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What happens when you are found by a bastard when you are self-sufficient? Damn, this shabby life is really tragic!

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ylial
ylial rated it
February 14, 2021
Status: c40
Lots of r*pe until c37. Will drop. I also read r*pe but I don't like reading ML forcing the MC everytime and breaking him psychologically. I guess I instead enjoy reading a sl*t MC and a mob ML rap*ng him on the train/school, or a sl*tty MC in a comedy harem since the r*pe there are not as unbearable as this.

The ML later on fell in love with MC, but instead of treasuring him, ML threatened MC that he would not delete the s*x video if MC left him..... more>> 😅 Really a selfish, bastard, and HATEFUL ML!! I read this up to c40 looking forward to author's note of that MC will be coaxed etc. But looking at the chapter list, it will become MC falling in love with the hateful ML so I immediately dropped it.

Probably, psychological should also be added and a review by the uploader so I can skip this novel in the first place. I guess pure smut is better than with emotional entanglement novel. Since both my heart and head hurt reading this. <<less
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Vrio
Vrio rated it
April 26, 2021
Status: c39
If you had read any kind of novel with the r*pe tag your must know is goint to be disgusting to some degree. If you barely accept dubius-con this is not for you. Yes, r*pe tag is there for something and you must know is going to be mess up. Any one who complain about it doesn't really know for what the r*pe victims become lover tag is there

As for what I have read so far, the author try to gives their characters a background story, I mean I was... more>> waiting for a sorry of excuse for them to go down bussines like many other novels around here with the mix of smut and r*pe that is just nonsenses - Yes this one still have plot holes but character wise they are a little more complex-.

MC is a very detached person due to his body complex and always tried to prove his worth trought good grades. ML is a very friendly and popular but

Spoiler

this is a means for academic achievement; he is tired of his smiling persona.

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Since they are roommates they have misunderstandings from day one that leads ML to swore revenge upon MC. By this moment you know that MC is not innocent too and his insecurities makes him play dirty to ML.

Now if you think ML planed to r*pe MC, well is more like a causality that he discovered MC body complex and then decide to use it.

As for the r*pe time... well, MC know to well he is going to be violated from the moment he is blackmailed but ML hesitaiton and passive-aggressive actions can misread you to think this as rollplay or dominance game instead but don't forget that this is still a form of r*pe as MC hate ML to the bones (I can't say the same for ML as he seems conflicted with his actions and thoughts).

If you are searching for a r*pe victims become lover read that does not makes you feel too garbage for enjoy it this is the one. No, MC does not spend the whole time drugged nor he becomes human toiled, there isn't group r*pe and toys play time hurtful to read (except the first time MC plays with himself but is more weird than nothing and ML is not involved) and ML is not a s*um that just use and ab*se and dump (if you have read other s*um ML you'll know).

For now I'll give it a 4 for background story to their characters. Though is still messy. <<less
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Nyxan
Nyxan rated it
June 1, 2021
Status: c20
Really hard to find a middle ground here. The smut is either so vague you can't tell if they had s*x or not or so explicitly inhuman that you are almost certain the author has never had s*x or knows about how the human body works. This is just straight up weird smut. Like I don't know about someone masturbating until they're bleeding, but umm no thank you. There's not a lot of plot here and I'm not sure how much you can hear the word flower hole repeated before... more>> questioning your life choices. Read until chapter 20 and at least 15 of those were still about the MC masturbating in the same instance which go MC but also pass. Most of this mentally made my v*gina hurt. The whole thing sounded painful and that's just the stuff MC was voluntarily doing to themselves. I can't imagine how weird and at the end of human limits it'll get when the person doing it can't feel how painful. The translator is MTL and seems to be doing a decent job, but the novel itself is the literary equivalent of a terrible p*rn plot. <<less
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OHtheNovelty
OHtheNovelty rated it
September 9, 2021
Status: Completed
It's sort of addicting to read, ngl.

The way I saw the characters was like a big snake swallowing up the little snake as a show of dominance. Both sharing same qualities and somewhat similar characteristics, just one is more powerful than the other.

