Failed To Abandon the Villain

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One day, her father gave her a sl*ve boy. He said he saved him from the battlefield because of his good looks.

“He has a seal engraved on his heart. As long as you have this bead, he won’t be able to disobey you. So you can order him to do anything.”

“Sit down.”

The boy looked rather grim after hearing what she ordered.

“Ah, was I treating him too much like a dog?” As her father squeezed the bead, the boy then knelt at her feet.

“Master”

His red eyes flashed, illuminating his eerie gaze while smiling madly.

He was the darkest of the darkest one. The future grand wizard and final boss of this world.

“Well, you’re all that’s left now, Master.”

And then, at the age of 22, he awoke as the Master of the Magic Tower and took revenge by killing her entire house.

“Do you want to live? Then sit down, Master.”

The eerie red eyes turned to her.

‘Why is he like this to me?! I tried my best to treat him properly!’

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I Failed To Oust The Villain!
My Dark Secret Haunts Me
흑막을 버리는 데 실패했다
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17385876387
17385876387 rated it
June 25, 2021
Status: c25
This is my first review, so I neglected sorting my complaints in order of when the events happened in the book. Its more of a rant then a proper review tbh.

I can’t say I like it.

I know its a yandere novel, and while im cool with yanderes, I don’t like it when they’re just crazy a**holes.

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Spoiler

The MC is a so called alchemist, but pretty recently we can see that the profession is essentially useless. She can’t do anything with it in the beginning, due to her father restricting her access to her equipment, because ancient magic circles should be reliant on equipment, and alchemy as a whole just fades away.

“The top alchemists are capable of creating magic healing potions capable of restoring limbs within hours.” (paraphrasing) Thats it. Thats all we really know, besides they can summon spirits, but I don’t remember whether thats directly linked to alchemy.

Anyway I digress. The first time I saw this phrase, my immediate thought was that this world was rather grounded in terms of how powerful one can be, after all while restoring limbs in hours is amazing, its not very... exciting? ML, of course, defies such... worldy things like expectations.

So later on, ML decides to slaughter some mages since they ticked him off, and then literally revives them instantly with a legendary spell that reverses time with no detriment to his own being. So... MCs ability is useless.

Mm, something else is that her father places a bracelet to restrict her, and her amazing alchemic powers can’t even do anything to try and tinker with it.

You would think alchemy would be related to items and things like transfiguration, but no.

Something else interesting is the absolute lack of a decent human being within the story. MC might count, but she doesn’t do anything at all, save to try and keep her conscience light.

Which brings me to my next problem. How is her mental state still ok? Her father starves her and hangs her by the foot. Her so called servants don’t respect her, and don’t obey her. ML is automatically void of being able to make her happy, at least for the first part of the novel, due to her fear of him.

Im pretty sure the sole reason her conscience is light is due to of all the people being slaughtered horrifically in the mansion, or in the entire story, none of them are decent people.

Well there is actually two entities who are decent... lifeforms? One being the Crown Prince, but she doesn’t bother to socialize with him.

So... forgive me for the blunt words, but why hasn't she attempted su*cide? She finds no joy in life, and she quite literally has nothing to live for. Hell, she hasn’t even tried to escape. She just looks at her bracelet and goes “Woops, nothing I can do.” She could’ve tried asking the Crown Prince, but I guess she hasn’t heard the saying “No risk no reward.” All she does is just wait for her inevitable demise, all the while hoping that treating a sociopathic lunatic better could somehow save her.

Then theres the wind elemental summon, “Jin, ” the other decent entity.

I lied again, as once she gets imprisoned within the magic tower, she decides its a good idea to try and escape.

Its repeated several times throughout the story that shes a smart lady. Like I mentioned before, she wants to keep a light conscience. So why does she not care about Jin?

After getting kidnapped and reduced to a knockoff Rapunzel in the tower of lunatics, she somehow thinks its a good idea to repeatedly summon her high rank spirit summon, as though it could possibly beat ML, who is basically a god rank in comparison to Jin?

Jin protests her actions, such as one time where she tries summoning him with a magic circle made of blood, which she magically learned how to do, saying that he refuses to be summoned through such a foul method, then MC summons him anyway.

