This story is presented through an unusual yet, artistic flow of writing. A boy who comes to realise his feelings towards his best friend, who probably will never reciprocate it. This story starts from their tender age of thirteen and slowly moves on to adulthood, all the while retaining the one-sided emotions. The ML does eventually come to find solace in him, though it only pertains to physical needs. The MC allows the ML to reach out to him for the fulfillment of his needs, because his love allows him... more>> to do so. His love allows him to accomodate the ML and his desires, though the love will truly never be reciprocated. <<less

Another scumbag seme, I hate this bastard ML. Well, about the novel it was remarkable, well written and plot is also good. It's short, investing and a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I liked it very much but I feel very bad for Gao Yu, he had to go through so much.

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Happy Ending in some way but I'm not satisfied with the ending. I hoped that they'd at least communicate and get together or break up and go on a separate paths ha both didn't happen.

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The novel is well translated, I appreciate the translator for their great work. <<less

So far this is a very great novel and the translations are also very easy to read!

Plot is about the ten years Friendship of Gao Yu (MC) and Li Weisen and how MC discovers his s*xual orientation and fights with it. It‘s kinda melancholy (which I personally like but it can make you very sad at times) and I hope MC gets his HE. 🙏🏻 Do give this one a try!

Just read the 27th chap and my soul is already aggressively showing withdrawal symptoms. NEED MORE DAMN IT MOOOORE-

Ehm, lemme talk briefly about the novel.

It was a story of growing up. The novel started when charas were in middle school; we saw their rebellious phrase, their school life, adult selves, how they made friends, relationships, and the state those painstakingly built relationships turned into.

Loved the MC, the way he talks, thinks, drinks water, everything lmao. I wouldn't mind waiting 739483 years if I could get a man like that in... more>> the end.

He is a walking tr*shbin tho, I hope he isn't the one. Staying single would do MC more good than bad than being with a jerk like him.

Xiao Chuan is a good man, needs protection.

Well, I guess that was it. The translation was excellent so don't miss a beat and start to read it now lol. <<less

I love the way of writing of this novel.

Neither MC nor ML is perfect, and they both have their dark sides. But I feel MC more than ML. For me, MC is difficult to understand and like a puzzle that cannot be solved. Anyway, I really looking forward to new chapters. Can't wait to see it's ending.

I love this novel, it's written and translated to wonderfully. The main character is so real I just want him to have a happy ending mannn