Early April. I woke up and saw a number above my sister’s head. I didn’t know what it was, but gradually I guessed it was something like a likeability. Also, for some reason, I could hear my sister’s inner voice, indicating that I was able to hear the inner voices of people with a high number above their heads.... more>>

I don’t know the cause. But anyway, I could see what I could see and hear what I could hear.

From the numbers and the voices, it turns out that there are three people who seem to like me. I was happy to know that, but only if I hadn’t known the fact that they are my sister, my teacher, and my friend’s girlfriend. <<less

I've always wanted a girlfriend.... more>>

For the eighteen years until I entered university, I had lived a life with almost no contact with women.

There were girls in my class when I was in elementary school, but for the six years after I entered an integrated junior and senior high school for boys, I had no contact with women at all.

The world of men is fun in its own way. I was generally allowed to do whatever I wanted, and I had a lot of good memories of being with other guys and doing a lot of s*upid things with them.

However.

I am now 18 years old, and I have a lot of s*xual desire. I really want a girlfriend. I want to make out with her. I want to feel the softness of a girl. To be frank, I want to do a lot of erot*c things.

No, for the time being, I don't want to get that much happiness that I don't deserve. For the time being, I want to enjoy chatting with girls. I want to be thrilled by the scent of shampoo wafting through the air when a girl is next to me. I want to fall in love, even if it's a one-sided love.

I want a woman in my life.

That's all.

That's all I have to say.

".... I've made a reservation for a girlfriend." <<less