Alpha Trauma

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Seon Wooyeon was someone who couldn’t stand Alphas, both before and after presenting as an Omega.

The only exception was his private tutor, who happened to be not an Alpha. That’s why Wooyeon couldn’t correct him when he called him by the wrong name; it made his heart flutter too much.

“Yeon-ah.”

“Teacher, are you going to the military?”

Four years after an unrequited first love, Wooyeon enters the same university as his teacher.

Even though he doesn’t recognize him, Wooyeon recognizes him at first sight.

Kim Dohyun.

Those three letters made his heart flutter without reason.

However, he said, “…Are you an Alpha?”

Even though he had denied it before, his first love, the teacher, was actually an Alpha.

If he had known that fact, he might not have liked him.

Now was the time to straighten out the traces of the past.

“I’m Seon Wooyeon. Seon Wooyeon.”

“Wooyeon. Your name is the same as a student I used to tutor.”

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알파 트라우마
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leleix
leleix rated it
March 12, 2024
Status: Completed
Rewriting my entire review because holy shi this was not the story I expected.

Retracting my previous statement about Dohyun being green flag (opposite!!!!) Also the bit about this being a story of rebuilding trust and fluffy romance. It turns out the trauma was the relationship they built along the way~

But my main issue is the messed-up pacing. The author dropped the greatest conflict 75% of the way into a story, without any proper buildup, leaving me with major whiplash and an extremely rushed resolution. With an extra 10~20 chapters for... more>> a proper redemption arc this story would've been way more solid, and Dohyun could've been made into a more fully fleshed-out character whose decisions we might better empathize with.

I don't completely hate this story, but I do think readers should know that you're in for some majorly cliche yaoi chaebol drama at the very end. 'Neglected lonely rich boy' backstory was fine as-is, didn't need the convoluted melodrama from controlling mother (who... didn't speak to or meet her son for 4 years? But... also wants to keep him in a bubble, always in sight? The mother's behavior kept contradicting her supposed motivations.)

I also don't think Dohyun's true personality is consistent with what was shown in Omega Complex. Readers had major 2nd ML syndrome because he was such a green flag, not this black-bellied manipulator. Now there are some plot holes in one or both of the stories regarding his actions (the ridi comments are full of complaints about this!) I'm fine with reading about those characters, but don't retcon an existing one to do it.

What follows are huge spoilers for ch74~ending, please consider carefully if you wanna read, proceed at own risk, etc.

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Dohyun was initially hired to spy on isolated/bullied 14-year-old Wooyeon, earn his trust, and report back to his mother about what was going on with him. While I do believe this was the story intended from the start, there are major storytelling issues with the way this was (n't) set up...

  • Danny also having been a spy for his mother, and Wooyeon knowing but choosing to stay friends with him anyway, wasn't revealed to readers until the exact same chapter. Wooyeon has way too much narration about his relationship with Danny for that to logically be omitted. This info would've planted the suspicion in our mind... and would've also been in Wooyeon's mind (if not back when he found out Danny, then at the very least once he realized Dohyun lied about being an alpha--which was intentional, turns out!)
  • Dohyun angst/conflict was not shown adequately. A few lines about "I'm not as good as you think, " doesn't work when they're only ever uttered in the context of s*xual tension and the implication is 'alphas are so beastly' (as in every other ABO.) We needed way more indications that he was actively hiding the truth about his background.
  • More childhood backstory needed to be brought up in the beginning or trickled throughout, not dumped at the end. It completely changes the context of Wooyeon's loneliness and neglect as a child, the trauma he is set up to have prior is downright lighthearted compared to, "my mother imprisoned me at home to hide me from the world, every aspect of my life is controlled, I have zero privacy, and have no genuine relationships with anyone I can trust."

ML's POV kind of ruined the story for me. Aside from the deception aspect, Dohyun didn't just recognize/remember him, he knew everything about him and his past, and was playing mind games the entire time. That even the Yeon-a nickname is a contrived manipulation on his part and not a cute misunderstanding is nauseating.

