MC kissed ML the same way the latter did one year ago... and literally showed him the coldness of how he was treated, when ML denied MC's feelings for him. Now what ML did was done to him and each and every dumb actions of his get slapped back to his face. I like how he faced all his mistakes like a man, not brush at off.

the process where his arrogance was slowly broken. For me, the toxic actions he did is just author's idea to raise him high in order to make him fall down harder. (So I recommend to just be patient and read on.) Later, he made such innumerable sacrifices for the MC... he suffered for years and finally, he made the biggest sacrifice. Letting the omega go at the expense of his body, mental health, the company and his most precious heir-dom. I was a crying mess at this part. Very beautiful.

From a scum to someone who cherishes his omega.

From chapter 39
Last fall, in this cafe, he rejected He An's love.

Now the same scene, but two people have changed their positions. MC kissed the ML with no emotions.

When He An (MC) handed everything back intact, Zheng Feiyu (ML) finally truly felt what He An tasted.

They have a cute daughter and twins. CUTe Twins.

MC had an operation to supress the pheromone and moved to a small town with his little girl. After a lot of suffering, ML split personalities merged and he wanted MC back. ML moved to MC's place to redeem himself. MC had no pheromone at this point so ML's feeling for MC didn't depend on it.

The reunion at the countryside inn, wherein ML is expecting the reunion that we usually read about in these kinds of books, was beautifully written. MC was so scared of him and ML was so guilty and I was just screaming my throat and hurting all over.

ML was not forgiven easily. He had to earn their trust and MC was not a soft flower. He had withstood so much pain and come out of it still.

ML was a jerk, YES he hurted He An (MC) many times. But as time passes he realized that he loved He An. He tried so hard to chased He An, slowly and not forcefully. What I love about this novel was that the MC (He An) has dignity and stand, he doesn't easily forgave the ML (Zheng Fei) and let Zheng Fei proved himself that he really love He An more than the pheromone thing. And also when Zheng Fei realizes that he fell for He An and chased after him he didn't use his dominant pheromone to get what he wants.

because his 'spousal' something disease run amok again. He An was sent to the hospital and that time Zheng Fei was terrified and obediently distance himself from He An. He even plan to cut his glands off so he can be together with He An...

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Start first : it’ A happy ending story, but it’s not naive and silly, as said, the beginning is very violent. What’s amazing is that the relationship can repair in such a clever way that you can be ok with it - knowing you’re very very unwilling to forgive anything for a lifetime, and for many chapters

it’s nearly unbearable beginning the abuse are savage, the MC is tortured to a very bad level, it involves r*pe, but worse, it involves « mutilations » and it’s quite angsty and sour for a long time (endure around 10/12 chapter skipped quite a bit)

then the duality of the ML who litteral split personality to resist and « control » his unbearable impulses - which of course brings hell- is quite interesting... maybe that’s the best part - saddly it’s a bit short and becomes underwhelming once he finds the truth about himself

the key to bring every to a good place is ok, but weak, and you can regret the play of « fate » which deprive the MC of decisions making

small details at the ends becomes way too stereotypical of « good » thinking », bordering silly nonsense and it looses depth and charm