these jerk capture targets. how dare they put her through all this!?!!

she's literally the sweetest person that could've been until everyone messed it up cause of the manipulation they put her through as she grew up.

of course she'd turn out that way you imbeciles.

but she's not totally dumb. academically she's actually really smart. she's just young, hot headed, and never got the chance she needed to truly be cared for. to actually learn her own mistakes. theu literally just ceded to every request she had except when the parents had plans and the bro would just roll along w/it.

her only friends of justice are cats and honestly that's sad because of what she's been through on a psychological even spiritual level.

imagine reincarnating the exact time frame yet you know you'll always die? it's not a whole lifetime. it's a year. a small year on loop like a bad 10hr loop video. yet even when you make the biggest changes in life to avoid esrly death and the effect that comes with her death, it still ends the same.

over&over&over&over.... Always getting betrayed.

It got so bad, that she wasted 2-3 lifetimes I believe.

The ones I remember the most

1. su*cide by stabbing or slitting herself with scissors.

2. she just jumped out of the building..

This was after she couldn't take it anymore so she just did them once she woke up hoping to escape the cycle.

ah, I just want to protect her. I feel this way about Ilya and it just hurts when I see a beautiful character like this

I can't help but love all of them that are like this though. the major diff. is that she has a maturing spirit and character compared to Ilya.

her personality doesn't really look down on commoners but she does see and understand propper decorum and social standing. so it's really understandable why she acts the way she did. she just never got the chance to properly explain or defend even it in her last life letting anger and fear talk in her stead.

this is cause she's actually a shy girl and doesn't have confidence in herself before and after the loops happened but as time progressed she became less subdued.

to you know who when you read this part in the novel:

you're literally hurting her with what you've been doing yet you act all self-righteous as if she murdered someone! heh~ -_- *spits

While "My finance is in love with my sister" plays on our emotional strings and the heroine's dilemmas of her unrequited love, this MC struggles with her sanity in experiencing the time loops. This MC is always condemned no matter how she acts like being arrogant, cold, distant or even really nice. None of it matters, so in the prologue she is driven to escape the country (but she dies immediately doing so) or even to committing su*cide.