And ML got lucky, because if MC was not so broken from his childhood, ML would have had no chance whatsoever with him. Once you've tasted self-respect and constant love from your surroundings, taking that sort of hardship from someone stronger would be a hard pill to swallow.

But... more>> because MC is used to suffering, he doesn't think much about it in the end : (

I say all this as if I don't like the story, but I actually do. I like complex characters and those who aren't perfect. The two characters are definitely not good characters, but they're not bad either which makes them interesting to read.

Also, despite the yandere acts from ML, I actually don't mind them because after reading End of the World (ABO) and City of Endless Rain, I can take this story very easily. To me, those two stories have more hardcore yanderes than this ML (and they were more nerve-wracking than this one too 💀).

That's why, I didn't mind this story. It was overall enjoyable. If you liked reading Forced Estrus, then you might like this too. <<less
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orztodaempress
orztodaempress rated it
May 8, 2022
Status: c25
I read a review saying "they don't understand why other people dislike this book".

Okay honey, lemme explain it for you this way:

Even in the realm of r*pe tag books, there are levels. And I guess most people's bottom line is the r*pe has to be out of love (yandere style). Or, the shou has to enjoy it. Neither of which were present within the first 20 or so chapters.

Another thing. In my subjective opinion, the smut scenes weren't really enjoyable to read; given the context, they felt uncomfortable. Instead of... more>> a BL H, it felt like I was reading an actual account of r*pe on the news.

(Though if you want smut, I suggest you airdrop into the first dozen chapters and just read without context.)

Spoiler

For example, there was a description that mentioned the ML had 'mutilated' the MC's 'flower hole'. The chapter is literally called 'torture' or something.

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Given the plot, the author should've tried to make it more unrealistic. Because it's literally blackmail/coercion, abduction, and r*pe/torture.

Anyways, I'm going to keep reading just because someone said it gets better (r*pe victim becomes lover tag). <<less
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Reyleisha
Reyleisha rated it
October 14, 2021
Status: Completed
Rating: 2.5/5- The translator gets a 5/5 from me. I enjoyed the T/N notes the most! If you read this story without switching on your brain and morals., you can scr*pe by.

But uggghhh this book made me uncomfortable. So I was fully aware of what I was getting into but what I didn’t enjoy was the complete lack of plot. The smut was also some of the most uncomfortable smut I’ve ever read. I couldn’t really enjoy it without squirming and cringing. It’s like the author made up the biology... more>> of the MC as they went along.

Overall it’s a super weird concept of a revenge rapist realising that he’s in love with his victim after confining him, assaulting him and humiliating him twice. It took all of two times to fall in love with his victim- yep SMH.

Thereafter he used manipulation and blackmail to force the victim to act as his boyfriend so he can eventually hypnotise the MC into believing he can’t live without him. He succeeds of course which I find quite hard to believe because the ML us kind of insane and psychopathic and had weird family dynamics.

The MC also has a history of s*xual assault from his stepfather. All of these factors could have built up to something more twisted and better thought it. The Yandere potential was high but this author is just a terrible writer. They lack imagination and common sense (as is evident throughout the book). The research was non-existent and it felt like the author was writing some kind of half-boiled fan fiction.

This story lacks substance which is quite sad. I felt like with more effort this could have been much better and perhaps even Yandere enjoyable. The ML is not Yandere. He’s all sorts of confused and the MC is pretty much a poorly written Stockholm syndrome victim.

Their dynamic and chemistry are just... meh.

Instead we had random kidnappings, a mother who has a weird close but distant relationship with her doting son, two parents who are incredibly neglectful and abusive but can suddenly appear to pull the “take this cheque and leave my son” trope.

To end things off we even got mpreg bruh... I was defeated.

This is a very messy story. Go in with super low expectations and a switched off brain. Also expect to feel discomfort with the smut. <<less
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Kensie Abian
Kensie Abian rated it
October 12, 2021
Status: c86
I don't know why many readers hate the novel. There are only 2 unconsented r*pes in this book. Readers don't like breaking the MC psychologically. Here's a catch: when you get r*ped, obviously you will break psychologically that is when trauma comes in (experienced by the MC). That's what the author is trying to portrait.

The ML is obsessed with the MC (that's actually common to BL novels), but the difference is that the ML here is a lot more respectful than other ML from other novels.

