A Straight Guy’s Nightmare


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Not only did college student Xia Chuan have stage II advanced straight male cancer, he even had severe h*mophobia, much less being able to stand the existence of fujoshis. But then, he suddenly met with the greatest crisis of his life—

After waking up, he actually grew an organ only a girl would have between his perineum!

Was this not a dream?


Xia Chuan couldn’t stop his brain from recalling an ancient post on Baidu:

What if you turned into a girl one day?

—First, show your brothers a good time!

De! Fi! Nite! Ly! Not!!!! Xia Chuan pulled up his pants with gritted teeth and swore to defend his virginity to the death.

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March 3, 2020
Status: --
Ok so I made an account just so I could post this review cuz I thought someone out there might want to know before hand just as I wish I had.

i really really liked what I saw till the current translated chapter (chapter 11) so I had decided to mtl and the curious me wanted to at least know if it had a happy ending.

... more>>

it dosent. From what I understood the MC was in captivity of the 3 dudes. Repeatedly r*ped and only allowed to go on walks occasionally and could not scream for help cuz in his words "what am I gonna do scream 'help! Im being r*ped by 3 men!'" And so the story ended like that with the MC being miserable, wishing for a freedom that will never come and be r*ped for the rest of his days.

i mean I dont mind the r*pe all that much or else why would I read this but at the very least I wanted a happy ending. Whether it was him turning gay and finding true love or the rapist being sent to receive justice I did not care. I just wanted the MC to be happy in the end. I think that his h*mophobia and mysoginy did not deserve this type of punishment by the gods.

i hope then when he dies he gets to live as a generic xianxia protagonist with a gigantic harem full of goddesses and that these 3 dudes are minor cannon fodder to make up for his horrible fate in this novel.


anyway good read but not what I was looking for. I wish I was warned before hand bu the tags

Edit: I accidentally posted this review on another story First. How embarrassing ?. Im gonna see how to fix that now.

edit2: I seem to have become addicted to this story. Cant seem to stop reading even if I know I wont like the ending. Good job story ??. <<less
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linnauesss rated it
November 26, 2019
Status: c9

There's like 3 members of our MC's reverse harem but im still in chapter 9 so we wait.

The first one is Student Su/Sun? Idk. I feel like he's got the bad boy vibe cause he discovered our MC's secret cave and then resorted to threaten our MC into having relationship with him or he gone tell the second ML since 2nd ML have feelings for our MC and MC's a homophobic piece of sh*t (it's quite interesting how hes all that... more>> homo sh*t but still get done by a man).

2nd ML got that scholarly vibe but still a piece of sh*t cuz he gone r*pe our MC while hes drunk af cuz MC rejected him and all that shit.

3rd ML got that cold aura like yall know mainstream hubbies? Yah that one with some few screw loose since all cute girls line up on his home and he rejected them and got hard by MC's naked photo where he got done in by 1st and 2nd ML.

I know yall be confuse but still a good read and so fuvking awesome how mc's a homophobic piece of sh*t but still radiates that gay energy where he collects all pieces of junks like his roommates.

All the ML's are his roommate (ion know if theres still more since im still in ch 9)

SMUT = f*ckING AWESOME! <<less
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RoseAmethyst remembrance rated it
May 20, 2020
Status: c17
This has a surprising connection with Reborn as my Love Rival's Wife which is mostly romcom (no explicit smut), while this one is a dark smut. The two novels are totally different but the gender bender situation of the MC in both novels was instigated by the exact same baidu post. Here's a quote from both novels for comparison. (It makes me wonder if the baidu post really existed and if there are more novels that were inspired by this post) :


Quote from this ch. 1 of this novel:

[he couldn't stop his brain from recalling an ancient post on Baidu:

What if you turned into a girl one day?

First, show your brothers a good time!]


Quote from Reborn as my Love Rival's Wife:

[ There once was a very popular question on the internet:

If one morning, you woke up and realized that your gender had changed, what would be your first reaction?

And someone on the internet had famously responded:

First, give your bros a good time! ]


The smut:

The MC and his 3 college roommates. They explore all sorts of kinks (Threesome, foursome, DP, Airtight, light BDSM, lactating s*x, car s*x, dildos/vibrators/an*l beads, s*x in the gym equipment room, s*x in the changing room...... you name it). He's becomes a hermaphrodite, but retains the genitals and reproductive capabilities of both genders. So there's mpreg. We don't get to see the buns since the MC is still pregnant at the end ;-;

The relationship entanglement: In spite of all the kinky smut elements, there is emotions and some relationship development. It's really scarce though due to the over abundant smut. The MC's "straight male cancer" and sexuality is a central part of that development. R*pe and blackmail dominates the first half of the novel, but the s*x becomes consensual as the MC figures out his sexuality. The MC's adversion towards homosexuality is the biggest triggers for the r*pe. Initially, ML1 and ML2 did attempt to court the MC properly and the MC did actually choose one of them before a bad fallout happened that lead to the darker outcome filled with abuse and blackmail.