Wouldn't you know, the special room in the Tower created by 12 archmages or whatever can’t even stop a summon. Then ML shows up, slams Jin against the wall, and starts licking her wound or whatever. I know saliva can help disinfect wounds or something, but thats gross. MC asks ML patiently to release Jin, which he does, and though my memories somewhat hazy, I believe Jin starts to berate MC, who proceeds to tune out his rant without any remorse for her actions which could’ve gotten him killed.

She also tries helping animals and whatnot that got injured somehow and grounded in her yard, knowing full well if her father catches her, he would kill them, ultimately leaving them worse off then before.

P.S., she somehow believes the ML (The one she called “completely fake”) when he tells her that the Crown Prince was going to use her as a cash cow, though I might be misremembering that.

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Anyway, tl;dr, the MC has literally no personality, and theres little to nothing to make up for it in world building, action, other people, etc.

The sole personality she does appear to have is a mirror of her fathers, aka using people for her own gain without remorse, albeit it is nowhere as bad as her fathers.

The translations pretty good though.

My rating should be a 2, but NU won’t let me change it. Thanks NU. <<less
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gw_yar
gw_yar rated it
February 22, 2023
Status: c167
After finishing this web novel and scouring for what other people thought of this novel, I found myself infuriated at people leaving bad reviews because they never tried to read to the end to see the story connecting together. At first, the MC may seem bad or poorly build compared to ML, and you may think shes annoying but she is realistic! This story is focused on both MC and ML trying to heal from years of trauma and to find that they love each other dearly!

ML is the way... more>> he is because he was never taught otherwise. You think a beautiful boy that was born in a lowly family and then was toss around in a battlefield with only the knowledge of, ‘its either kill or be killed’, would know how to be a holy jesus?! He self-taught himself to survive in this world through using his charm as a weapon and learning that people no matter what, would desire to be friends with him, or what it would feel like to ‘taste’ him just because of his looks. So I do not blame him for acting the way he is, at the beginning, but slowly but surely, the author improved his personality and the way he treated others. He managed to heal from his old mindset and treat others well at the end of the story.

A great example of this is the magic tower, at first he used it as a tool to make himself leveled with Valletta/MC. Then after listening and talking to the members of his magic tower. He learned that his role as tower master is extremely influential and he can depend on those people, and he did! Once Valletta was forcefully taken away from him after an attack, he decided to learn how to rely on the magic tower and fulfill his duties as magic tower master and not hopelessly cause destruction. He found out it was more peaceful and easier than it was to runaway from that responsibility, though a bit boring, he still held his patience. Which I think is a great development! Because ML at the beginning would had never done that and just charge ahead.

MC is the same, she was raised as a goose that lays golden eggs from the beginning. Her feelings were removed because having an emotional goose while trying to take away the eggs is quite bothersome. So thats why she was so apathetic during the first few scenes. The reason why people are a bit upset of the mixed of apathetic and sympathetic reaction of the MC in the story and making it seem like it was forced. But honestly, they never paid attention to the plot. The MC is a broken character, she is healing from the forced reaction her father made her to have. The scenes of sympathy is her as a character developing and growing as a person.

One scene thats is great example of a mix of sympathy and apathy is the scene of Duke Delphine mansion collapsing. She sees that people are hurt but doesn’t react how others would, she doesn’t rush to help people but stay on the side and think about what happens. MC sees the scene and rethink of why she is just standing still in this situation. Then she remembers her lovely pet, stuck in her room that is now in rubbles. She rushes to the scene and find it barely alive, she then feels at edge at the sight of the ONE pet she has decided to keep, after the massacre of her family, was nearly dead. MC poured her most powerful potion onto it and wish it will be alive. That was when she learnt the feeling of grief. After that experience, she uses dilution to create 40-50 potions for the people who were alive in that mansion. This is a great showcase of development in the story, but I’m not spoiling the bigger showcase though. ;) Yeah, I understand this story is not what you would expect from a manhwa. And sure, the main leads of the story could be considered bad guys. But in reality, this story is well made and realistic of what sins people can carry even at the end. Just because this is a novel, doesn’t mean you can demand someone to be a holy jesus. By far, this webnovel is my favorite webnovel I had ever read. Every character has is a mix of good and bad, which makes you question if their actually good and bad. And by my standards, that is one of the reasons why this book will always be the story I have reread the most. Hehehe, I can go on a long rant about how good this story is. But shallow people would brush off this story and not taste the beauty of it. I also understand people have different taste in webnovels, so please. Stop putting bad reviews on this story because you barely even finished it. <<less
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0kurono
0kurono rated it
December 29, 2021
Status: c103
In short, if you like themes such as psychology, slice of life and s*xual tension, this book is for you! If you're into straight up romance and in depth character development, I just saved you from wasting your time on writing a one star review of this novel!

