It turned out that ML was also rebirthed. He was already rebirthed 9th times excluding the present which was supposed to be the last one. In every life, he loved the FL (Gu NingYou) and always awakened few times but controlled by author... however, the past life (9th one) made him outrage bc he only wished for FL to have happy life despite not being with him so he followed the script but the creator still killed FL, his anger and hatred made him cut ties with the creator and later on due to creator loosing power and ML investing time travel machine made the world spiraled and many characters rebirthed including him, FL and OG FL

THE CREATOR/AUTHOR OF NOVEL WORLD

Is not the story itself, very well written even if in some places a bit confusing - as mentioned - but the conception, often reiterated in this type of stories, that for love everything is lawful... for the ML.

Only for the ML.

The women in these stories, if they do everything they can out of love, are seen as vicious, cruel, ignoble...

For men, however, especially for MLs, this negative view does not exist. They can easily deceive, threaten, even kidnap and r*pe the female co-stars of the story, but as long as they have "true love" they are all allowed, indeed seen as "romantic".

Precisely in this story, the ML makes FL take pills to increase the chances of conceiving without telling her anything, rather making her believe that they are contraceptives.

Now, if a woman tried to get pregnant with such a method she would be seen as a profiting b*tch, deserving of all the violence in this world...

Does the ML do?

The comments are all "awwh, that's sweet! she loves FL so much that she wants a baby from her!"

Hoy, people... no. It is violence. This is pure and simple violence (not to mention the various s*xual interc**rse that follows one another, and which are on the verge of r*pe. Sometimes they are literally r*pes, but the FL takes pleasure in spite of everything and so... "oh, what beautiful. What romantic.")

All because he loves her.

What she thinks and wants, nobody gives a sh*t (sooner or later she falls in love with him, then...

Although it would be more fair to say that she is practically forced to fall in love, given the nagging presence of her ML in her life)

The creator is ridiculous. Considering everything he did in this story was apparently to relieve stress when bored, it makes no sense he moved the whole universe back in time multiple times and wasted his power to the point he is going to die, just becuase his weird and very specific ship didn't sail. It is just a s*upid story point.

Also, just because he can't directly control a person, why does it mean that person can do whatever he wants and threaten the creator with weird time travel tech ? Why can't the creator just make some truck driver run him over ? Exactly like he did to the other guy, just to be petty.

Except for the wine bottle scene. It still felt so unhygienic for me so imagining it felt a bit gross.

I know he was afraid that FL would hate her if she knew that he remembered everything but since what happened in the past wasn't his fault, why didn't he choose to tell FL everthing and lied to her instead? He also asked the creator to control her movement after her rebirth, completely disregarded her will. He also tried to make her pregnant so she couldn't leave him.

About the wine play

Although I feel uncomfortable in the beginning when he insert the wine bottle (full of wine) inside her lol

He made the bottle like s*x toys and made her c*m first

Then he proceed to drink the wine that come out from her puseh, mix with her *or**sm juice* so le*dly thirsty like he haven't drink any water for years (the author really did good job describing every action and emotion of the leads making me imagining it clearly)

I was like, gad dayum, tats was unexpectedly hot :D

But I'm glad after that, he straight go to hotel and clean her inside throughout until she clean

Then he proceed to do her hard the minute he finished clean ;D

ML initially had no choice but to do as the creator said to protect MC. Thus, leading to ML destroying MC's life while giving her hope for their relationship. In their current life, ML pretended to be ignorant to force MC to stay with him. Later, ML negotiate with the creator to put more control on her to extend their time together.

This is why I love MC's theory of being a heroine in a crematorium story as it felt like it went breaking the fourth wall as she is technically the main character on this story. The girl that ML really love but suffered due to circumstances.

At first I also wasn't that sure about the ML cuz while I do love me some crazy and obsessed male leads I don't like them to be just playing with the FLs so at the beginning of the story his part is really unclear so you can't really say if he's acting like how he should be, aka like how his character should be, or if he's also somehow gotten to act free as he likes.

I love how it slowly got to that point. It builded up to the whole plot twist and I love that suspense.

Character wise, I do feel bad for ML. He is pretty shitty, but the kind of sh*t I signed up for, a yandere one for sure, so in the end I don't really mind hehe.

And, I love how there's an actual story as to why the ML had gotten crazy as he is now in the present life. If you'd lived like that, I bet you wouldn't even make it out there sane. And while he is alive rn, I bet he isn't as sane as he should have been. The only reason as well as his driving force to keep living all this time is his love as well as his greed to have the FL, and while that does seem crazy, it's true in their story so maybe they're just two crazy people in love.

Long story short, the actual 'author' in the story robbed them of a lot of feelings as well as time they could have been spent together. That batsh*t author is so crazy I wanna pull him out of this novel just to slap him out of the world.