If I Can’t Be a Fanboy, I Can Only Debut

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I am an ordinary fanboy.

Just like those ordinary fangirls on the internet, I have a few hundred crushes as well.

I always believed that as long as I switched crushes quickly enough, my heart wouldn’t be broken.

But as I walked along the riverbank for a long time, I couldn’t resist and fell for a young idol, who became my main focus.

This young idol is good-looking and talented, and I constantly praised myself for having good taste.

However, there’s one problem: he’s a bit clueless.

At first, I comforted myself by saying that being clueless has its advantages and that I could make him familiar with me with a little effort.

As time went by…

I could push him harder and closer!

I made him practice harder, work harder, and become a top idol!

Unfortunately, being blinded by his beauty, I forgot a word: “self-sabotage.”

One day, when I woke up and saw the various endors**ents my young idol was making, I noticed that his name was closely tied to that of a third-rate internet celebrity.

My world came crashing down.

Associated Names
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当不成迷弟的我只能出道了
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Recommendations
For The Flower Road Of My Idol (1)
Recommendation Lists
  1. IDOL/ACTOR (male protagonist)
  2. Male Idol Novels
  3. Idol series
  4. produce101 premise
  5. Modern BL [Meru's List]

Latest Release

Date Group Release
08/01/23 JCG Translations c23
07/24/23 JCG Translations c22
07/05/23 JCG Translations c21
07/04/23 JCG Translations c20
07/03/23 JCG Translations c19
06/28/23 JCG Translations c18
06/27/23 JCG Translations c17
06/27/23 JCG Translations c16
06/22/23 JCG Translations c15
06/21/23 JCG Translations c14
06/20/23 JCG Translations c13
06/15/23 JCG Translations c12
06/14/23 JCG Translations c11
06/13/23 JCG Translations c10
06/12/23 JCG Translations c9
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Mychiele03
New Mychiele03 rated it
April 14, 2024
Status: c23
I was looking for a brain off read and this met the criteria. Is it the best novel ever? Absolutely not, but is it an okay read? Yes. So I personally liked it.

Now if you are looking for dynamic plot or twisting characters, this is not your cup of tea. But if you just want a quick read with little to no romance in the idol survival show genre, then I recommend it.

The only downside is that I haven't found the rest of the novel online.
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miaomin
miaomin rated it
June 7, 2023
Status: c50
Interesting premise but the narrative feel scattered and as the story goes, the more MC seem like a borderline saesang.

1. Raided the talent show where his ex-idol will be. Fortunately or not he was then mistaken as a trainee.
Spoiler

Because of a false relationship scandal where ex-idol is apparently a third party.

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2. Sticking his nose too far in things that are none of his business really as a 'fan'. What plans to push to the top, What frying CP.
Spoiler

Although none of his plans actually went through it was always disturbing to me

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3. Thinks too highly of himself. Like I admire his ability to lead opinions and actually helping expand his idol's popularity as well as the perseverance he shows, but thinking "if it weren't for me you wouldn't be there" is just plain delusional.
There's also a few viewpoints I really can't agree with. Ex. I agree with not supporting an immoral idol or any person in general but to really believe that idols can't date? Nah.

Regardless of my opinions on such, the biggest con for me is no character aside from MC is actually given time to consolidate. Nor given any importance. The narrative is too full of redundancies. The interactions greatly lacking. The only real relationship in the group is ex-idol's and his friend. I don't see any bond, don't feel any closeness. It's alright if the MC is solo flight but he's in a group. Very lacking in details. I only see 'he perform this', 'he did this', 'he went to this show', 'he did that' and 'then the netizens liked it'. About how the whole thing went, nada.
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XOXO_
XOXO_ rated it
June 13, 2023
Status: c73
If you're looking for romance, do NOT read this novel. I read 73 chapters and there's not even a lick of it. I'm being starved with the tiny interactions I'm given. It is a good idol upbringing story but not shounen ai nor romance. Personally, I think those tags should be taken away from this novel.

The MC, Luo xin would be a good idol if he was real, I'd probably stan him. But in a novel, highkey boring to read. I fell asleep multiple times while reading.

Anyways, in my opinion,... more>> not a good read. Wouldn't recommend, thumbs down.

edit: HELP THE ROMANCE AND SHOUNEN-AI GENRE TAG ACTUALLY GOT TAKEN OFF. <<less
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