Frankly, there isn't much to like about the characters if you look at them individually, but as a whole, they hold up the plot of the book pretty well! The FL is cold and consistent throughout the book, so we don't have to... more>> put up with the typical emotional-wreck of a female character, and the ML is a steadfast yandere who is true to his nature. The combination of these two characters is pretty insane as I can't imagine how hard it is to put a psychopath and sociopath as lead characters, let alone making them romantic interests, it's not unheard of as yandere couples are pretty common, but for an author to execute the delivery of such complex characters must be a chore. Just like many novels, this novel has its flaws and plot holes as well, but it is beautifully translated (not promoting but RainofSnow Doradora has amazing kr novel translations), and it is a book that I would be glad to stay till the end of its translation! Plus, the translation gives me a very interesting imagery and visualisation of this novel. I wouldn't want to stay and rant too much about the characters individually but I've had a fun time so far reading this novel and I hope whoever is reading this would enjoy it just as much as I did🎐 <<less
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Fellyciach
Fellyciach rated it
November 14, 2021
Status: c63
DON'T READ THIS! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!

Honestly I thought this novel would be interesting considering the title, cover and even the description. But after forcing myself to read it this far I don't think I could stomach this anymore. The MC is just so bland and inconsistent. And the ML is crazy af. Don't get me wrong, I've read many novels with yandere ml, but this ML just gives me a bad vibe. I couldn't even feel attach to him or even consider him the ml. Gosh, I don't know what... more>> to say. Maybe the author's writing skills and characterization is far more superior than our level of understanding. Anyway, I gave 2 star for the good translation. Sometimes I wonder why a good novel doesn't get translate or got drop by the translator, but a questionable novel got a bunch of chapters out and some of them even finished already. But yeah, maybe it's just the difference in preference. And this novel just happened not to be my cup of tea. <<less
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Rogue01
Rogue01 rated it
September 3, 2021
Status: c60
The novel is quite entertaining. I do like the story of how the story flows go.

I'm just confused by the female MC. Her personality and the way she act and do are inconsistent.

Like she said she didn't care about other people and hate for them to die, but for several chapters it would change.

... more>> She's like a bland stew, in order for them to make the taste better they would just put whatever they like in it.

The ML too, he goes from killing then the next he would said that female MC hates it when people die. (When MC said she doesn't care about them dying 😂😂😂)

I'm just too confused about their character creation. I'm not sure if MC and the ML really understand each other.

The story is good but the characters are inconsistent.

But I will read until the end if God's willing. I might change my mind and will see the changes in each character. <<less
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Soupe
Soupe rated it
July 18, 2021
Status: c28
I should’ve listened to the reviewers. The FL has no personality which makes it boring. It was understandable why the ML is so twisted because he IS a villain in the end. However, I think I wasted my time. I will make sure to note that a good novel cover doesn’t always mean it’ll be a good story. This was not for me :/
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Vargas44
Vargas44 rated it
July 9, 2022
Status: c111
It's a very sad that we couldn't see the ending of the novel because it was taken down but if someone was to pick it up, me for sure would love to read it.😔

Despite the ML and FL being broken people we get to see them growing and developing into better people even if it was little by little.❤️

The story itself was very sad and profound so you have to be prepared to cry reading it if you are a soft person like me.😅
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MisterCoconut
MisterCoconut rated it
November 18, 2021
Status: c79
I ACTUALLY ENJOYED IT! Because of the negative reviews, I have been ignoring this novel but then I told myself, I need to judge it for myself... NOW I absolutely find myself enjoying the pyschological, angst in this novel.

The ML is twisted and broken, but why? At first I didn't really understand and I found him very creepy, but as I read on, I tried to look at it on his own perceptive.

The moment he was born in the world - he was bombarded by countless memories and lifetimes of... more>> cold-blooded predecessors. He retains those memories and their twisted and violent nature inherent to his nature. THINK. He was only a child but this ugly, cruel emotions and old past memories were already overtaking his childhood. Because of the overwhelming magic in his body - if not vented upon anything - he will turn far beyond insanity. This is where his wrath comes from. Such is the curse and glory of being the Magicians Tower's Master.

