The MC (Wen Jianing) is a very mature person and a seasoned actor that died after drinking too much in the night he got he's best actor award; this is the first time he got it after only ended up being the nomination twice, the one who got it was his 'rival' but they don't have much interaction other than being an actor and at some point became a cast member in one movie together. He didn't have a boring life in terms of career, he's good at what he's doing and everyone acknowledge that. The first time he woke up in someone else's body (Ke Xinhang), he didn't immediately accept it, because how can you? He questioned a lot of things to the point of having identity crisis. He was crushed after he found out that his body has a defect, and that defect is on his manhood. A lot of reviewer might not understand why it was such a big deal, he has 'it' but it just as small as a child and confirmed to be infertile; for those who doesn't have it won't feel the sadness of losing it. The MC doesn't want this to be known because imagine the news and the humiliation he would get. Of course, he grows insecurity and anxiety because of it. The so called contradictory in some reviewers actually had reasons, it wasn't a mere author's confusion.

• • Wen Jianing is an actor not a singer, he can sing but not to the awesome level; but his identity now is Ke Xinhang who had a dream to become a singer, he tried but to no avail. At first the MC wanted to stray away from music path, but felt sorry for the original Ke Xinhang. There're no specific reason as to why he got to Ke Xinhang's body and he didn't know where the boy went. He speculated that maybe Ke Xinhang gave up and chose to end his life.
    The MC were still hesitating at this point because he wanted to help Ke Xinhang but he's not that good of a singer. He thought that once he become an idol, he can step by step go back to being an actor. And then the ML came and had interest in him (at first it was just appearance based). He wasn't that good at singing, he wanted to be a singer for someone else, and the ML can help him to be a singer; logically it makes sense. He did become a singer and signed at an agency, so the thing that Ke Xinhang wanted had been achieved, then he could focus on his actor path.

• • About his drinking habit, the reviewer put it as if he was an alcoholic. He only drink in special occasion, either at a party or with friends. When he died, he drank to the point of passing out. He did become worry at 'drinking too much'. Every time he drinks alcohol there would be a hesitation and then he would choose to drink but kept to remind himself not to drink too much. There weren't many times where he got super drunk, but the ML did had two scene or so of being super drunk. And I don't think it even mention how exactly the MC died, he just know that he drank too much, and he died in his sleep in his bedroom.

• • I don't get how a certain reviewer said that the MC wasn't competitive, but than I realized that they only read until chapter 25. Well it's not MC's fault, it's the reader's. The MC was upset that he lost his role in a movie (because he died) and the one who got it was the ML. So every time the ML offers him a role, the MC kept asking for that specific role. But the MC still didn't get it because right now he was just a small idol; but he did make a cameo in the same movie. He still had ambition to be the best actor and wanted to be better than ML, he took upon roles that really up to him even when ML suggest otherwise (he didn't think MC can do it at that time). Why do you think he got to those parties and meetings? He need to be known and knows a lot of people in order to be safe in the market. He knows what his doing and not just waiting for ML to give him free roles. He toned down his competitiveness with ML, because ML didn't really think the him in the past (Wen Jianing) as a special rival (the ML always said "he was a great actor"), and also because he fell for the ML. But he still had his ambition while also supportive of ML. That's healthy rivalry.

• • The MC scared of his disability because in this circle (entertainment) it was seen as a weakness, some even think that it was disgusting, some would think it would affect the filming, and other would degrade him as not really a man but also not a woman (and just by his feminine look, a lot of people think so). And you should remember, he is a MAN and the problem is on his manhood. He had a perfectly healthy body before, but all of sudden he had to accept living in imperfect body. His first thought according to this matter was that everyone would be disgusted. In actuality, he wont be needed to show his private part, but he had his insecurity and not to be known by others is the way he lives through it. As him not being scared to be found that he had golden thigh, because all rumors regarding those can be seen as simple as a public stunt. Because behind the scene, someone having a backer wasn't out of ordinary; some even respect him if his backer had a higher position than them. It wasn't really a secret, because everyone behind the scene already knows that. And the public? They can be appease with confirmation and maybe the rumor would died down once it never been confirmed; it showed how fickle the public are regarding the celebrity, rumor died down when it's no longer hot. The ML for example, rumored to have several relationship, nothing was confirmed and no one really care after it's no longer exciting. His body imperfection will affect him behind the scene and public, but him having golden thigh could count as "not so secret" secret.

Overall, Wen Jianing was a great actor who had to start at the bottom with his golden master. In this new life, not only his acting life is getting better but his private life also improving. He even question himself as to why he acted spoil with the ML, because he was not like that before. He changed because he fell in love with ML. His character is not one dimensional.

No where in the story were told that ML (Lu Jinlang) is a saint. The beginning of their meeting, the ML had the intension of making the MC as his sugar baby. The MC gave mixed signal until finally he chose to get closed to ML, and of course the ML accept him with open arms. Their relationship started as very superficial and based on s*x, not really love at first sight. The ML wanted to move to next based but the MC didn't want the ML knows about his condition; and so, the ML offered him wine at one party and got the MC h**ny. And no, there was no drug in the wine, however the brand of the wine itself contained aphrodisiac; ML didn't know it would affect the MC that badly to the point of having or**sm just by one touch on his pe-is. Yes, it was dub con, but the MC is less angry about that but more embarrass about his condition; do remember, their relationship is a s*xual partnership for interest. What so surprising about having s*x with that kind of relationship? But to the MC's surprise, the ML didn't found it was disgusting, he was so-so about it but like to tease MC just to be funny and not meant to degrade him, even the MC knows that. There's a scene where Ke Xinhang's big brother tried to humiliate MC's about it, the ML goes full on MMA fighter and the big brother ended up at hospital. He always helped MC to concealed his condition because he understood how MC wanted to keep it a secret. He was never a saint, he has his shortcomings, but he was a great actor. He's private life isn't as messy as the public thought; he only has dated and then break up just like any other couple. He has his own ambition too but really support MC's ambition. When he found out about the real identity of the MC, he had a bad reaction toward it. Because his image of Wen Jianing from back then wasn't the same as the MC now. The image of the two always overlap, and no, he's not questioning his love; he just confused. It makes sense, I would be questioning my sanity if my lover told me that they were actually my rival. He needs time to sorted out his thought but never had consider of breaking up because he is indeed in love with the MC now. At this point is no longer about appearance, but really about the MC's character. It was confusing for him because the one he love and the Wen Jianing he know are two different people. And he had trouble at accepting that fact. It didn't take long until they talk it through after taking a break of meeting each other in order to avoid unnecessary fight. ML is really strong minded but knows when to be passive. But when he's bottom line were touch he could just aggressively decide things in order for it to end. His character isn't OP, he has his ambition, he has his anxiety of failing, he stressed out, he can be sick, and really not untouchable. He is human.