I expected the 'kind persona is an affectation' cliche, but the smug self-satisfaction he gets from Wooyeon's childlike adoration, knowing that this kid is lonely and desperate for affection, is just way more black-bellied than I was prepared for. It recontextualizes all their earlier flirty interactions into being about satisfying his ego instead of actually developing feelings for Wooyeon. It turns out he didn't actually start having feelings for Wooyeon until so much later in the story than I would've guessed. And finding out he was actually getting off on it and encouraging it way back when they were 14-15 and 18-19 makes this feel 100x more groomer-y (NOT helped by how many times in the side stories smut Dohyun describes his body and mannerisms as being childish, I got the ick ngl.)

I can't root for a relationship where the ML was maybe going to deceive him indefinitely if he hadn't been caught? This whole thing would've been so different if at the halfway point, prior to the "I like you" he had confessed. Or before they had s*x. Or instead of rushing to A-mother to ask her not to tell Wooyeon before he did, he could have spent that time telling him.

Even his apologies feel so self-centered, and it's written as if we're supposed to blame the mother for revealing it, when prior to that he had so. many. opportunities. to. I'm pretty sure Wooyeon ended up apologizing more for misunderstanding that he was dating him under her orders and still reporting to her (a reasonable fear!! And what a terrifying one to have!!) than Doyun apologized for the years he actually spent reporting to her and the months since reuniting he spent lying to him.

The forgiveness was so rushed, and came way too soon. It felt like the author wanted to take a shortcut by using the "orphan has trust issues that make him kinda sociopathic" cliche to brush everything off. You'd think for how realistically devastated Wooyeon was shown to be, the author would take more than a couple of days of Dohyun harassing him to cave, but... nope! I would say it feels really inconsistent with how strong-willed Wooyeon has been up until that point, but I guess it is pretty consistent with someone who's been manipulated so heavily by ML since the age of fourteen.

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tl;dr: Spent the first 3/4th loving ML and the last 1/4th hating him. The opposite of every other yaoi, so innovative! Problem is, it's still supposed to be a HEA. Personally I'd recommend waiting for the comic, that artist is amazing and tbh I think she improved Omega Complex from the novel. <<less
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Essence45
Essence45 rated it
January 7, 2025
Status: Completed
I honestly don't understand the reviews saying Dohyun is a red flag. In my opinion he is still extremely green. He always asks for consent and is very considerate and loving towards MC, and ... more>>
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as for him acting as an informant for MC's mom, that was back when they were young, he was hired to do that out of concern for MC being bullied, it was never malicious. And he never did that once they reconnected and he did plan to tell MC the truth, it's just that the mom jumped the gun and spilled the beans first.

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I also thought the pacing was okay, it didn't feel super rushed to me. The big reveal was deliciously dramatic, and the wife-chasing was satisfying. However, once the big conflict was resolved, I sort of lost interest (but I tend to get bored with fluff).

The biggest plot hole, and the main reason why the novel fell kind of flat for me, was
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it makes NO sense for a super rich, super powerful parent who supposedly loves her child, to let that child be bullied for 3 years without doing anything about it. I don't know any parent who wouldn't try talking to the parents of the bully to address their behavior, and/or talk to the school to take measures to make it stop. You're telling me MC's mom knew, and instead of doing something about it, all she did was hire a tutor similar in age to MC to give him someone to talk to? That's ridiculous. If she's that powerful, the bullies' parents should be quaking in their boots and slapping their s*upid kids upside the head for messing with the wrong person. And the school should be kissing MC's ass to get more donations. You know, chaebol stuff 😂

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summers.rain
summers.rain rated it
July 18, 2024
Status: c76
If you liked Omega Complex and came expecting a story with a "green flag" ML, stop right now.

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I took the time out of my day to read ahead the korean raws and was so incredibly disappointed and appalled that I just had to write this review. I guess they weren't kidding when they said "Alpha Trauma." Dohyun turns out to be one of his horrible mother's planted aides, someone who knew everything that was happening and lies like nobody else. Even if the author somehow manages to resolve this within the 20-ish chapters left after ch74, I just cannot see their relationship the same way anymore. I ignored their age gap and how young Wooyeon was when they first met because it seemed to be one sided and platonic, at least until Dohyun alludes to him bailing because he was catching feelings or something. But it's so much worse that he just can't be the same character from Omega Complex. If the twist was properly set up earlier, or the synopsis/tags hinted at a darker story, I wouldn't be this upset. He really embodied the stereotypical teacher in this teacher-student relationship. I feel like I've been duped. I've enjoyed more darker stories but not like this.

