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Includes all the Danmei I have read!

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I have included all the BL novels that are on my reading list .I found the descriptions interesting ... more>>

Warning: Most of them are with dark plots. <<less

> either currently or in the past (ex. transmigration)... more>>

 ⭐️ ratings are based on how relevant the illness is to the story!! 7 and above are usually tear jerkers (either from the novel or my own imagination)

 i like melodramatic cheap angst as much as i do well thought out soul crushers so this will be a mixed bag lol, will add more as i recall what i’ve read 

 (recommend me any terminal illness angst <3) <<less

Keeping a list of ongoing danmei/BL that have new translated chapters coming out still in 2024 that I want to read. 

list that contains novels that i wanna read

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"So many stories are glorious, so many heroes are victorious. But this story shows the other side that is rarely explored. This story is not happy, it is not light. There is no way to survive it without shedding tears, but in a way, the ending lifts the heavy feeling a little. Therefore, it was totally worth it!"- @Liri... more>>

[One of the review on Mulberry Song]

Liri's words pretty much sums up what I'm trying to accumulate in this list.  <<less

In no way i support r*pe but these are fictional stories and some of them have good plot. In real life, rapists should be hanged... more>> till death. <<less

Scum gong/ not ending up the scum gong/ misunderstanding 

Still being translated BL novels. Yaoi 3.8 and under rating.

Some of these novels are definitely gold, some are silver, some are bronze, some are diamonds, some are crystals but there are definitely no rocks.... more>>

I will add the ratings and reviews later with the descriptions with other novels. <<less

I love love LOVE the part where ML regret what they've done to MC or just realize their true feelings for MC and start to chase MC like their life depends on  it. The redemption/chasing arc is just *chefkiss*... more>>

Caution: Most of the story is TOXIC *.* Avoid if it's not your cup of tea!!! <<less

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stuff to read/ did read

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yeah it was about time i made a list for the mpreg stories i've read. some are completely translated and others i've mtled!

Novels I'm planning on reading someday- when translated more or when I have enough time...So expect the list to be constantly updating and changing... more>>

I know I have weird taste ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  <<less

A lot of good dog blood is buried below the ratings bcos it's an unfortunate fact that a lot of NU users only rate novels according to fluff amount w/c made it harder for drama fans to look for good angst.  Common tropes: #wife/husband-chasing crematorium#angst #drama #torture #regret #character development #grovelling #(some)redemption  #(some)tragedy and other triggering issues. ... more>>

#REAL Crematorium. Just search around for full explanation but impt. point is: THEY ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER PERSON. For those who had a sadistic liking seeing a scum ML grovelling but still fail to take MC back, THIS IS FOR YOU.

 Warning: Most stories here are only for the strong-hearted. However, those I regard as "bad (or messily-written) dog blood" that I really cannot tolerate will not be included here  

I will indicate if it's bad ending. If it doesn't have the #BE tag, it's automatically a happy ending.
If you wanted to cleanse your tear duct every now and then, check the ones tagged with #tearjerker. You're welcome.

PM me for raw/MTL links <<less

Collection of sad bls. No particular order. 

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The M/M stories I've finished reading, in no particular order! The descriptions have spoilers so that I can remember specific tropes and/or scenes, so don't... more>> click "more" if you don't want to get spoilered! <<less

mermaid / nightinggales / guide / AO and the like; usually fixing mental riots, pheromone disorder and other mental and/or power problems. Not literal physical illness but may be connected. Mostly exclusive between the couples/partners but some can do it for  other people. there's no specific novel tag for this so I just created a list to collate titles the time I got addicted with these kinds. I've read a lot over the years but forgotten some LOL. ... more>>

This list will have sporadic update as I try to I recall old titles or read something new.

My little reviews might possible have spoilers bcos of me telling why it matched this list. Or just skip over them over.

❗Readers: if you reckon a story you've read is a good match for this list's theme, pls recommend and I'll review it! :) <<less