I Don’t Dare to Oppose a Protagonist Anymore


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Lin Xiao was addicted to reading Qidian novels. He always fantasized that he would have a day when he could transmigrate and then embrace beautiful women all over the whole world, becoming the strongest person in the mainland.

After he really transmigrated, Lin Xiao stubbornly always believed that he was a protagonist until he met Ling Luo.

Only after being killed by Ling Luo did he know that he was only a cannon fodder villain in a novel.

When he restarted his life and hatefully wanted to oppose his fate at least once, he was ruthlessly crushed again.

Okay then… since a protagonist was determined to be like this, he wouldn’t oppose a protagonist anymore…

The two of them were similarly straight guys…

When he restarted his life again, Ling Luo unexpectedly suffered a Love Herb’s poison…

Lin Xiao internally cried as he looked at a certain person who tied him onto an obelisk in the back and thought, who could tell him what this was all about?

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New DementorBehindYou rated it
March 25, 2021
Status: Completed
2.5 out 5

Honestly felt kind of "meh" for most of the novel. I didn't really feel for the couple and while it was slow-burn, I felt like the romance could have been more fleshed out (but that's just my opinion). The translation quality was great and while this isn't a favourite for me, it's certainly not the worst BL I've read. I can see the appeal for some readers (just not me personally)

There was a lot of time spent on attending and getting into certain cultivation places but after... more>> that they just become irrelevant plot devices which was a little annoying as well. Like a lot of people I really didn't like the:


the r*pe was NOT okay but it happened relatively late into the story that I just wanted to push forward and finish it. Unfortunately it occurs more than once


I also felt that the whole:


MC killing ML's parents and the butterfly effect of it all to be a bit much (especially since they ended up being alive in the end) it just felt like the author was unnecessarily trying to create tension and drama between the leads


tl/dr: didn't ship the characters, couldn't feel the romance, did not approve of some plot devices used <<less
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cvc143143 rated it
April 20, 2020
Status: Completed

The novel started out pretty well, the brotherhood between the two main characters was going nicely and you could possibly see some feelings developing between them in the future. However, I found that everything came crashing down after about Ch.50.

The first r*pe scene that happened was a complete accident, the ML was drugged by a special herb and had absolutely no control over himself, don't get me wrong, r*pe is never okay but with the type of drug the ML had been infected with it was almost like he was being forced as well. Neither party was willing in that scenario. However, the second time the MC was r*ped was absolutely disgusting! At this point in the story the MC had been completely beaten down and had no way to resist the ML. The ML forced a type of Love Herb down the MC throat and then slept with him while he was drugged. It was disgusting and complete r*pe. There is no excuse for that kind of treatment of someone no matter how angry you are at them. I was happy that the MC didn't immediately forgive the ML and stayed angry at him.

At the end of the book after the MC had gone off on his own and was living a fine life without the ML, the ML followed him (in a way that was pretty much stalking) even after the MC had made it abundantly clear that he wanted to be left alone. When the MC finally decided to get together with him it more than anything felt like he was tired and didn't feel like running anymore.

Having "Deep Love" for someone to the point of confining, raping and stalking them is not okay, it is unhealthy not only for the one with the feelings but also for the one being stalked.

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Chi rated it
September 15, 2018
Status: Completed
This is one of the fell novels that the MC has a character growth! At the beginning he comes off as a spoiled jerk otaku, but he actually grows up, he finally has the mentality of "I'm not the protagonist so the things won't fall down from the sky for me, so I have to work hard!", though by chapter 65 he is weaker than the protagonist but he is still better than many of his peers.

Also another fun fact, the MC said he would slim down but by c65... more>> he is still a bit chubby and cuddleable!


And the protagonist likes it very much!


There was even a time that he thought that if he had to marry someday he would try to find a chubby woman because it felt too good to hug and touch the MC


The romance is slow, after all the both of them were straight guys...... but it's way more believable than others YY novels, the MC even gets to question how the hell did those girls get so crazy for the protagonist (in my view it's not jus the protagonist halo, but because they are too easy or have too many schemes on their sleeves) Maybe one of the 'whys' that the original protagonist didn't have any children with any of his harem might be because he was only playing around with them and didn't think they were worth of being his true woman? Or was he just too focused on cultivation and didn't advance with them?


And yep, those ex-harem girls are all b*tches! Though not that all female characters are bad......

Edit after finishing:

It was really an enjoyable ride....... though nearing the end had such dog blood plot, still, all's well that ends well..... so, don't worry that this isn't BE but HE!

