Loss of Voice

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The year Ming Li and Gu Qingshuang married, the Ming family went bankrupt. Her father passed away, and the entire upper-class social circle waited with bated breath to see her become a laughingstock. They wanted to watch the once-lofty “Princess Ming” tumble into the dust, drowning in self-pity and resentment.

With her glory stripped away, Ming Li worked three jobs a day just to support her destitute household. She pushed herself until she collapsed from anemia and was rushed to the hospital.

Her attending physician was none other than Gu Qingshuang—the undisputed crown jewel of the city’s elite.

At the time, Gu Qingshuang offered her a deal with two conditions:

1. We get married.

2. Do not fall in love with me.

It was an open secret that Gu Qingshuang had a “White Moonlight” tucked away in her heart—an idealized, unattainable love she couldn’t forget even after years of marriage.

And Ming Li happened to look seventy percent like her.

Ming Li had looked up at Gu Qingshuang’s cold, divine face and accepted the terms without hesitation. At the time, she thought: How hard could that be?

After the wedding, she played the role of the perfect wife to the letter. She navigated the treacherous waters of Gu Qingshuang’s complex family, cared for her when she returned home drunk in the dead of night, and even canceled her international dance performances to stay by her side when she was injured.

But three years later, the White Moonlight, Shen Lideng, returned. Dressed in a flowing white gown that stunned the crowd, she returned to their circle as a world-renowned dancer, wielding absolute influence over Gu Qingshuang.

Ming Li finally realized that staying by Gu Qingshuang’s side without falling in love was impossible.

So, she asked for a divorce.

Later, witnesses saw the once-haughty Gu Qingshuang standing outside the Ming residence all night long.

Even later, Ming Li performed at the Jing’an Grand Theater. Next door, Shen Lideng was giving a simultaneous performance. Both were prima ballerinas. Gu Qingshuang’s car was parked nearby, but she walked toward the Jing’an Grand Theater with a bouquet of flowers, never once looking back.

After the show, Gu Qingshuang went backstage. She handed the flowers to Ming Li and pulled her into a low, desperate embrace from behind.

“Li… Li…”

Her voice was thick with obsession and humility.

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SoaringJe
SoaringJe rated it
January 28, 2026
Status: c74p3
I adored the buildup so far: very much a suspenseful rollercoaster with some hopeful highs and some heartbreaking lows. So many of the characters are messy but understandable, if not outright well-meaning—so I can't really blame anyone? Except for the morally-corrupt rich, but that's unfortunately realistic.

The story explores mindset, depression, anxiety, trauma—how perception shapes reality, and the many ways our brain can mess with us—that surprised me, but was refreshing to see.

The rich, intellectual-genius, emotional-dunderhead love interest is actually probably my most liked out of that whole archetype so far?... more>> She reminds me of some people on the spectrum, but she's also a good person who tries.

And, god, the main character? Walking in her shoes felt suffocating sometimes and my heart ached, but she's so indomitably enduring, hardworking, dedicated—and she tries so hard to be content—but that's not living; that's surviving.

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At some points, I didn't want to get to the divorce because they can be very sweet together, but the foundation is so rotten: it needs to be torn down and rebuilt.

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And the ladies need to work on themselves first.

I'll probably wait until the free chapters have gotten 10 chapters or so ahead of where I left off. I don't have the emotional spoons at the moment, but I am looking forward to getting back to this and seeing how the writer continues the journey. <<less
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