As for the MC? I actually felt like she was a very indifferent character at best but if forced in her shoes - who wouldn't be? Her self-esteem was repeatedly stepped on since a young age and both her parents were mentally unstable. She is broken and had long been mentally brainwashed and rewired by her manipulative and abusive father. In order to keep her sanity, she needed to discard her emotions or else she would have just committed su*cide. She wants a quick, painless death but if the situation doesn't call for it - she will try her best to continue living. I like the fact, that she knew how to keep a leash on the ML, using her keen observation and sharp words.

Honestly, I enjoy the power dynamics between the MC and ML. Both had their own cards against each other and they're both twisted and sickly tyrannical. But they don't actually want to. The MC's wish is simple. To own a safe and warm home where she could rest for a long time. The ML's wish is to help her find that peaceful home for her and stay by her side.

I ENJOYED IT, SO WHAT! Compared to thousands of Mary Sue's I've encountered - this type of MC was pretty much new to me. <<less
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strwaberrywlf
strwaberrywlf rated it
August 6, 2021
Status: --
I.. At first felt it was lacking that I didn't know the MC's motivation at doing things (even the ML) but as the story progressed on and the Duke (will appear around ch30?) we'll see his perspective and then I understood then..

The MC (as well as the ML) has been abused ever since they were children, growing to an environment they grew up in, I could see why the MC acts the way she does, so much wall around her and ready to run at any given moment.. Looking forward... more>> to more scenes with the Duke I hope he just adopts them all lmao <<less
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Veluna20
Veluna20 rated it
June 9, 2021
Status: c20
Read this because of promo manga/manhwa in batoto. This doesn't disappoint so far. ML is a bit not right in the head (very cunning, shrewd, and deceptive), but I enjoyed it. And the FL/MC is definitely smart (hopefully she stays this way till the end) as she properly adapted to the situation at hand in regards to ML's behavior. I am surprised, considering how dark some of the contents are, that this doesn't have smut in it (and really.... Really.... REALLY hope this will have smut contents toward the end... more>> 😅). Thank you translators-nim <<less
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ainmelover26
ainmelover26 rated it
June 8, 2021
Status: c1
if you want yandere story here this for you♡♡♡♡♡ I love the MC and the male lead

he doesn't get yandere first when they meet eachother but when hey spend some time togher the ML became a yandere
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Maz031
Maz031 rated it
November 29, 2021
Status: --
This is actually really good I definitely recommend it to someone who wants something dark
Spoiler

how they show us how the ML and FL is broken and had a trauma is really true normally they only make it that they become cold and unfeeling but this really shows how much your childhood affects your personality and it's more realistic

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zarchi
zarchi rated it
September 18, 2021
Status: c30
It's certainly well translated. Really well.

But the content is horrendous - I mean, I don't care if somebody is yandere when he is just killing everyone and everything. His "affection" doesn't matter if he's just a serial killer. In this whole damn story the value of life is literally nowhere to be found excluding only the fl, who lives like a doll through everything.

And don't get me wrong, crazy people and serial killers are nothing unusual in stories. But this whole s*it ala "oh, he's so good looking, I have... more>> to remind myself I must not fall in love with him" right when he's merrily killing an entire household (and even if some of them deserved death, it's still a brutal mass mu*der. It got nothing to do with justice, but was probably portrayed as such)... and all those descriptions are made to make him the ml... there got to be a serious problem with the author.

Maybe it's somehow getting better later on. I read till chapter 30 thinking of that (like in death is the only ending for the villainess, where the MC is somehow coldly calculating surrounded by a bunch of more or less mentally disorderd mls, but the story still somehow working), but after reading so far and skipping through the spoilers I've no confidence in that.

I can't recommend that for anyone, whose concept of humanity isn't rock solid and it definitely deserves an 18+ rating regarding that. <<less
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Crissymac
Crissymac rated it
August 31, 2021
Status: c65
Absolutely adore this novel.i like that the charcters have depth the content is kinda dark two damage people trying to figure out who to live. Yandere ML gose from being a s*ave and abused to having absolute power and of course has to get revenge and dosent understand mercy and kindness because it wasnt shown to him.

FL is emotionally damaged from being exploited abuse and neglected. So she has become cold and calculating after the death of the abusive family she is trying to learn more about how to have... more>> normal relationships and how she can survive independently when powerful people want her for her abilities.

