the emotional damages caused by my favorite character's death is too much for me. I really did hoped that the clown would be the male lead but his death made too much of an impact on me to the point I couldn't enjoy the rest of the story. I really like that clown even though I don't know his name, just reading a couple of chapters with him in it made me greatly attached to his character.

So I'm gonna rate this 4 star for the sake of that clown

1. MC is mentally sick af, idgaf about her life, she is crazy and thats it, and is not even that realistic as people say, and people still believe she is the victim when is constantly using other people for herself while she can't face her true face and keeps lying to herself that she is a good person, she is evil, wish she could have died along with her whole family btw

2. neither of them have any backbone

3. this family has been crazy for decades or more, and yet despite these authors loving to write r*pe/s*avery and say is historically accurate even tho they did not live during that time to know how things actually worked, they really love acting like we don't have historically accurate information about how many countries/kingdoms/royal families have disappeared due to revolts, so how exactly is this family still not dead idk, if this was real life with someone this crazy people would have literally killed them all in probably a few months, u might say they are scared or the royal family is smart and so on, but is bs, common people only want peace, they dont give a fk about how crazy u are, how h**ny u are, just give them peace and they don't give a f about your nobility hypocrite actions but don't do that and even the opposite and u will have ur head on a spike for sure

4. they talk about how everyone hates the royal family but somehow like I said no rebels, they talk about how loved Tristan was but then how tf was he captured?? who were all the people working for the royal family if everyone hates them idk

5. if u think this will be romance, well they may have s*x and so on and the FL will not talk about her feelings and Tristan for some reason has no personality only a simp while the FL will get engage and kiss her fiance in front of him like lul and afterwards she will still want to have s*x with him, like bruh, ain't no way you can be more disgusting than that, worse is how she was looking at him while she was getting kissed like fk me dead bro and these korean novels

all I hoped was for the ML to not love the FL and have any relationship with her, obviously impossible, for her to die with her crazy family and the ML to actually find a decent woman and obviously bcs of not having any relationship with FL also keeps his v**ginity for at least someone who matters, FL is just disgusting, u all defend her actions but is just bs, she is just a weak hypocrite that will do anything for herself and thats about it, and sadly the ML is just a simp that can't see that ofc..