Not only the MC grows but also the protagonist. They aren't perfect and many times you get the urge to strangle them.

But still, times heals everything.......

Ps: There are too fell H scenes and not much details, if you are reading looking for H scenes this isn't the novel you should be reading. <<less
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LizzieJiajin99 rated it
September 4, 2019
Status: c1
Hello, I picked this novel up. And, I have already read the ending.


There was a misunderstanding between the two, but they continue to travel. One day the shou says that they could retry, and the gong is very happy. Together they travel far and far away. I saw some comments 'complaining' about an open ending, I dislike sad and open ending too, but here, the couple uhmmm stay together again. But then it's your interpretation if it's a satisfactory ending or not :)


Blue Dreams
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Nyxan rated it
May 12, 2020
Status: c63
Ok let's be honest these two characters are not exactly good people. I mean how can you not realize that from the numerous people they rob and/or kill just because they got an important item they want. ಠಿ_ಠ That said as long as you're not expecting some fluffy story where the MC/ML are noble heroes fighting against and defeating the rest of the scum in the world it's a pretty good adventure story and an entertaining read. They're more or less morally cohesive with the rest of the world, ie... more>> willing to do whatever it takes to get what they want, except they're nice to each other. ┐ (´д`) ┌ The MC mainly because he doesn't want to get chop chopped again by the dude (ML) that's willing to cut anyone that crosses him. I enjoy the moral ambiguity but it can cause a shock if you didn't expect it and then suddenly you're like, 'are they really about to rob that girl at knife point?' 'Yep, they really just killed that dude because they didn't want him to look for them after they robbed him.' <<less
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atat12 rated it
September 20, 2018
Status: Completed
I kinda like the story. Unlike the common route where the transmigrator was so OP and counterattack. Our MC was a real supporting character. No matter how he tried, he’s not the protagonist. I like it that he realized and accepted it. It’s really makes sense to me. And it somewhat different from the stereotype transmigration and rebirth story that I knew. The story it self is fun, there’s action, comedy here and there. Overall I personally think it’s not bad at all. My biggest problem would be it’s ending.... more>> It just felt bland to me. But it’s actually not that bad, I’ve met something else that’s ended even worse, much worse that this. And The way this story end is a real common thing IRL love story as well. But I prefer it a bit merrier? Maybe.. But it’s just a matter of personal preference. <<less
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mmem rated it
September 13, 2018
Status: c1
Interesting idea, I'm just not sure how I feel about the story other than it's okay. The biggest issue for me is the MC. He's an idiot and has a bad character, which isn't an issue for me unless he doesn't experience some character growth.

It's just I'm not sure he will. For example the MC has a crush on a girl, okay. But midway through c1 you find out the MC was reborn (twice) into a fat kid. Which is fine, what bothers me is he finds out his crush... more>> didn't like him because he was ugly and fat. Not because he was harassing her or because he had a bad personality, nope, it's because he's fat. Like seriously author.

This worries me because he takes it as he needs to slim down, not that he needs to fix himself, and the girl comes off as a bit*h despite having a legitimate reason for not liking him.

I don't know, I'm probably taking this story too seriously. Maybe c2 will be better, for now 2 stars for just being okay. <<less
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February 23, 2020
Status: Completed
r*pe is not cool.

The story is good in beginning but in the end r*pe, abuse, confinement and finally endless stalking of MC by ML shook me hard.

At one point you will feel that the worst thing happened to MC is meeting ML.

The MC and ML do get a happy ending but it doesn't feel happy at all, just because someone is stalking you and he can't even understand your simple wish to stay alone and happy by yourself then is guess it's pretty much off from romance point of view.
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lourdes rated it
October 17, 2020
Status: Completed
I really like this story very much that's why I'm so sad about the bad comment and review about this.

If you don't like r*pe or abuse don't read. Its already transparent in the tag. It's not it's an intentional abuse or something. It's part of the plot and I think everything is very logical and didn't happen without reason. It's not that bad.

It quite an enjoyable read. 🙂 People have different taste. It doesn't mean they don't like it. You won't like it too.
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Peachzy rated it
September 27, 2020
Status: --
Honestly this book is not all that bad. Sure the ML is possessive and a stalker, the ending is meh but for people who rates this 1-2 stars because of the r*pe, maybe you should have looked the tags. The tags are there for a reason and if you are taken back by the content that the tags had warned you, it’s your own fault.

