Experience, initiates s*x (with ML), always changing partner, having s*x friend, go to club, etc

All this is in the past, then she grow up and become more mature, shes single for a long time before pressured to get marry by her mom, she realised its time for her to settle down with a realible man not the "bad boy" type she used to always date

virg*n, no experience, an abstinent and serious kind of person

Tho he always ooc whenever he's with FL lol, he become the teenage shy boy when he's teased by FL, he kinda learn fast regarding bed and the best at it too ;)

Let me make it simple. If a letter were written unfinished, it'll forever be unfinished and that's what makes the letter finished. The emotion stopped where the letter openly ended and time just sinks in the river and flow regardless. We are the same like Ling He, in a sense that the time flowed endlessly from the graduation of High School to the present, yet stuck in a moment that we felt like we're the most alive, when things were not the hardest or when things were simply carried out simply because we dont care. Like MC, every hopelessly romantic guy out there will remember that we when we threw the coin and it flipped heads we threw the possibility that things will go to that direction. Not because we set tail as what we wanted. Simply because regardless, we will just sit by and let time slaughter the opportunity for us, and we know that reality simply means, that you either allow for the present to unfold or you simply dream of what might have happened when you actually tried. Now why am I speaking jargons? Because, MC is the prime example of people that will always dream of 'what if' and let that just drown them to oblivion, there are people out there like MC, and I am telling you right now. There is no 'what if' in life but, Cosmic Love Letter is a webnovel written as if this what would have happened when... I know, it sounds rather a stretched but, contextually, the disconnect between MC and FL are so absurd that, you cant label it a romance series, rather, I feel strongly so that it's a series written in a plain simple 'what if' template. Oddly satisfyingly enough, I view this series much more like MC's letter kept throughout the years and that feeling being simply just empty, in the end, the author made me wonder: "It takes 150 km for the sun's rays to reach the Earth. Yet, Ling He spent 10 years being secretly in love with her before he finally let her know. And, finally 10 years later, his unfinished letter reached her heart."

A statement that concluded this short WN. I'll put this simply, if 10 years you have not done something, therefore, 20 years later, it'll be the same. I think that is quite true and there's nothing wrong with that. The world revolves regardless of how long and how much human shed tears. Time is an entity with no remorse to those who sleep for 10 hrs or people who can barely sleep 10 hrs for whatever reason, yet in this WN; time were quite not the executioner but rather the saviour. Have you ever wondered why sometimes you laze around and then you're just looking at the ceiling and you sigh depressingly and wondered what would have happened if you were a normal human being? I mean, for some it doesnt apply but for me it does, and I sighed sofly when I finished this WN, simply because, I was like "when will time be the saviour for me instead of being a f*cktard slaying me down?" I firmly believe in this sequence.

Characters regardless of series are stagnant, they are only alive when authors allows them to feel the passage of time within the series, and time is the essence of everything story wise. MC will forever dream of what would have happened if he gave the love letter to FL if we play it differently, yet paradoxically what we read is when he finished the love letter and FL fell in love to him, but that is strange, in a sense that it is human nature to process the past as a memory that will soon to be forgotten yet MC's feelings stayed and remained pure. Is it a stretched to think that feelings will always be in mercy of time? Because, we accept that there are things in this world that will never be in our palm. If you think about it. Having Ganyu C6 is only for those sweaty enough to have her C6, and for those people who dont have Ganyu, we can only look at doujinshis and release our frustration in scenarios where we would have her and c*m inside her. I firmly believe that fate is unimaginable and coincidences are factually realistic. We've known that statistically, SSR limited characters are 1%, but why are some people think that 1% are 100%? Because, they're f*cking addicted to gachas. Their brains are so wired that if they prayed hard enough to whoever god they believe, they can 1-pull their waifu out of nothing. They're prolly sweat as f*ck right now trying to bow down to whoever god they believe while sweating to pull Mika because they dont have enough pyroxenes to pity her, but for some f*cking random faith they believe... They really believe that they can get her when in reality they cant. Simply because statistics f*cks 99% of people but will give it to the 1% that doesnt even know if it's a good thing or a bad thing and will go to reddit and ask "is she gud guys??? I pulled her and I dont know if she gud. Pls guys I need help" like mother f*cker why cant EN read? I dont believe in statistics but I trust it, I think the line between trust and faith are different. I dont have to pray to god to give me 5 NJs. I will just f*cking yoinked all my cubes for 5 NJs. Quite ironic. How how we've lost it. Why can we give all faith to a gacha when we just dont trust ourselves in real life? God I wanna die. I'm happy that lucky bastard MCs only exist in WNs/mangas man, if they also exist in real life, f*cking hell I dont know what will I do (surely not right?). Oh wait, why did I label MC as lucky bastard? You ask? Instead of answering you. I'll ask you instead. Do you think your crush after years of living her life without you in her life will a coincidence so bizzare you'll actually speak like a normal human being in real life instead of speaking in the blank space of your head? Surely, right? Surely regardless of what would have happened, it'll still proceed in a manner that this WN will not proceed, but who knows, it might not and who can say for sure, unless of course you stopped dreaming and actually talked. Because, I hope you did, I surely do hope you will not be MC who stood in the back stage for 10 years and time granted him the life saving gracious because we all know life doesnt werk like that... Anyway, let me dream more. I hope you enjoyed reading this shitfest because I surely didnt even know what I wrote, or probably I did.

Last note. Thank you for the TLer who finished this series, without you I wouldnt have dreamed of what would have happened if I actually touched grass when I know for sure I dont but for some reason I want to but now scared.

*edited, for easier reading.