Warning this is not a fluffy story <<less
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Chaule
Chaule rated it
September 5, 2023
Status: c37
Is it just me or this novel is really bad at building a FL's personality? I'm aware that ML is villain & yandere, so I can expect the way he expresses his feeling or whatsoever. But FL is different, she reads & knows the novel's tropes and still acts s*upidly and blandly. On the one hand, she's usually cold and distant from the ML, but easily trusts the strangers even though they are taking advantage of her foolishly. Then, on the other hand, she relies on and dispense some love/affectionations... more>> (no ideas if those emotions are fake or real) to the ML. I think the one who should see a doctor and undergo therapy is the FL instead of the ML due to her past unsolved traumas and weirdo persona. After reading the novel and Manhwa, her complete nonsense character is shown much more clearly. <<less
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isis67
isis67 rated it
June 19, 2021
Status: c22
Makes me think of "The Way to Protect the Female Lead’s Older Brother"! Luv it, ML is nuts though lol!
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haileyyy
haileyyy rated it
May 16, 2023
Status: Completed
I always put of this novel or even the manhwa when I saw this, cause I don't like sla-ves. But finally read this as the rating is so high.

I was so s*upid for casting this away and I regret and envy those who'll read the novel for the first time.

Don't wanna give any spoilers to spoil the fun. But yes, the FL and ML both are strong. They have powers to protect themselves. It's not the regular cliché where only the the ML saves fl. I'll say it's both way... more>> round. ML has a tyranny personality but he's not a jerk.

It's really the most interesting novel I've read so far. I will say for all those novels I've given a review for are good. But this is the best. I mean BEST OF BEST!

I've been re-reading and re-reading it. Can't hook off. So U WON'T REGRET READING THIS YEAHHHHH! <<less
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SeaZane
SeaZane
November 2, 2022
Status: Completed
Some of the dialogue confuses me about the characters' personalities, especially the female lead. I know that this timeline is from a novel; that gave me the idea that she is originally from a different world, and maybe she's from the "real" world, but the way she thinks about human communication is like a person who has never lived until now.
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AppleIsForYou
AppleIsForYou rated it
March 11, 2022
Status: Completed
So, I was reading the manhwa and some people are saying they are impatient and cant wait so they are opting to read the novel instead. I just want to comment things so you dont need to search chapter by chapter. Currently, Chapter 23 of the webtoon is Chapter 26 of the translated novel.

The point I'm basing at is when she summoned the spirit bird to clear the air of hallucinating drugs in the dungeon cells for the s*aves.
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LunarWolf
LunarWolf
October 6, 2021
Status: c60
its a really good read. Dont be fooled by the illiterate people who misunderstood the story.

ML does not kill randomly. He does not kill for no reason. Even MC recognizes this.
btw, its not smut. The r15 is probably for initial gore and the psychological torment/ depictions of cruelty that the MC faced at the hand of her own father. The initial chapters cause you to misunderstand the direction of the story.
this story deals with emotional trauma and there is even a kind duke that wants to treat MC and ML well since they are both a little emotionally cut off due to abuse. MC even acknowledged that she knew ML would never hurt her since the story trajectory changed. Also, she and ML are the ones that understand eachother best.
if you do read this I hope you try to understand the mc's pov. Even though the story starts with her being an adult, she has long forgotten her past life and just wants to live in this world safel and her current character was molded out of her circumstance. She never calls anyone by their name or gets close to others since she feels it is inevitable that they will die since her father would kill anything she had affection for. The kind duke is like a therapist or pov that points this out to readers.

anyway, dont hate on the ML without fully analyzing his character and actually reading past the initial chapters. He gets more development after the MC leaves the tower. MC even acknowledges that he is a strong shield for her since he can protect her.
wether you love or hate this read its up to your mentality. But I enjoy the realistic perspective and the slightly gloomy and stunted emotional quotient of the characters. Not everyone is op and takes control of the situation. There is a term called learned helplessness where people cant escape abuse so they tolerate it and become numb and shut down which I think really applies to this chara. The transmigration is probably to reduce the child abuse element of the novel by saying its abuse but atleast she is mentally an adult. Ignore the transmigration and think of it as her fully melding with the character she possesses because it is not about memories. She has lived through the abuse molding her current self for years.
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