It was exactly because he was married for decades!!! LOL They where a couple of homebodies with the hobby of cooking together, in his second go he may be in the body of a young man but he still got the habits of an old person, he just wants to go home and lay on the sofa, not go to the amusement park. He intellectually knows he is an attractive man, but yet he was taken man for the longest time, so he got the habit of being selectively blind plus being a old man for years, not exactly dating material for young nubile women.

I also interpret it and others behaviors that he is lowkey depressed after leaving the life he lived for a lifetime, he loved her and misses their companionship but its show in a quiet way, there is no melodramatic wailing of I will never be happy without my soulmate! Or such rubbish its actually feel more real that the "ONE TRUE LOVE FOREVER" of most QT, he will move on but its doesnt make their love and life together less valid. I am not saying that the story gets sad and full of mourning, nope like I said its in a very lowkey manner and someone can easily make the argument that I am overly analizing and he is fine and just being dumb and lazy.

First life they where in a romantic relationship and the FL got him drunk, since she did not wanted it to be ankward, second life no doubt it was r*pe, there where ropes, a gag and struggling (she wanted to r*pe the og!ml, there was a case of mistaken identity), the only minimal good point in the handling was that the MC straight up say that it was r*pe, men can r*ped too, but then it was like they and the author forgot it happened, for the sake of keep reading I pretend that it was a forceful kiss and some light fondling, thats about the level of importance the narrative gave it afterwards in the characters actions. I am actually hoping that there is not the usual qt deal of but they are the same soul! So its one true love pairing! Blerghh I found the second vicious female that repellent. Ughhhh its so disguting that after she r*ped the wrong man she was all uwu I am now dirty, poor me, now I cant be with og!ML

At the end, on the extra chapters it seems like she realizes that she actually loved them but didn't wanted to accept or maybe was confused bc of her mission.

Modern world where the MC doesn't have a good background.

MC- 19 years old ex-convict

VIL- 22yrs old working as teacher

ML- VIL's fiance but loves FL

FL- ML's school sweetheart

I could say this is one of the arcs that I enjoyed a lot because it's my first time reading a teacher X young gangster element in a gender bender category.

A world of Religious and Non-religious/Science Empires.

MC- Assassin of great caliber

VIL- Non-religious' High ranking person

ML- Religious empire's high ranking person

FL- Ordinary Student

I read the first chapter and immediately lost my interest because of the ridiculous circumstances of the characters. It's really a disappointment for me coz I got excited with the MC being an assassin:') I just jumped on the ending and I could say it's probably the only arc where the MC didn't choose to stay longer in the world.

Modern world where the FL is reborn

MC- ML's younger brother

VIL- ML's fiance

ML- Wants to marry FL

FL- Reborn after dying at the hands of the VIL

Horisheep the hormones of the MC doesn't know how to keep calm lol. The MC was like a wolf in sheep's clothing when he was trying to lure the VIL into having a relationship with him which really questions your morals even as a spectating reader but it's... sinful, it's just sinful...

Modern World with ability users and Normal humans being at war.

MC- Mob, Normal human

VIL- Fire Ability user, ML's second in command

ML- Leader of a village size ability user community

FL- Government's leading Doctor, Normal

The MC later became an ability user and went to stick with the dense VIL. There's a huge age gap but the exact numbers weren't mentioned.

At this moment I'm kinda just reading the arc for the sake of completing the story.

After completing 10 tasks and got to keep his ability user power as a reward (which btw didn't have any impact to the development of the story), the MC finally returned to her own world as a female. Having experienced so many lives and as a male definitely created conflict to her inner self when she came back. Her system continued to communicate with her and got offered a job. She then became a temporary system to guide the task takers. During that time, she met the Villainess from her first world who was getting married to another "Tao Ran". Next, she went to the cultivation world and recognized her lover when she was still the Sword Sovereign in the third world. After this, she asked her previous panda system whether it's possible for her to live in the novel world. The panda answered yes as long as she works hard in doing her job. It wasn't known how many years have passed on the side of the MC but to the widow of the Sword Sovereign, it's been a hundred years since she had last seen the trace of her dead husband. At that moment, a man showed up in her cave and you know who it is.

not that all arc will be a HE with the MC and the FL together though, as his priority is the mission, so if the feelings are not properly raised (his for the FL of that world) he will simply leave

And she do get used to being a man an in the end wanted to be a man again

It's not a same soul of FL in every world...... or at least it wasn't shown

Did the MC love them?..... Well, his first motivation to approach the targets was money, but by the end of their life he was in love with them, that is, the ones who spent all their life with him..... but MC was doing something about the memories to not get in the way, by the end of a

I'm having secondhand embarrassment just reading this. He really goes to an audition and lists off playing mobile games and reading novels as a hobby. He also proceeds to perform Little Apple as part of his audition. And yes, he somehow got accepted.

And the way he tried to make friends with the villain girl was... yeah, no. In what world do you go up to your superior and say, "Oh yeah, let's be friends?"

World 1: Domineering Female CEO x rising Actor

World 2: Spoiled Rich Girl x Real Estate Tycoon

World 3: Demonic Female Cultivator x Righteous Sect Grandmaster

World 4: Hardworking Studying Genius (kinda skipped this arc, didn't seem too interesting)

World 5: Arrogant Female Empress x Male Consort

World 6: Modern Cultivation?

World 7: Female Teacher x Former Delinquent

World 8:

I think they are diff persons per world, and it was never been announced that the FL partners are the same person. Plus there was an extra about a world where our FL left it and diff soul occupied his/her body to be wedded to the target character

okay I don’t really know how these spoiler things work but i’ll just test it out. I like the first world, I thought the MC and ceo were wholesome. It also explain how he can continue on with the next missions with the system helping regulate his emotions. I also loved the first cultivation world one. I like the assassin one too where the MC saved his girl. It gave a bit of angsts with him being in a coma.

the world where guys can give birth. I had a mostly neutral feeling throughout. There was a bit of angst where the vf sort of gave the MC away only to regret it later. I found it interesting since maybe it was trying to create angst and show the vf catching small feelings. That world was similar to some other stories but with gender reversal. Which I normally don’t read because I obviously don’t find it enjoyable. But the way the MC was nonchalant made me not dislike it. It made the story better, I like how the MC didn’t go with all of the vf whims.

there was also the last world with the supernatural powers. I did like it but there were parts like how sometimes it focus on the protag and FL when I wanted to read about what’s happening with the MC and vf instead. But those are just some minor things and I still enjoyed reading most of it.

the MC only return to the real world for a short while. Like thats it, with the plot of the real world? I was enjoying the little drama the MC had in the real world and her struggles with being a female again after so many lifetimes of being male.