimes and in fact, I broke two glasses out of frustration I felt because of him but, if you can forgive mo ran, you should be able to forgive him too.. anyway, a must read. Be sure to give it a try !