The story is good but... more>> it lacks plot like it focus more on how the ML gets the MC, and we barely see the side characters.

I recommend this novel IF you are looking for pleasure, r*pe and to pass some time. <<less
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ImaginativeN
ImaginativeN rated it
July 28, 2021
Status: c43
Getting r*ped and then falling inlove? Some novels I can tolerate.

But this? God,

I think MC isn't sane enough for me to keep reading this novel. I am dropping this
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Reader036
Reader036 rated it
February 11, 2022
Status: Completed
I just finished this and, I had to read this whole to know what to think. Maybe reading reviews where they dropped this at ch37 wasn't so good.

This might not be everyone's cup of tea, as other reviews said, it has r*ape and blackmail. The latter last longer in the novel. In my case I read this knowing what to expect so it didn't affect me as those others who were looking for a fluffy novel and then got this.

This is plot with smut. But let me tell you, after... more>> ML tells MC how he felt, something happened there which I won't write, there's a lot way that there isn't smut again until MC payback, but gotta have in mind that after ML confession he never did anything forcefull again. And after the payback, that was the thing that MC needed to free himself of the resentment and finally be equal in their relationship.

Though the r*pe parte did made me feel a bit like: huh. Dunno I didn't like the MC much at that time so maybe my sympathetic side wasn't on. MC was way too envious and I didn't like him much. Later on that wasn't the case and the same with ML.

At first with ML I felt the same way MC could feel about his smile. Honestly after all the r*pe part, his character was like... OOC I dunno, it felt like author forced his character to change the way she imagined, but then I got accustomed.

It actually... Wasn't so plothole-d or lacking in common sense as I thought it would be. You know, MC wasn't that naive. He gave ML what he did to him. And used the blackmail the same way ML did in his (MC) way, and also the ML felt the bitter persecution of his actions.

Also the ML was indeed in love with MC and MC was indeed in love with ML.

They had an unique Beginning in love hahaha 😂

The last 15~ chapter were fluffy actually, I mean, when they began their equal relationship and so on.

Also, the mpreg is not something that oops happened and was surprise. No no that's later, when they graduated and have already spend some good few years together, they were looking forward getting pregnant and having the child.

Side characters had little involvement, or better said, they had their spotlight when it was the timez the rest was all MC and ML's journey.

If you read this hope you enjoy! See you in the next review!! <<less
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Ishikawa.chie
Ishikawa.chie rated it
December 14, 2021
Status: Completed
I read this with only less 3 chapters and I tried to finish reading the raw novel before writing a review.

At first there are minimal tags about this, with the "rape" here and "r*pe victim becomes lover" and no review so I thought that the story is kinda irritating at first due to r*pe but is sweet eventually due to "r*pe victim becomes lover".

I negate @Vrio only about "knowing r*pe tag have some disgusting part" and about "mess up" STORY, because not all r*pe/r*pe victim becomes lover TAGS have a... more>> "mess up" story nor an irritating ML. In most novel with clear description and tags you'll eventually like the ML who r*pes when he coaxs the MC later (or the ML r*ped due to drugs or whatsoever" BUT in this novel, you won't find it. Instead, ML is very twisted here. So, I have the same sentiments with others who read this at the beginning with an incomplete description.

I'm rating based on Novel NOT in translation bcoz translator did great when I read the available few chapters before. <<less
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Alexm3991
Alexm3991 rated it
October 24, 2021
Status: Completed
This story is not a simple love story or an uncomfortable r*pe love story. The MC Lin Moyan is unfriendly and hostile to others because of his bodies secrets. This leads to his dislike of the ML Fang Yu.

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Spoiler

Fang Yu becomes hostile towards him when he finds out about Lin Moyan’s petty actions. When Fang Yu finds out Lin Moyan is inters*x he blackmails and r*pes him. What keeps Fang Yu from being a s*umbag is when he realizes his feelings for Lin Moyan he agrees not to force himself on Lin Moyan again. The two move in and Fang Yu is able to woo Lin Moyan because of his blackmail. Even though they do end up together Lin Moyan doesn’t just forgive Fang Yu for raping him right away. When Fang Yu releases Lin Moyan from his blackmail and forced relationship Lin Moyan makes the choice to go back. They’re able to start their relationship on equal footing once Lin Moyan gets his “revenge”.