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In short, don't trust korean bl authors lmao. <<less
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Vansarv
Vansarv rated it
December 31, 2024
Status: special side storyc15
This is a long one, and basically my journey as I read through the novel (I initally put it in my List of Novels I've Read, but then thought, "why not put it as a review?").

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Reached latest chap, chap 68 (11.12.2024)

I'm really enjoying the novel, I don't really care if ML is kinda manipulative and shit, actually, I like that. MC is very cute, he's mostly neutral when interacting with others (so he likes them, can clap back at them), but when he's with ML he melts, it's so cute.

Also liked seeing how ML was teasing MC, with his words and actions that at the starts aren't sincere, but are more true and real (I hope) later on. He acts jealous, and caresses and dotes on MC, which I find cute (too).

Still, I can't wait to see stuff explode in ML's face for a bit. I want to see the extras, or even just ML's POV so bad.

I like how despite being super polite and stuff in Omega Complex (I only read the manhwa), we get to see another side of ML here, a bit meaner we could say?

Anyway, I enjoyed it and I'm waiting for more, whenever that is.

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Reached special side story chap 15 (30.12.2024)

I actually like this novel, really. I'm glad we got to know more about Dohyun, his past, the trouble he hides, how caring he can be, but also the ugly feelings of inadequacy and jealousy he hides inside. I really liked reading about his sister, Jinah, that shows more of his struggles and past, and also shows how much he actually loves his family (that is, his sister). It was so cute that she had the same habits and gestures as him, because they're siblings :,).

I know people say Wooyeong forgave him too quickly, but I honestly think it's in character. He needed to know that the feelings were real after all, that not everything was because of his mother And he did see that, and that's what allowed him to open up to Dohyun and trust his love, trust that Dohyun will take care of him, that he will be honest.

And the spoils I saw in the reviews when I first read the novel were wrong honestly. I don't think he was so bad, or that he solely blamed Wooyeon's mother, what are they saying??? He's angry with his mother at first, yes, but he also recognises that he should have talked earlier, that he hurt Wooyeong by doing that, and that pains him deeply. So much so that he lowers his guard and shows more of his true self to him. He made a grave mistake, and he paid for it, because he lost Wooyeon's trust. But Wooyeon is such a loving, loyal character, that seeing that Dohyun was honest about his feelings was enough for him to accept him back.

I also don't think Wooyeon's mother is such a badly written character. She doesn't want to be close to Wooyeon because in a way she hates him for taking away her wife. And yet, because of what happened to her wife, she goes way out of the way to keep him "safe", putting him only in danger by not allowing him to explore the world, make his own choices. She also doesn't ever speak to him in a motherly way, showing the care she holds only when speaking to those that spy on Wooyeon for her. She is not a good mother, and I'm happy Wooyeon got to do what he wishes thanks to Dohyun's support.

The relationship between the two MCs is right up my alley. I love how Wooyeon is cute, expressive and so obedient with Dohyun, who indulges and dotes him because he loves to do that (I'm a sucker for the older partner indulging and caring tenderly for the younger one *stares at SVSSS and Paper Plane*). The way Wooyeon throws himself into his arms and nuzzles on his neck and hand, and the way Dohyun hugs and caresses him so caringly and lovingly. The way they slowly stared to understand each other more and more, because they were finally able to communicate without having lies and secrets to hold them back.

They're just so cute, as soon as they get together they're so cute, I'm crying. They're so soft and they make me so soft, I love them. Can't wait for the manhwa to reach the later chaps.

