My Child Is Dead

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The day our child died, my husband, Henderson, was not the least bit sad. The day after my child’s funeral, I saw him with another woman. She was… my child’s tutor, and the one who killed him.

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I traveled back in time with the help of a shaman to save my child. When I opened my eyes again, I was back seven years ago. To the day after the night I had my child.

“Henderson. Forget what happened last night. You and I will never meet again.”

I left everything behind and left. I was just going to live quietly with my child…

“Honey, help me.”

The handsome maniac I had never seen before approached me, calling me honey.

Why was that?

“I want to be the father of your child.”

“…”

“You’re the only woman in my life.”

This man didn’t pull away from me as we discussed his heartfelt confession. Was it okay to love this man who seemed so familiar and suspicious?

And then there was Henderson, whom I thought I’d never see again.

“This kid… He looks a lot like me.”

Would I be able to protect my child from Henderson?

No, could I be happy with my child, who was the ultimate reason for my return to the past?

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bookworm2
bookworm2 rated it
October 7, 2024
Status: Completed
Novel not worth reading! FL is extreme scum and selfish. And I hate her!

Backstory:

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Spoiler

So FL loved her husband Duke Henderson a lot, so she seduced him in party and slept with him. They conceived a child. But Her father the emperor wanted her to marry a prince because of an oracle which said if half blood is mixed with royal blood the empire will be ruined. As the Duke is illegitimate, he tried hard to separate them but couldn't as FL become pregnant.

So, FL with their child and Henderson had a happy life of 5 year. But during 5th year the duke stopped sleeping with her. And avoided her. She became anxious and then ignored her child because he looked like duke. What a b*tchy way to justify her actions!

Then her child died. And her husband was extremely sad but because he didn't shed tears like her, she believed he didn't grieve for her child. Then one night she saw duke and her child's tutor together talking. She asked the tutor the next day about it as her husband went on expedition due to emperor's order. The tutor liked duke, so she told her they had an affair. And she believed it.

Then same night a shaman came and told her child died due to the tutor and emperor's scheming. The emperor killed the child as he's the offspring of a half blood and royal. So she went back on past the day she conceived her child.

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Scheme:

Spoiler

Okay, so it turns out husband Duke Henderson was not a scum. He's an illegitimate child who rised up from lowest place with hardships. That's why he couldn't express his emotions properly due to the ab*se he faced from childhood. The emperor wanted to separate them, so he always sent him away from his family. And he always tried hard to get accepted by the royals only for Fl.

During 5th year of their marriage, the emperor placed a condition to duke that if he remains separated from FL for 1 year without telling her anything. And after 1 year if FL still wanted to be with him, he'll accept him. And will not send him on missions anymore.


Duke accepts it. He tried but Emperor always supervises him with his people so he couldn't tell FL about it. And Emperor schemes and kills the child and make FL believe Duke cheated. Poor Henderson! He did nothing wrong but suffers more. Even after the child died, he wanted to come back from his last expedition and wanted to be with FL and grieve for the child.
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tr*sh Fl:

Spoiler

FL goes back to past when she conceived the child. She was guilty towards the child as she ignored him due to selfish reasons.

She abandoned everything went to another country. On the other hand, the duke Henderson is having dreams related to previous life and he really tries hard to find FL and be with her. But she refuses.

Anyway after tons of drama she went to another country, gave birth to child and raise him with prince aka ML (the same one her father wanted her to marry) so, he's the shaman who sent her to past. He didn't love her at first just be with her due to guilt as he caused her fire trauma during childhood. He also has black hair so the child thinks him as his father. He's the one in white Uniform in the cover.

So, tons of boring drama. Then Henderson finds FL and child and ask her if he is his child. But the FL refuses and forbid him to meet the child. She snatches his right as a father. It's so unfair to him. He did nothing wrong. He was not a scum, nor he cheated, he was a helpless person, he just couldn't express himself properly due to trauma.

Even the FL accept that she had lots of happy memories with Henderson and their child. He was a great father. Still why he didn't tell her about that condition, so she blames him for everything that happened in their previous life! Though he didn't cheat she still doesn't want him to be near her child as her new love aka ML is the one she made her child believe as his father. Such an arrogant fvcking b*tch!

It's so inhumane to snatch a father his right to be a father from his child just because she didn't want her new love to be unhappy. And what's sadder is, Henderson accepted it and saw his child from far. Never dared to come near him though he had every right!

She hates her father, her family for being so selfish, heinous, scheming for snatching her child away from her. Then how come she do the same with Henderson? Just because she's a noble born woman and he is from low birth? Her blood is dirty as She's also the same as her 'son of a b*tch' royal family. So, it's bound to happen that she'll be cruel to Henderson as he's of low birth and don't have human rights.

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And honestly, I saw some people cheering
Spoiler

'Yay, Duke Henderson is not the ml, I'm happy. Finally, a novel where FL kicked her ex and found a new one for her child.' But was he really bad? He was such a soft character; he should at least be given the recognition of a father. These people who are cheering will curse if the role reversed and FL was the one who had to watch her child from afar.

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I felt nausea at such people's behavior, and the FL's extreme tr*shiness to deny the right to let them know each other makes me hate this story. Apart from that the FL is bland. She has no emotional turmoil, or any developed romance in story. She only thinks she's right even if it's wrong, her opinion matters most, exactly just like her drain family whom she hates.

Rating: -1000000000000000000000000000000000000000 <<less
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