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This is a story with solid logic from the mc’s mother not a accepting her husband cheating and the characters not glossing over r*pe. This is a smutty story with a good plot. <<less
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Sohoon
Sohoon rated it
May 19, 2021
Status: Completed
Actually, it's a decent story so far, besides the r*pe n' stuff ofc, the ML is a little twisted but what do you expect for these kinds of stories. The MC can be a little annoying at first but you get used to him after a while. The smut is pretty nice I, myself would give it 3.5 stars. It's not the best smut but it's nice. Plot-wise, it's there and it's an entertaining read. If this is not your cup of tea though I suggest you don't read it.... more>> Translation-wise is pretty nice although some of it doesn't make sense, it's better than I thought it would be by reading the reviews, but of course, this is my opinion, take it with a grain of salt.

Edit: So the story is now done. The ending was decent for the story type, I would've liked to see more anger from the MC when he confronted the ML but that's just me. For the ending those I think it would deserve another half of a star putting it at a 4.0.

Spoiler

The extras were kinda fun, you finally see the Mpreg tag coming in as its not part of the original story.

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Although it took a chance and read it, I didn't regret it (?). I was a decent story but I would say it's a holy grail, So... that's my review. Take it with a grain of salt since it's your choice in the end. <<less
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Lara Night
Lara Night rated it
December 14, 2021
Status: Completed
I'm giving high rating not because this novel deserves it, but the translator did a good job.

honestly, the inconsistent of the characters of both MC and ML just too much and the everything is cliche. I hate how at first the MC is potrayed as someone sensitive with strong will but later he just suddenly behave like a 5-years old kid who cry and weep at everything. And the ML who was so rude and agressive suddenly behave like a innocent young boy just like a baby. But the 90+... more>> chapts story unexpectedly quite short I can finish it all in 3 days. Im not saying this novel is that bad, the novel has a plot although it is quite exaggerating, the characters might should has been developed better, it is a bit boring at times but okay enough for short reading. i dont hate this and dont like it either. I do think it deserves some points but here is my review. <<less
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Golex9000K
Golex9000K rated it
October 29, 2021
Status: c84
This novel is not for the fainthearted.

At start of the novel I would give it 2 stars but when story progress I keep give more and more stars until 5 when they are getting together.

The smuts part is really good and I mean REALLY Good and detailed maybe too detailed...

... more>> This is my 1st dark smut and it got me hooked... over 30 days of reading and I'm still at chapter 84 and I don't want it to end.

MC got dark history behind him and that make him extremely defensive but his lust is really overwhelming almost as much as ML. <<less
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Gumamela
Gumamela rated it
October 19, 2021
Status: Completed
Ok. A lot of people might disagree with my rating but I knew what I was getting into when I saw the genre and tags. I chose to read this, threw my logic out of the bag, and continued to read because the ML is not totally a s*umbag. The beginning of the story is obviously bad. But the ML and MC managed to pull through.

For me, there are more novels that are worst than this. More angsty, heartbreaking, and dog blooded wherein both ML and MC are totally irredeemable.
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FullOfArrogance
FullOfArrogance rated it
June 5, 2021
Status: --
At first, it was pretty good. The mc's feelings and interactions with the ML was understandable and the other stuffs are fine too. But when I came to the r*pe part, my opinion about it changed into a total negativity to the brim. I hated it. Actually, if the r*pe in here was not torturous and was rather light in the first place, I wouldn't dislike that part at all. Yes, I was aware that there was a r*pe tag on the novel but I didn't expect that IT was... more>> this horrible. The way the ML forced the MC and stimulated his mental and physical self is just unacceptable. I hate this kind of r*pe.. Well, what the hell do I expect with r*pe anyways?

And the worse thing was that, MC also fell inlove with the ML eventually which made me very frustrated. Stockholm Syndrome my *ss. He was blackmailed, tortured, and stimulated by him yet he still fell inlove with that bastard? What the hell..!

Fine, totally dropped it.