The MC struggles to accept his new body and sexuality. There are several moments that shows he's slowly realizing his acceptance. (E.g. He once imagined the MLs as women and he admitted that if they were women, he would have pursued them.)

  1. Jiang Xuehang - I have mixed feelings about this ML. He genuinely loved the MC and the moment he took the MC's first kiss was so cute. He's the most reserved and mild tempered of the 3 ML, but ironically, he was also the most volatile and became the first one to r*pe the MC. A yandere basically. The MC's relationship development is the most scarce out of the three. There's just wasn't much serious conversation between them after the r*pe scene. Also, JXC has such a low presence outside out smut scenes.

    Snippet from the prerequisite to the r*pe scene in ch. 4 :

    A clear teardrop slid down a corner of his delicate eyes, quickly sliding down his face, and disappeared under his chin.

    Xia Chuan was in disbelief. "You're crying?"

    "Why... Why can't it be me...? Even though I like you..." Jiang Xuehang dropped his head and his wet hair stuck to his cheek. He could catch a whimper between his words.


  2. Su Ming - I find him to be the most likable out of the 3 MLs. There's a lot of fluff between them in comparison to the other two MLs. He's been the MC's BFF since childhood and has remained closest to the MC from beginning to end. The two has such a level of trust and understanding that the MC never had with the other MLs. He was the ML who actually managed to convince the MC to date him. (Unfortunately the MC was r*ped by Jiang Xuechang before they could start developing their relationship). He is also the first ML to get the MC's consent to s*x without using any blackmail (from ch. 8). The two are so close that Su Ming was the only person who could convince the MC to reconsider his decision to abort the baby even though he wasn't the father. Perhaps Su Ming's forceful stance was due to just how well he understood the MC and he had expressed his guilt for his action (quote in spoiler box below).

    Snippet from ch. 5:

    "Xia Chuan..." He worded out that name that was so dear to him, and moved his lips to the face of that person who was sound asleep.

    But in the end, he didn't kiss him.


    Snippet from ch. 8:

    The two sat a clean patch of the concrete floor and enjoyed the cool but musty air. Su Ming suddenly asked, "Xia Chuan, do you hate me?"

    Xia Chuan pressed hard on the empty Coke can with his thumb, and the sound of the aluminum can being crushed could be heard in the small room. "I used to think of you as my best buddy."

    "I didn't want it to be this way either... Would you have agreed if I chased after you normally?"

    By instinct, Xia Chuan was just about to tell him no, but when he saw the hope in his eyes, he couldn't say it. Even when the other party had brought his lips over, he did not dodge.


    Snippet from ch. 15:

    Xia Chuan quietly scooted to the side and pulled his blanket over himself, covering him from head to toe. The images from the past of Su Ming gasping, body covered in sweat, appeared in Xia Chuan's mind. His muscles, dripping with sweat, looked manlier than usual, and his voice that had been deep to begin with would also become a little husky along with his visual imaginations, the feeling of being penetrated by him also seemed to be replaying in his memories. The burning hot instrument was so long that it was shocking, and it would always grow so thick and so hard, spreading him to his maximum each time it thrust in. Even the speed of it happening was overpowering

    What was he thinking about! Xia Chuan shook his head, forcefully attempting to shake away those images from his mind.

  3. Shang Yuzhong - I dislike this ML the most. He's the only one out of the 3 who didn't have feeling for the MC prior to the start of the novel. In fact he looked down on the MC and found him annoying. Unlike the other two, SYZ had no sense of guilt for raping the MC and he is also the one who abused the MC the longest. SYZ changed the most and he becomes particularly emotional and caring later on

    ... because he is the father of the baby. However, the MCs decision to keep the baby had nothing to do with SYZ.

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Kazekun rated it
February 24, 2020
Status: c10
Remember kids, this is a fiction, a fiction! Please call the cops if you are in Xia Chuan position. Well, that's from my sane pov. From my insane, extremely rotten pov, I luvvvvvv it so muchh, the smut, the reverse haremm, ahh what a nice view. Just read it to ch10, still dunno the ending, or is it going to be 1v1 HE, who knows. Let's us support Chuan's double love h**e. Aiahhh
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elvira12 rated it
April 30, 2020
Status: Completed
Oh my, oh my! That was hawt!!!

  • Yaoi
  • Smut
  • Yandere
All check! My gosh, no plot but who cares! This is a pure smut novel and true harem.

