To be honest, it was more brutal and satisfying than I had ever thought.

It's definitely only for those who likes kinky things, childhood trauma, child abuse, suicidal thoughts, r*pe, 3p, torture, revenge, and long well-detailed smut scene.

Because, even the MTL was "well-written", original names and complex personalities.

... more>> The first 100 chapter is mostly about s*x and big misundersands, big... HUGE! And it was so frustrating because if they had talked to each other maybe those things wouldn't happened.... Maybe, but there wouldn't be the novel.

So, it made a deep impression on me, and honestly, in my opinion, there is no need for extra chapters.

Everything is completed, and it wasn't a "Happy Ending" but it worth to read, for me. <<less

First let's start with the good. It has amazing writing and very complex characters. It was just full of twists.

But in my opinion, I disliked the ending. The MCs revenge kept him in hell and although he is so strong it felt like you could see how the MLS had broken him.

so toxic. And hey I love my toxic novels but this was traumatic. The Mls, which I don't even think is the right thing to call them, deserved worse than death which the MC does give. I wish the... more>> MC was at least able to heal or live happily after his revenge. I wish that the MLS died hating themselves (at least they died miserably or lived miserably) and realizing that they did not love MC. It was so horrible. It was heartbreaking.

This was definitely not romance or love and I hated how ML even at the end claimed it was. It felt so frustrating cause it felt like he was digging deeper into the cracks he had put in MCs heart. It didn't feel like a happy ending truely. <<less

Coming out from the last chapter, I can only say my body trembles at this book. (Sorry for upcoming spoilers)

2/3 of the book is lovely. You get the s*x, you get the smut, you get the angst. Then it comes in. They know the whole thing.
The scums regret. And the change in our MC. No longer the crying, useless MC who is submerged under others.

No, this MC rose from the dead (literally), and conquered the world. He got his revenge. He used those who have used him. He got his power. He is no longer weak. My spine chills at such change. It got dark faster than I expected in politics and honestly, I skipped majority of the third part -right to the end.

But it was a real ride, a full blown rollercoaster. None of the soft adolescent face slapping. No, here is the real and raw revenge deal. You get plot, you can betrayal, you get trauma. Definitely going to re-read this again. Maybe a year's time, after I calm myself down

So I finally finished this story and let me say the torture was too much for me, I couldn't even take it I wished Khalid (ML) die omg I can't even say how much I hated Khalid he was the worst ML ever !but anyway I'm glad MC took his revenge love MC's character 💕🙌 the story was amazing but I didn't like the way MC was tortured too much