Anyways the ending is a bit too open for me but it’s okay
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Annelithenovelty rated it
March 23, 2020
Status: c87
  • The start was simply amazing, made me want to keep going and know more since there was truly a good plot line and a good mix of comedy.
  • what made me more interested was the chapter 22 error. It had angst which made me have expectations of some really good steamy scenes but sadly that never happened and that chapter “strangely” was supposed to be an error ?
  • there was a big scene that was in the summary somewhere around chapter 51 that’s was the scene but the author just skipped the biggest part everyone was waiting for. Which was very disappointing.
  • after it overall still kept me going but the plot seemed more erratic and there were plot holes all over the place
  • the end.... let’s just say was truly not the best. And truly ML.... well I stopped being a fan of him at one point.
  • overall I do still love this novel although there were some faults with it, it did still leave a good impression on me with the plot line [you can read the whole thing in a Chinese website, the Chinese title above, google it and you’ll find all the chapters in which I then translated them all to English in google translate. Oh and trust me I understood everything, the novel translates well and it’s exactly the same as the translator is posting./spoiler]
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elvira12 rated it
April 7, 2019
Status: Completed
The rate should be 4 stars. But I couldnt edit it. Anyway, it was really going well on the first two third of the story. It was warm and fluffy and cute. But then the author threw a dog blood drama so unreasonable, it ruined the whole thing. The author created a pit for herself that she had to wrap up too fast and abrupt. In the end, there was no closure with the 'harem' of the ML. The relationship between MC and ML could have shown after they got... more>> together, but it wasnt. The ending had a sort of open ended feeling. <<less
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speracles rated it
September 13, 2018
Status: --
Super promising start with the appearance of at least 5 of my favorite transmigration tropes in the first chapter. Can you guess what they are? Anywho, this is already shaping up to be good bl fun!
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gayisyay rated it
January 25, 2021
Status: c87
This story was truly beautiful.I felt that although the ML is depicted by many as a terrible person. His actions were just that of a human being. Albeit one extremely deeply in love. His ... more>>

r*pe and imprisonment

of the MC was definitely a wrong decision but he himself recognised that and chose to instead change himself and his actions for the better. He chose to persevere on in caring for the MC and even promised to take care of him his entire life despite not receiving back affections. It is really a more realistic depiction of a relationship. The plot was also quite interesting and I liked how the story itself developed. <<less
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Devoted slacker
Devoted slacker rated it
November 30, 2020
Status: Completed
Truthfully, I liked both MC and ml, the feelings of conflict of their sexuality and gradual acceptance of their feelings were realistic and likable. Both of them went through struggles together and mutually respected one another. Although ML did hurt Mc; he repented and apologized him, and waited for MC to accept him instead of forcing him. Pretty good light read.
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Peeping Girl
Peeping Girl rated it
June 25, 2020
Status: Completed
Finally, done! This kind of BL cultivation world is kind of different to the one I always read. ML did not fall in'love with MC right away. I like how they grow up together and treat each other as brother. The romance takes time and they only ended up to be in the relationship at the last chapter... As for me, it is really understandable after all the wound that they had accumulated because of each other's circumstances... This novel has it's own kind of angst and pain... I teary... more>> eyed how many times and I also been annoyed to some scenes.. But this is a good story... If you only read the first few chapters and give up on it because of the slow phasing, you will never understand why the author write it that way... What happened to the two of them is very realistic... I really do agree that you could not just accept a person overnight specially when they did something grave to you... But then again, perseverance and sincerity will really prevail and heal a wound through time... For those who gave this novel a bad review, I respect them but perhaps for the people who wanted to read this, maybe you can give this a try. This is not a perfect novel but this is worth reading. ? <<less
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rhianirory rated it
March 26, 2019
Status: Completed
the beginning was fun and had its humorous parts but starting from the hot springs I started liking it less as less as there was more and more drama. As for the ending

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in the end it feels like he finally gave in not for love but because he was tired and LL would never leave anyways.


the ML seems to border on yandere more than once in the story. I admit that the violation and r*pe parts had a negative effect for me and all the drama that happened later on was tiring so in the end, I thought that though the story is OK, it's very flawed. <<less
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Ihonestlydontknow rated it
January 29, 2021
Status: Completed
I don't normally leave reviews but I sorta felt I had to for this one. I feel that if you really want to enjoy this story to it's full extent, you have to be quite open-minded. A lot of the choices the characters make and the situations they end up in won't fare well with a lot of people but I honestly really liked the story in the end. The story is quite dark and some people may argue that the ending was somewhat abrupt but I felt that it... more>> was most effective this way. The story wouldn't have as much of the intended effect if the ending was more prolonged.