Translation was good 👍, 8/10. Understandable. I guess the novel itself was just pure tr*sh and painful to read. Anyways, it isn't just NOT my cup of tea at all.. Especially the r*pe part.. TT

Damn, and this was my first Yaoi novel I've read as well. Impression? Negative. Might as well just read some bxg ancient novels with dog blood dramas again rather than this one. <<less
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jadelin
jadelin
March 13, 2021
Status: --
Just take this story as smut-non-con/dub-con-fantasies by the author. It barely has any plot, and it is there just to have an excuse for the MC and MC to end up together. Not that it's a bad thing, the target audience is for smut.
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Yourapotato
Yourapotato rated it
November 27, 2022
Status: c84
I actually want to make this a 3 ish star but my star review is broken or sm. I can handle r@pe in BL novels/ things and etc cus its a common trait. You start to build a certain sort of tolerance of what’s acceptable and what’s not. Especially this books hits more on phycological rather than a smut pleasure build up. Like the author talks about how the MC is physiological torture by the ML and the ML is cold. It literally takes a while for the ML to... more>> actually start spoiling the MC or feel human compassion towards him which is fr off putting. I read about possessive ML for the unconditional and spoiling love. (Ignore how their practically Physco and control freaks) This is actually dark and mentally draining for me and I’m only hear for the smut. I skipped a couple chapters or only read the smut or the lovey covey part because the romance part of this book sucks. The smuts aggressive and the ML feels sadistic pleasure from it. <<less
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Ziaoi
Ziaoi rated it
March 2, 2022
Status: c44
Honestly, this novel... I can't take it but I'm still curious about it. A part of me wants to see if the plot is going to be dog-blooded, like perhaps Lin Moyan would feel despair due to the fact ... more>>
Spoiler

Fang Yu kept the s*x tape so that he can go playing "boyfriend"

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and perhaps attempted something that would throw Fang Yu into the deepest regret. I read a lot of tragedy story these days like Gaze at The Scene of Debauchery so I kinda wanted the similar tragedy.

I mean, no offense to the translator, because I feel like they have done a pretty good job on it. It's just that the plot of
Spoiler

Fang Yu suddenly "fall in love" after the guy r*peD his "beloved" TWICE

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is so absurd. No matter how well he treated Lin Moyan after he r*ped him, I still don't condone the r*pe. It was awful when I read it, I feel sad throughout the chapter, I was really in a bad shape.

Because the plot is bad already, I was kind of hoping that the whole story would turn into tragedy because I want Fang Yu to feel regret. He's still above the clouds now and it's just pure nonsense if they are going to fall in love like this. Why not go all out to be a dog-blooded drama that at least the plot will form a full circle?

Not to mention he forces Lin Moyan to tell him his past trauma, it's just... it's too much, I'm not okay.

I think the original author kind of just gloss over the whole thing. Translator is also mention about how the whole thing is "just a story". Well the plot has to be ripe if it is "a story" okay...

The thing is, I've read quite a lot of r*pe-themed story, like My Little Poplar, Professional Body Double and Beloved Enemy, all this has dubious consent, victim to lover mindset, but the story was well written.

The balance between sweetness and sourness, the desperation, regret, it's all hit the nail for the perfect amount of dog blood. Not too much though. It was miserable enough that me as a reader have quite the satisfaction to finish the story and accept the HE.

Overall, I will stop now. It's just bad. ;;w;; as a fictional character in a danmei novel, I think both the MC and ML have the least mature personality ever. Like want to be dramatic, but not dramatic enough. Want to be ruthless but not ruthless enough. No satisfaction at all. A good story have to go all out you know, especially with this kind of theme.

Drown us in dog-blood if the author ever write the same archetype story okay! <<less
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nyxzane
nyxzane rated it
July 20, 2021
Status: --
i must say read it then build ur own review. its true ML forces MC for many things but its in the start afterwards he feels guilty and truly falls in love with MC and take cares of him no matters what. MC has psychological issues cause if his hermaphrodite body and people tried to take advantage of him that's why he was always on guard which lead to misunderstandings between ML and MC. I m reading it and will read to end. and yes MC bled during a s*x... more>> game coz..... plz read it urself 😊 <<less
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