Chapter 83 – Where He Yang proposed to ChengYan and he (XCY) rejected it.

I TELL YOU I'M ACTUALLY SURPRISED THAT HE REJECTED HE YANG'S PROPOSAL.

I'm like: (◯Δ ◯ ∥)

I cried really really hard when he always wait at the car, waiting for ChengYan to appear and to play with him like always.

I think one part of the reason the MC chose to become QZ was because of QZ's grandpa (or grandma? the MTL randomly changed their gender every chapter. argh.) When they first met, the granny mistook him for QZ and was really nice to him. This probably gave him ideas. It also made him feel guilty cuz he's part of the reason that QZ's dead. So he took on the role of QZ, tried to become the 2nd QZ and tried really hard to support the granny. Even thought of selling his body so the granny could get treatment...

I saw red herrings that the granny's soon gonna recognize that he's not the real QZ and then his cover's gonna blow. *smirking raccon rub hands. jpg*

Emporer Pei

He's incompetent and keeps giving useless "real talk" advice. The ML has been having hallucinations of the MC for years and this guy just kept advising to start a new life and move on. He also keeps breaching patient-doctor confidentiality by sharing to ML details about his other patient, the ML's cousin. He also keeps badgering ML to take his counseling services. Everytime they meet! And even when they're in public. Lyk, why don't you just advertise that the ML has been seeing a therapist. I know it's not shameful to have one but some ppl don't want it advertised in public ok?! He's also too nosey and meddlesome but I don't see genuine concern for his patients. Because if he has, he should've referred ML to another specialist because ML was obviously not getting better and he's obviously incompetent.

There's also a part where he had to close his clinic because he didn't have a client anymore since the ML stopped going there. Lolol I wonder why he doesn't have clients..... 😅😅

The author kinda explained the reason for his sc*m behavior towards the mc

the ML suddenly starts treating the MC like a kid and comparing everything he does to a kid, like because the MC has insomnia he is supervised while going to bed like he's just a kid throwing a tantrum because it doesn't want to sleep??? I especially don't understand where the insensitivity of the ML comes from since he also went through insomnia before... also when the dog does things he isn't allowed to and doesn't usually do while only MC is at home it's the fault of MC, because he is a naughty kid who can't be left alone at home...??? And so on... this f*cking weirded me out. And also how the MC never cleared up all the stuff thats been troubling him in their past relationship but still doesn't reject the ML anymore... I mean the relationship just seriously got weird after MC fulfilled Qin Zhou's dreams. Even before that, the explanation of why the ML treated the MC like that before wasn't satisfactory and other stuff that got on my nerves... and the MC isn't even really bothered but just goes with the flow

sleep with the ML for 3 months

the "white moonlight" really wasn't one. The reason why the MC and "white moonlight" dressed alike was explained. Although I'm still confused as to why the ML would sometimes have the MC wear glasses when he doesn't need them and the "white moonlight" needed them. I can accept the other excuses about the clothes, their bed activities, etc. but I just don't get the glasses.

the MC thought the ML had a new boyfriend and the MC just did not care at all.

The MC confuses me sometimes. I was left wondering what's his purpose for pretending to be someone else towards ML and ML's cousin. He kept going back and forth between pretending and also not pretending. He's quite indecisive and unnecessarily sensitive too.

As for the ML, he's just a straight scum. He deserves for what's coming. Applaud to MC for not caving in. ML *only* realised his feelings *after* MC's death...

I feel bad for ML but then I remembered that he was negligent towards MC's feelings and also he's still friends with those bozos who talked sh*t about MC 🙄

ML's friends are scums to MC. ML is very aware of this. He's still in contact with them even after wanting to pursue MC. Negative points for ML.

I liked how the author wrote the ML when the MC "died". TBH if he broke down and immediately thought that he was in love with him I would have thrown my phone away. ML's reaction (aside from the denial) was quite realistic in how he missed the guy (i mean they lived together for 5 years and he's so used to the MC being there all the time) and later on felt guilty that they were together for so long but he never actually thought of proposing. I never ever thought that the ML really truly loved MC. He was just guilty. The last words he told MC over the phone was 'don't come back' and the guilt, even if you hated that person, would be immense.

Another point where I thought the ML really didn't love the MC when the "new MC" came. He didn't even try to search and investigate if the new MC was actually the old MC. He just saw that they looked the same and started courting the MC. I'm not a psychologist, but this just screams guilty to me.

but you will feel slightly bad for him that is until he he meets MC again, who I thought was an amnesiac but apparently not, you know what he did? He keeps harassing him when it's obvious he doesn't seem to know him

(which he actually does but ML doesn't know that)

like what if the the actor isn't the MC then he's basically doing the same thing he did with MC replacing him with someone who looked similar to him

I also kinda hate the MC, one he remembers but won't admit it to his brother in law like the dude is seriously depressed with your death and you can't even contact him when you made it out alive?! Like seriously you could have just never talk to he yang and let him think your dead your brother in law could have helped you fake your death much easier