As you can see from the tag, there is r*pe. However, I felt the author did a good job portraying it in a way that made sense (there was a lot of r*pe). I know a lot of people hate/dislike or will hate/dislike the ML for it but I can't. Of course I've never been in situations like these so my thoughts and opinions on this should be taken with a grain of salt. I can't dislike the ML because I can see why he did what he did. I'm not saying I agree with it, but I understand it (which, fyi is not the same thing).

And that's why I like this story so much.

It portrays a much darker side of humanity and does it in a fairly reasonable way (as in, it makes sense). It does a good job portraying budding emotions, confusion, feeling lost and lonely (a much better job than I can anyways). At times this story may seem rushed but I think it makes up for it.

Unlike many other novels, this one, in my opinion DOES NOT romanticise r*pe. It clearly portrays the negative effects this had on the MC and ML's relationship. They only ended up together in the end because there were already feelings between them. Love prevails.

I don't know but looking at other stories there will probably be people who dislike the MC for deciding to stay with the ML in the end or something. However, give me the liberty to remind you: you are not them.

Different people, different experiences, different likes and wants, different reactions to various situations.

Experiences and emotions play a huge role in how you may react to something. Don't tell me you've never shouted or hurt someone out of anger.

Also in terms of their views on gay relationships (i.e. Maybe being a bit uninformed), I don't know either cause I'm not from where the author is from and I have not lived there but culture and awareness vary between countries. <<less
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Zero Angel
Zero Angel rated it
January 24, 2021
Status: Completed
I think that the ML suffered much more than the MC. He had sacrificed a lot of time and heart breaks for the MC, all to get the MC to love him. They had both loved each other. Regarding the r*pes, they both love each other and would be alright with doing it. The dantan problem for the ML was just so that the MC would live! The ML also suffered a lot of breakdowns for the MC, as well as his near death states.
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Neyaneyaaa rated it
June 7, 2020
Status: Completed
First I thought it would be interesting then it became bland until the end. The story is no different to other typical BL where they'll put r*pe as spice in the story. So far I felt so complicated. I mean I don't felt like Lin Xiao actually love Ling Lou it's like he's tired and he actually has any choice because he's being persistently followed by Ling Lou no matter what and even if Lin dare to look at another woman with interest Ling would act like an indignant wife... more>> toward a cheating husband that would make Lin's potential lover away. So it felt like he actually had no choice.


Lin suffered cruel torture from Ling because both of them thought Lin accidentally killed Ling's parents BUT there was no CORPSE. When Ling found out that there's no corpse he had a conjecture that they're not dead! AND YET HE STILL MADE LIN SUFFER. And YES they're no dead actually.


To end up to a person who hurt and killed you in the past left a bitter taste in my mouth. I could feel that Lin's suffering.....


Especially when Ling remembered his past. The past where he killed Lin. It felt like he's not remorseful enough for destroying Lin's family from the past.



He even lock Lin up for so many years with no connection from the outside world, like imagine that?

I meant to tap three star to show my appreciation to the translators... But hopefully writers will learn how to make stories less toxic and forceful.... <<less
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ike_00000 rated it
May 2, 2020
Status: c60
Honestly, I don't think it's bad. NOTE: I've only read up to CH60 though, so I can't say much about future developments. Reading other reviews, it seems like it'll turn into a sh*tshow?? Yikes. I'm still keeping my review true up to CH60 though.

The biggest reason against this story imo is the r*pe that happened for the first time. I normally hate stories with r*pe, but I'm actually more fine with this than a lot of stories where it's "consensual" but uke is always tired out of their mind and... more>> wants to escape. The reason I say this is that (1) it's entirely out of ML's control, he was under drugs and (2) he was genuinely remorseful and regretful, without making excuses or making light of the situation. Sometimes the problem gets blown off too quickly and then they totally forget, but this story showed the reconciliation process. Also, the writing of that part was removed due to censorship issues.

At the end of the day, they already had bonds forged through hell and high water.

The story itself is about as entertaining as the other stories in this topic (and personally I love this topic lmao), and the translations are pretty decent. I like that the main characters don't just suddenly bond or have good feelings; rather we see their relationship grow through time. When it hits ambiguous territory it's kinda funny cause they always make excuses for themselves. <<less
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