The fanwai is an alternate ending when he didn't get pregnant. I wish there was an extra story when they already have the buns though. It would make this more satisfying. ^^
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allanah rated it
January 19, 2020
Status: c9
This story is really good! Even though the MC is homophobic, when he talks, you really can't take what he says seriously. He's so ridiculous, that I just can't help but love him. Also, the translator is really good. I'd die if I were to MLT this and I'm glad there's someone translating this. I don't know how many ML there are but it seems to be at least 3 at the moment. I wonder if there will be more, but time will tell. This story also seems to be... more>> a mpreg, so the story just seems to getting better and better. <<less
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YozoraHaru rated it
May 25, 2020
Status: --
I regret reading this... I wouldn't mind as much If the MC come to love the MLs after the 1st or the 2nd time of being forced but this is just too much...

The MLs clearly doesn't care 4 MC's feelings in the least with how many times they kept forcefully taking him and controlling him.

I skipped to the 11th chapter to see whether their relationship had improved but unfortunately, it didn't. In fact, it got worse?

As 4 the scenes where the MC told the ML to continue fu*king when they... more>> stopped, isn't that a natural reaction when your mind is clouded by sexual pleasure and exhaustion?

And what do you mean the MC could just put a stop to the situation if he wants to?

If I were a straight man being r*ped by three guys I would perhaps choose death over asking 4 help. r*pe cast a psychological shadow on the victim, especially one that is repeatedly r*ped by the same person (people) making them feel a conflicting sense of inferiority, dependency and loathing.

It's impossible to not feel stimulated when your intimate place is touched. And since the MC is subconsciously aware he wouldn't be able to get away anyway, he reflexively allow them to continue so that his sufferings would end faster. <<less
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buttercannon rated it
April 25, 2020
Status: c16
Plot and character is meh as expected, but I know I came just for the smut. But boy of boy the smut is just so sinfully smoking hawt. Dang girl it scratch every itches I never thought I have. I do feel a bit sorry for the MC, but just as I said earlier I came here for the smut soooo yea..

If you're here expecting a wholesome love story I think it's better that you drop this. But if you're like me and already reserve a seat in hell, THEN... more>> BY ALL MEANS ENJOY THE 10/10 SMUT. <<less
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seawaterwitch rated it
July 19, 2020
Status: c17
It is SMUT. I love it.

Either you give these novel 5 stars or please leave because if it is not your cup of tea. Don't read it. Don't give less star because you feel it is not your tea.

These novel for the people who love smut and story.

Underage human. Please go away. These novel for 18+ adult + love smut.

PS. Chapter 18, 19, and 20 can not be open.
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chrysanthemumtea rated it
July 13, 2020
Status: c19
Pure filth, but in the best way.

There are some themes that a certain type of reader would find problematic, but the unfortunate events that occur

couldn't happen to someone more deserving. The MC objectifies women, blames them for getting r*ped, etc. This novel almost comes across as a revenge project.


Anyway, 5 stars!
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BaiYihan rated it
March 3, 2020
Status: c11
This story was okay. The story line was good and the main character was homophobic which was a cool idea. The reason I didn't like it was because of how the MLs interacted. I really don't like harems and I know that this story doesn't have a harem tag but, I really don't like how they are sharing the MC right now. It's still a good story though and I will keep on reading it to see if it gets better.
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ylial rated it
May 13, 2020
Status: Completed
Pure smut. No brainer, the author probably made this for the smexy scenes. Since in reality, the MC could have done several ways to separate himself from those h*rny yandere.

Even though I greatly abhor r*pe but the MC in this novel is so... [email protected]!# (curses), hence, I see those "forced scenes" as nothing but smut. There are scenarios in which MC consented it but he probably is not aware (dubious consent) : when the MC shouted and wanted to rest, the 3 ML listened; when having sex, it is described... more>> as "mist desire is welling up in mc's eyes"; the MC agreed to be f*cked by by other ML when that ML suddenly stopped and there are a lot more.

In short, the MC has lots of way if he really wants to stop (but he's addicted to pleasure ?). Also, he is not an omega that needs an alpha, HE'S NOT HELPLESS (but a prideful s*upid). Rather he's an intersex, so he should stop and think what he really wants.

It could be perfect if this novel has both good plot and the smexy scenes. <<less
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Levis rated it
April 22, 2020
Status: c17
I knew what I was getting into when I dived into this story. I knew just by reading the title and the tags but I still read it.

To be honest, the smut is sinfully hot. Scorching and full of kinks and situation I don't mind reading. When it's only a short story. Coz that meant I'm not going to be invested much. But I am and I feel really bad for MC. Coz from what I can sense in the trajectory of the story, this has no happy ending. I... more>> even read MTL and... Ugh.

