the plot especially the chapter that I am currently at (c76). The MC's action is understandable since I think I will do the same thing if I were him. His goals are clear but I don't see any character development in progress except for the Love Interests that are different from the game that MC used to play (their action are different due to butterfly effect). MC keep running away from the problem to the point that I can even call him being coward though I like the way author describes the MC's emotion and expression. Other than that there is no issues yet that I want to pointed out.

I like third male lead the most. BUT the reason why I am having a hard time reading because I don't have a heart to face the fact that he is not good enough to be the end game (real male lead) . Third male lead is the definition of RIGHT PERSON AT THE WRONG TIME. YES he is the right person but MC is in love with another male lead and I can understand why. While the third male lead is my choice, the REAL one that MC choose is a standard that is better than third male lead. I think you need to read it in order to understand what I am talking about. LASTLY, I HATE SECOND MAKE LEAD, NAMED ALAN BATES he is the worst among all.

the final male lead is actually the assasin guild leader. And man he's such a cutie. Author could somehow depict cute and handsome synonymously. The magician stayed as mc's master. Spoiling him endlessly. They end up having somewhat of a father son relationship even though MC is older. Hunter felt guilty as he once tried to touch MC is his precarious state. Alan stayed true to his god and didn't stray away from priesthood which is a good as in the first few chapter MC told that in the game Alan suffered from depression since he left priesthood for the female character MC played. And that duke man he's such an ass. He tried to r*pe MC. Tried bondage without consent and he was unremorseful. By the end he was converted to a villain

I also really like how MC desires to go back to his original world, and that goal is what also motivates him to "run away" from these mls. Him forgetting about the things he loved that made him who he is is surprisingly moving and sad. I feel a lot of these "isekai" stories don't touch on that, even though it's devastating to leave behind your friends, your family, your passions, and even your own name: your home. Simply, the world forces a destiny on him leading him to be astray and unsure of himself. Each ML shows something about their perspective or life that has him thinking a different way he might not have initially come to. Because he seemed to have a rough time at his original world, he has some mental blocks and shadows which fuels his decisions. He doesn't do or think something for no reason, I rather think that he's a little complicated, which may be why his character is misunderstood.

And maybe in author spirit’s to avoid cliche, author introduced the main ML in the story last, so for you who read spoiler, don’t get attached to any MLs in the beginning.

hence why, once he forgot everything due to amnesia penalty, he decided to follow his own heart and actually choose someone. I'm still bothered by the knight that was separated from him in deserant, they haven't met again since they got separated

at first, I thought the Northern duke would be the main ML since he was the first to appeared, and was hoping for the cold ML trope... but no.. aside from Andrea, they all are pervs! They only think about their own satisfaction, they don't really sincerely care about MC. To sum it up, Northern Duke is S&M route; Alan is the corrupted priest route; Royal route is the Crown Prince (ML was actually decent until he actually got enticed by the Northern Duke for a threesome -facepalm-, and I actually forgot his name, lol) ; Cain is the platonic route, lol, he's like an adult child (but I think it would escalate if MC were to stay longer in the magic tower), he's not exactly a perv, more of an eccentric, he couldn't really understand how people's emotions normally work; lastly, Andrea, the assassin is unexpectedly the most normal, the only truly sweet candy amongst MLs; Crown prince is like a sweet candy on the outer layer, but the taste will become sour once you got to taste the core part of the candy, it's sour, not bitter since he actually can reflect upon his mistake and was honest about it to MC. That part was really commendable of him

as he found out hes losing his memories the more time he spends in this body like his name and the friend that introducedhim to the game

HE JACKED OFF ON THE MC WHILE HE WAS SLEEPING

save his tiger and then the MC asked for marriage cuz he thought this dude was the safest but in reality his favorability went up faster than the others

he was inlove with the og body and at first didnt like the MC just wanted the og owner back but later as they get to know each other more as their trying to find a way for the MC to go back he starts to like the MC for his personality

obviously the assasin

with some explicit scenes which are in poor contity till now... like only two times or so from what I can remember

• the second taget Alan bate m@styrbated on our MCs face when he was sleeping

• MC bottom got a wet dream of 5th target Andrea doing something naughty to him in the bed while sleeping Σ (￣ロ￣lll)

but now it kind of become an irritating thing for me.... MC is jsut always running away from them.... leveing them behind and not thinking about their feelings.

• at first he just perceive this world as a game world and think the people here are like game characters without feelings but later he feel guilt and felt that this world is real but only for a short time............[. his is just childish].

• after knowing their feelings are real he felt guilt for leaving the past targets behind but he was too cowardly that he did it again and leave the 3rd target hunter with an fake excuse of mana deficiency and fled with the 4rd target it its tower and become a magic vessel

• AND later got tangled with the 5th target 'Andrea' who already have the favorbility of 75...... which he gained from the previous owner of our MCs body..... the 5th found out about MC not being del the original owner....