Thank You For Being Trash


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“Are you satisfied now? I will destroy you as you wish.”

I possessed the body of a female lead in an R-19 novel that was the apex of tragedy, “The Flower of Destruction.”

In a novel that is based on r*pe, outdoor play, multiple people, and more—there is no play that does not appear.

“Sorry… I’m sorry. I don’t want to live like that anymore.”

But, it was fine.

I was a genuine M.

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피폐물이라 감사합니다
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noeinan rated it
February 21, 2022
Status: c7
Story with a neutral evil protagonist. She's a super masochist bratty sub and she was willing to give up a long life to instead get r*ped constantly and die in a few years.

She does acknowledge that her mindset is unhealthy multiple times. Honestly she just lives her life drenched in nihilistic hedonism.

I like how the stories are written, especially how all the guys catch on immediately that she's into violence and they all love her for being a dirty slut. Even specifically catering the her, all from early on.

In a... more>> weird, f*cked up way, it's a very consensual novel. <<less
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Kyrina rated it
March 8, 2022
Status: Completed
This is a depressing story about broken people, and it's doomed to end unhappily from the start. Don't expect to find normal people here, nor healthy relationship, nor character development, only endless whining. The weak-minded MC pursued hedonistic life while abandoning her morality and brought irreversible tragedy to her kingdom and its people as consequence of her selfishness. And, her harem members mostly grew up being abused by those in power, hence the twisted personality. The smut was mostly r*pe and violent acts.

The plot was average. The beginning was still okay although the reason to wipe out an entire kingdom was unbelievable, but it began to be super exhausting to read when tragic childhood stories of each harem member was being introduced one by one. I skim-read most of the part because their inner monologues were just too depressing. The only redeeming point is that the author doesn't try to beautify the ending.

There was rebellion and Distria was executed. Rewan returned after being sent away, but he developed second personality, who was cruel and violent, because he couldn't face reality. MC stayed with him in the end due to guilt. Later in the side story, it was revealed that MC didn't even love him.


The translation is just slightly polished version of mtl, so it's better to read at the official website if possible. In the raws, the scenes from original timeline has different background color, so it's easily distinguishable from the current timeline, but in the translation, those scenes are put within bracket, which is not easily recognizable.

Edit: Thank you to the translator who has made huge improvements to the translation quality and formatting. It's much more readable in the recent chapter.

Final thought: Don't bother to read the main story. Just skip directly to 4th side story which took place in modern era. It doesn't have any connection with the main story, more like a new story, but it's pretty good (in a kinky way) and not angsty. I would have rated this lower if it's not for this side story.
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OtomeAddict rated it
February 21, 2022
Status: c6
From what I have read this is somewhat like Ariel the Lustful Saintess, but maybe a bit less upsetting because

ogFL gets freedom and currentFL does not insult ogFL for being a victim of assault


Warning for readers tho, FL and MLs are genuinely pretty bad people. I mean who said likes don't attract likes? The smut isn't awful, but it's not really that good.

It was good enough that I wanna see what happens.
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Pabsss rated it
August 5, 2022
Status: c13
"A sl*t reincarnated in a novel." - This describe the story more. Lmao.

Every men in this story aroused by the FL like they are woman deprived. The plot is funny (even tho it's not a comedy) and absurd. Someone putting medicine on her v*gina and she is spilling love liquid and I was like "huh?" She literally fvcked by three men one by one and bruh she likes it and want more.

The more absurd one here is I don't know is it because of translation or the author is a... more>> virgin coz c*m doesn't give fishy smell and taste. It smell like chlorox or a bleach and it tasted sour and salty. The people who will read this probably will think how did I know this. Hmmmm....

And I think the definition of aids doesn't exist in this story. Multiple men gangbang her without any protection and c*m everywhere from her mouth to her pvssy. If this happen in real life. Say goodbye to healthy life and welcome the aids for being a slvt.

The koreans have a 50/50 opinion about this novel. Some koreans don't like it while some of them like it.

I feel bad for the OG FL (Not the reincarnated slut). She's so pitiful. No wonder she want to swap soul with the Main FL coz she knew she is a slut. <<less
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Darc_Reiko rated it
September 30, 2022
Status: c26
I have to say I read this novel because I'm looking for a twisted smut. I like the MC and how twisted she is. But the way the author wrote this story is not satisfying.

The author decided that it will be good to put some scene from the original FL story, before the transmigration happen. And it was almost in every chapter. It became really annoying for me because I'm looking for the smutty scene.

Beside that, the author decided to put a background story from each character for a whole... more>> 4-5 chapter. So it was getting boring for me. So I have to drop it. But if you're looking for a smut with some decent plot, you should go for this one I guess. <<less
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Ryannaaa rated it
July 14, 2022
Status: c27
Typical reverse harem she sleep with multiple man and yes those guys force themself at her even tho she like it or not and the FL is rlly just dumb??like instead of changing the future she do nothing she literally want to get bang by multiple guys and now in the latest chapter she got g*ngbang by some tr*sh knight and she is enjoying it😬
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eeveelover101 rated it
February 26, 2023
Status: --
As much as the masochistic play of s*x gets kind of old. I find the broken mental state of every single character to be interesting. This includes the FL. There's a couple of comments that don't like the FL and I can understand that especially since a lot of transmigration novels have the FL trying to make things better or change. This is the opposite the FL accepts what she was getting into which was a smutty tr*sh tragedy novel. Her thought process everytime there is a play, is incredibly... more>> tragic to me. She thinks of nothing but s*x and when she is shown gentleness from any of the "decent" characters she's awkward, feels uncomfortable, and wants the violence. Like many of the messed up characters in this novel that contributes to her play, they don't know love or happiness. I do think there is a uniqueness to this novel compared to other smut-only novels but it is hard to swallow. <<less
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ctati89 rated it
December 13, 2022
Status: c61
The female lead is pretty messed up, she doesn't think of the whole place taking the story as reality. Perhaps that's why we perceive her as evil, I just see her as a ignorant woman.

... more>>

She begins to regret everything due that the people she f*cked stared caring about her, bringing in some of her probably past trauma of having no love, she doesn't really like it.


Beyond that, the male leads start caring about her.


I'm pretty sure the emperor by chapter 46 demonstrates some of his affections, by letting her kill Raphael, Distria by everytime that passes he gets more desperate, and Arne gets more lost.


Overall it has a complex plot, and it's a self made tragedy. As they say, the biggest obstacle often is yourself, that you can't always overcome. <<less
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