I honestly wanted MC to just kill himself if he could not get out of that situation. And watch the clusterf*ck of that decision when he is gone, while his spirit watches. That mindset isn't good I know but really? REALLY?


The ML's seems to like him, obsessively. That is why I want them to suffer. Coz right now, they obviously didn't care what the MC would feel after being r*ped repeatedly


But the way it was written is good and I would have continued to read if I did not suddenly feel bad for MC's situation. Ugh, this is just a story brain! Dangit!

P.S. That star is for the translator and how good the authorwas in making me feel invested. Good job! <<less
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whitespade rated it
June 16, 2020
Status: c15
I need to point out that I hate inters*x stories because if I want a guy I want a guy, and not having a v*gina ruining my p*rn. But I persist with this one because gangr*pe is always nice.

So the v*gina is still ruining it for me, but I love how detailed the description is. If MC originally a girl already it would be nice. But I guess author like muscles and girl with muscles are not seen as beautiful. Anyway, I read yaoi for the an*l but this novel... more>> focus too much on the v*gina and they hardly even touch his dick, sigh.

Another plus is the characters. All of them have quite defined personality and they are not just living dildoes. Its quite hard to mindbreak MC since he nonchalantly still live with his rapists roommates. So it's enjoyable that he still hold on to his sanity.

Anyway, don't mind my ratings since I have specific criteria for my p*rn and I still read this after the tags. <<less
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enaillig rated it
June 7, 2021
Status: c11
PAY ATTENTION to the tags. If you don't mind r*pe, 3P or 4P, and brainless MC, then feel free to read this, or else you'll feel frustrated.

MC is s*upid.

He literally got r*ped by the 1st guy while he's drunk, then 1st guy apologizes like 'Hey, I'm sorry I r*ped you but can we still be friends?' and MC be like, 'SURE! I still wants to be friends too' so he ended up getting drugged and dragged into threesome after that and it was recorded, annnnd poof! He got blackmailed :)) Feel free to guess what that entails.


I don't even know if he's really homophobic coz I really couldn't account his reaction to h*mophobia because after getting done with two men he can still chat normally with them in class, like nothing happened, at most he'd just say 'you're disgusting!' but you can tell he doesn't really mean it. There's no repulsion or whatsoever of being homophobic.

The smut and s*x scenes alone are commendable, I thought I could give it a chance with just that but I couldn't really enjoy it since they tried to incorporate a plot which I only find frustrating. Perhaps it's better if it remained with no plot and all meat. I suggest you set your braincells aside while reading this or you might just lose some of it.

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Ray-kun rated it
September 20, 2020
Status: --
A good smut. Just want to say please read the tags and summary before you jump into the story.^_^
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Changingchangie rated it
July 6, 2020
Status: c17
It might be a good read for you if you are interested in pure s*x no plot that would make your head hurt.

At first I read it since I'm looking for something to read at first it was okay however, as soon as the story progressed I guess having multiple couple just didn't seem okay for my mood (●´⌓`●)

But I'll still put this in my list to know what would happen in the end. :)
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WisyaMz rated it
February 21, 2020
Status: c10
Great! But who will be the father when MC is pregnant? Maybe Jung because he is a first man. Dying to know. 3 of ML...I love them all. I cannot hate them. How author write make me think it's alright whoever is will be end up with MC. First I like Jung then Like Su Min at last I also like Yuzong. Hard to choose. But I will look more into their character who are more suitable for MC. But if you ask who look more powerful between 3ML of... more>> course Yu Zong but I also like Su Min character & the nightmare was Jung is the first man. Complicated! (At the end the ML is author choice not me to decide... hahaha). Hope just 3 ML show up. There is no harem tag. If it had harem tag I will not read it becoz I hate it when I don't know who is the main ML. OMG!!! This is harem.... so it's a first novel I will continue to read. Huhuhu.... <<less
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Sasakira rated it
October 15, 2020
Status: Completed
The smut was so good, Butthe ending was somewhat sad (/ω\)
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idkvan rated it
May 8, 2020
Status: --
This is some good 10/10 pure smut.

The MC is a homophobic borderline sexist male whose life is flip turned upside down (lol) when one day he wakes up to find that.... he now has a girl part in addition to his regular male parts. The 3 ML's in this are his room mates. Two of which were secretly in love with the MC. The other soon finds himself addicted to the MC's body and falls in love right along with them.

This is not a fluff story, this is full... more>> on yandere mode. The ML's r*pe and use the MC's body like a chew toy. It has two endings to the story as well so there's an ending for people who want a happy ending or a semi- bad ending. If you want some good fap material... you've come to the right place :) <<less
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