Im currently unsure about my feelings since I've only finished the first arc and I'm quite confused

i do love the first arc! The story and the angst is nice, but I'm annoyed at how (apparently, I'm not sure if this will change in the future arcs) the MC is not allowed to fall in love with the ML. And also at how once she finishes the task, she can only stay in the world for half an hour. HALF AN HOUR.

so in the first arc,

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she was able to finish the task by saying yes to the proposal of marriage of the emperor. So before she left, she left a letter saying that she was sick or something. It was so freaking sad for the ML! Though I was expecting him to blacken, he didnt, he just lived until he was 60 all alone. It wa sso sad

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Honestly I don't really like this story, but the overall rating is much lower than what I would think it is (probably due to the translation rather than the story itself), so I'll give it a 4stars. Imo it's about a 3.5. I would never reread it, but it's not terrible.

I don't like how she can accumulate top skills, it's suuuch a crazy golden finger. Like if she had one skill each world that would make me feel much better.

MLs also fall in love at the drop of a hat.... more>> And as expected of blackened male leads, "consent" is never a word in the dictionary.

I also wish we could see the endings after she left for the first couple arcs (later on it becomes unnecessary).

I also don't like how later on it almost becomes a play between the two. Seriously, I can't make myself like this ML no matter what. <<less