The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt.

How can sparrows understand the aspirations of swans!

It’s probably a belated rebellion, but I’ve decided to do something.

My mother strongly forbade me from doing it, saying that it would affect my studies, so I originally planned to wait until after graduation.

Now, I’ve decided to do it immediately, right away!

However, I need someone to cooperate with me to make it happen.

Coincidentally, there is a very suitable candidate in front of me.

On the way back, Du Hongting and I went to a pharmacy.

We bought the necessary tools for the crime.

Due to my lack of experience, I studied the packaging for a while and asked, “How do I use this?”

Du Hongting took a glance and said, “I’ll teach you.”

After going back, I took a shower and sneaked into Du Hongting’s room and quickly locked the door, “Let’s get started!”

Unfortunately, I misjudged.

Du Hongting had no talent in this area whatsoever.

He was too rough and had no skills at all.

I couldn’t help but cry out, “Oh my god!!! It hurts so much! Can you be more gentle?”

With a wipe of my hand, there was a smear of red!

I shouted in anger, “Look! It’s bleeding!!!”

But Du Hongting continued calmly, “A little bleeding is normal. Just bear with it and it will be okay soon.”

However, I didn’t lose out. In the process, I pinched his arm until it turned red.

I regretted it so much.

Why did I have to rebel against myself like this?

I was wrong.

It was just too painful.

When I walked out of the fat guy’s room, my eyes were red.

As a result, I looked up and bumped into my mother.

I felt so guilty.

My mother’s expression was really—

complicated and indescribable.

Although to outsiders she seemed to have no expression at all.

When I did something wrong, I acted tough, but as soon as I saw my mom, I became a coward.

I tidied myself up from head to toe, making it even more obvious what I had done.

I hoped she hadn’t noticed.

But then she suddenly said to me, “Go call Du Hongting out.”

I was so scared that my face turned pale and my lips turned purple, and I couldn’t speak properly, “Why do I have to call him out?”

My mom seemed a bit moved when she saw my expression, and I think she saw through me.

After all, her expression was pale with a sense of “since the incident has already happened, pursuing it further is pointless”.

My mom said, “Call him out... for dinner.”

I said, “Oh.”

After Du Hongting heard about it, he was stunned for two seconds.

Then he showed a meaningful smile.

I interpreted it as a sign of gloating.

Sigh.

If I had known, I wouldn’t have pierced my ears. It hurts so much.

I also think that FL was a bit too frugal? She refused using ML's money because of her insecurity and pride but weren't they already legally married? In many Asian's country, it's husband's duty to provide living expenses and ML also told FL that he hoped that she spent his hard-earned money but she still refused to do that. She skimped many things from clothes, foods, etc when ML was obviously so rich. Thankfully, she got better later. She became more confident and lively after being friends with one of ML's acquaintance.