I loved Wooyeon pining after Dohyun, his teacher, his seonbae, his hyung, his everything. And I loved Dohyun slowly but surely loving him too, liking the attention he got from him initally, and yet still caring for him and wanting Wooyeon to have something good, despite the guilt he feels; and in the end the affection he feels for him is wholehearted and centered on Wooyeon instead of his own feeling good about it (doesn't mean he doesn't like the fact that Wooyeon is so into him, or that he doesn't jealous and possessive, but I do think he mostly focuses on what he can do to make Wooyeon feel good).

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So yeah, I still stand by the fact that I like Alpha Trauma more than Omega Complex (which I did like, I'm a sucker for puppy tops and more level-headed (?) bottoms).

I'm gonna wait for the other Special Side Story chapters. <<less
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Yveria
Yveria rated it
December 29, 2024
Status: special extra 40
one of the best novel I've read. They love each other soooo muuuch!

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Dohyun is not really what people say about him. If you really try to read and understand in his pov you won't get really mad at him.

Yes, he did become (spy?) of yeon's mother but after meeting each other a few times he said it himself that he was always looking forward to meet him and he's feeling for him and the guilt is growing that why he left. And even after they meet again, he has a good intention. He didn't become a spy again in college.

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but don't worry it has a chasing arc

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Dohyun is a very very jealous person (same with yeon)

but for me, I think Dohyun is green greenflag ml. He only wants the best for yeon even though sometimes he thinks that he wants lock yeon in the house but he always think after that yeon won't bloom staying only at home and he know that yeon won't like it.

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There are many things I really want to spoil on how much I like and think that Dohyun is a greenflag but I don't know how to say it HAHAHSGA

just read the novel it's really worth it, specially the extra and special extra part 😏😏 <<less
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julspls
julspls rated it
April 15, 2024
Status: Completed
My Korean is not the best, so I may have missed a few nuances while reading, but overall, I really enjoyed this story and felt like it was more plot-heavy as compared to Omega Complex. A lot of the story picks up in the second half, so I would consider this a relatively slower burn despite Dohyun and Wooyeon flirting around each other since the first few chapters. I'm also a sucker for drama, and the conflict between Dohyun, Wooyeon, and Wooyeon's mother definitely delivers. Although it was a little... more>> cliche, I was unashamedly here for it. And while I overall like the ending and how everything played out, I think the resolution between Dohyun and Wooyeon could have been approached a little differently. There are a few plotholes here and there (which could honestly be because my Korean comprehension isn't 100%) but nothing horrifically glaring, in my opinion. I enjoyed the story and am counting down the days until we get webtoon information (weep). <<less
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conccha
conccha rated it
April 22, 2025
Status: Completed
I just finished reading the story (tho im just started reading the side story but anyways), I decided to read this because when I stumbled upon the manhwa. Some readers are saying Dohyun being a huge red flag, it left a mark on me, at first I wasn't even planning on reading the novel but you know I have to see it myself because of the accusations of him being a red ass flag

His reasons of lying to Wooyeon really was understandable, as someone who was forced to mature at... more>> a very young age— containing your emotions, feeling like you're owing a debt to someone, finding out that they only used you for their own benefits and faking your expressions and stuff. At the early chapters I did sensed Dohyun being a bastard, he was vague, I couldn't even understand him, but as the story progress, the conflict started— we will be getting a Kim Dohyun POV which we will know his reasons, how he truly felt and how he self-reflect to his doings WHICH I deeply emphasize with him.

The story flow did progress really fast but a reminder that this is just the second couple's story of OMEGA COMPLEX, moreover the story did PROGRESS really freakin' fast but it was detailed, Wooyeon's mother side was also understandable, tho her overprotectiveness is a little bit too much but if my son would be the only
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family I have left then I would protect him with all my might. Tho I still kinda dislike wooyeon's mom lmao

I'm giving this a positive review cuz BRO THIS IS such a good story, what y'all talking about?, anyways I am kinda grateful that I read this and bro Dohyun is a green flag, I would defend him...😩 Im down bad fr <<less
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ThatCullenGirl
ThatCullenGirl rated it
June 7, 2025
Status: v5c5
The story is great and I binge read it to the end on another site, it is one of my all time faves I love Dohyun and Woohyeon so much!!
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