He got diagnosed with a terminal illness, got his crush aka ML drunk, slept with him and then didn't even tell him what happened between them. I find that disgusting but I sympathize with him a bit. Idk what I'd do if I got the double blow of my love leaving the country for an undetermined time and the fact that I might not be alive by the time they return. Mc's life had just started, and while he didn't go about it correctly, he does grow up and accept his mistakes.

With both of them being inexperienced, MC is injured, and afterwards realises he's been misdiagnosed. He, who thought he was a man who couldn't get pregnant, finds a child in his belly after a brief (and regretful) stint with the ML. After getting beaten by his mother, suffering through the cold shoulder from his parents for the first few months of a baffling and confusing pregnancy, and the lack of replies from the ML, the MC also has to bear the stigma of being an unmarried dad, and he accepts all that with a smile while loving his daughter with all he has got. He doesn't tell the ML that it's his daughter, mostly because how is he going to explain the fact that he, a man, got pregnant? He's already being treated as a freak by everybody who knows he has a daughter, will he be able to accept it if the person he loves is going to treat him as a freak too?

He doesn't contact MC or reply to his emails at all for more than four years after he goes abroad (the very next day after MC sleeps with him without his consent or knowledge). By this time, he at least has a crush on MC. When the world is condemning the MC for having a child out of wedlock, he's one of those who doesn't want to associate with the MC. He ignores the MC for more than four years and believes whatever the society says about him. You were his friend, you had feelings for him too. And yet you didn't have a smidgen of trust in MC. And you ask the MC why he didn't tell you about the fact that he had your daughter? Did you leave him with a way to contact you?

Why did MC not tell him about his daughter when he returned? How exactly was MC supposed to go to the ML and tell him they had a daughter when ML didn't even remember sleeping together with him, not to mention that the MC was a man.

There's also the fact that ML repeatedly undermines MC's authority in educating his child well before he knows that she's s his daughter too. Worst of all, his actions almost always put the MC in an embarrassing position. If the MC hadn't been a strong person, he would've broken down under the pressure.

ML is described as smart handsome and gentle, somebody without flaws. Naturally, he has countless suiters and those who know about MC's relationship with him almost always look down on MC.

.... and.... The ML just let's everything happen..... MC is a fighter, he doesn't let anybody walk over him, but that doesn't mean that he doesn't get hurt or have doubts sometimes. Especially when ML's reply to "what did you like about me?" is "you're silly, I like it."

MC himself make ML drunk and took advantage of him, thinking it's he's dying. He was highschool at that time and had no idea he could get pregnant. ML didn't know the child was his so he got disillussioned that his crush became a young, unmarried father out of the blue. Still, ML went back despite everything he think MC had done (bcos MC did not defend himself and just let the rumors go on)

where the daughter distributed and gave some of her snacks to everyone, even the fvcking cat got some!!, except for HER FATHER, the MC. Like wtf kid! If her other dad didn't told her to give some to the MC, she wouldn't give anything at all and when the MC ask her why she said "I forgot" and when the MC ask her why she gave little compared to others she said "cause I like them". &Lt;< Even if this is a joke it fvcking hurts where it hurts.

As someone who grew up in a family that fear and respect the elder, I really feel sad and annoyed whenever that daughter look down on her own father. It is honestly NOT CUTE at all.

the ML isn't one to confess or do romantic acts. I feel like the ML really didn't work hard enough to get the MC. Although it makes sense (the author really wrote a very realistic situation), but after hearing the MC's constant internal confessions about how much he loves the ML, sadly, the ML is like this puzzle box mystery to the MC. His motivations are hidden and the MC is not smart enough to figure it out.

To be honest, I definitely thought it was well-written. The ML does like the MC a lot and through the novel, you can see it through his actions (including his jealousy at times), but I still wish the man groveled more. Not that he deserved to, but that's just my bias towards the MC.