You Must Pity Me


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Ever since she was young, Mo Yun was tenacious.

When other girls fell, they would cry and wail in pain. Only she would press her lips tightly together, plastering on an obstinate expression instead. She would never attempt to gain pity or affection from others.

Even when her Master told her about the 8 sufferings in life: birth, aging, sickness and death, parting with the ones you love, meeting with the one you hate, unattained aims, and all the ills of the five skandhas. Everything was supposedly predestined, nothing could be forced. Even so, Mo Yun would lift her head up stubbornly and sneer: Parting with the ones you love and unattained aims? It merely applies to those who have no guts.

Even if it can’t be forced, I will force it!

Not long after she said this, Mo Yun met Shen Yue.

Shen Yue was just like the biggest joke the heavens played on her, as a reminder to Mo Yun that in this world, there were things that she could not obtain by force.

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Recommendation Lists
  1. Sob stories
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  4. yup i cried
  5. into the abyss +.*.

Latest Release

Date Group Release
03/08/21 Tissue Translations c8
01/21/21 Tissue Translations c7
01/01/21 Tissue Translations c6
12/29/20 Tissue Translations c5
12/18/20 Tissue Translations c4
12/18/20 Tissue Translations c3
12/12/20 Tissue Translations c2
12/12/20 Tissue Translations c1
5 Reviews

New Ninaz
Jan 28, 2024
Status: Completed
I feel so saddened 😢 my heart truly breaks when reading this novel. I wish for a different ending for Mo Yun – a happy one where she can be joyful and free.
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Apr 03, 2021
Status: Completed
This is my first time actually writing a review. I usually don't do it but I saw that this still didn't have one, so I decided to go ahead with it.

I'm giving it a solid 4.

The whole tragedy could be considered a classic cliche but it still brought me to tears. It's one of my guilty pleasures. I don't like tragedies but at times I go looking for them for a good cry. I must say I have had my share of tragedies so I have started to feel less... more>> emotional and more numb.

So, this is pretty good.

It's short and doesn't have many things but as you gradually get introduced to more characters and their stories, you can feel that sh*ts gonna happen.

I just hate her twin sister, Shen Yue, & her father.

MC had always been denied what she deserves and she never spoke up about it especially because of her character.

But damn the bastard Prince, I'm pretty sure that Translator-sama said it but what da F*** is this about him not liking violence. Bro like how did you conquer back your country and how did he end up where he is by the end. An emperor's throne is built upon the blood and skeleton s of thousands and especially in the lawless ancient times. Through the whole thing he is going on about disliking it, just how did MC get his ass out of all the assassination if she didn't use violence seriously 😑 (ノಠ益ಠ) ノщ (゜ロ゜щ)

As for her twin we didn't hear anything but it can be said that she hated MC by the end.


Father ugh, he F***ING had the gates closed as she was killed and mu*dered even after she had killed the enemy. For all the things she had done fo her loyalty to the Prince and country, which they didn't deserve she was still denied and killed ruthlessly.

An now he cries after he finds out she is his daughter, after he pretty much killed her with his two hands.

How the duck did you figure out that she actually didn't kill your wife and her mom after she died and not before when it's so obvious that the way she was killed totally the enemies style of killing.

What the actual plot hole. (╬⁽⁽ ⁰ ⁾⁾ Д ⁽⁽ ⁰ ⁾⁾) (ノಠ益ಠ) ノ彡┻━┻


MC didn't deserve her ending and everyone just acted like some self-righteous white lotuses they can just F-off. <<less
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Apr 08, 2021
Status: Completed

I hate the s*upidly blind good for nothing emperor. He's that typical emperor you can find in history books who doesn't have any brain to run the country, doesn't care about his subordinates, and only excel in drowning himself in beauties. Ironically, the beauty he chose was wrong in the first place. I hate that guy, hate the s*upid self-righteous father, hate the green tea sister, I hate them all!
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Apr 25, 2021
Status: Completed
Another tragedy novel, the story really hurts my heart.

I pity FL so much, I want her to get a HEA. Her death is truly sad, until the end of her life no one accepted her.

What is wrong with everyone in the novel, why there is no one who appreciate her? I wish there is someone who can accept her for what she is.

Thank you translator for choosing this story!
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Apr 02, 2021
Status: c8
I'll give this a four star because Mo Yun's life was just used like a toy. And I mean. WHYYYYYYY 😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧 Ugh! AUTHOR SHOULD HAVE CREATED A LONGER VERSION OF THIS OR AN ALTERNATE ENDING

weelll btw, the translation was done very well sooo yeaahhh thank you for sharing this story to us!
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