The FL loves the ML for about 10 years at the point where the novel starts but ML doesnt know.

5 yrs ago due to certain circumstances she gave birth to a child. During these 5 yrs of marriage ML never once considered fl. He didnt even knew his childs full name. ML was in love with another girl. He treated her best.

ML wanted to divorce FL but want to keep their child for his grandfather. FL loves her child.

Here starts the bulled life of FL as she tries to run away with her child but cant.

Next scenes were pretty sweet as FL saves ML during landslides. She was a doctor and so I loved these parts of slow mute romance during the treatment.

It was good if novel ended here.

But then FL was again bullied by the ML as he was released from hospital like asked to choose between her child and carrer. This was why I absolutely hate ml.

Then their complicated love triangle.

Her admission in the hospital school and her studing days accompanied by some incidents of bullying.

However at that time she was rescued by her best friend and ml.

Then ML realised that he likes FL and so he started helping her and taking advantage but FL doesnt even take her revenge and become happy instantly forgetting all her graviances.

I mean where is the sence of justice dear author.

Then a love hate relationship continued.

And then finally a happy ending in the novel.

Male lead a s*um man

• Didn't care about his wife and son.
• Unreasonable
• Just thinking of married his sweetheart (lover)
• A womanizer and others thing.

The worst is that he doesn't care about showing his lover in front of his son and wife. He also treats the FL really bad like really bad, saying bad things to her, making her cry, using force on her (like pushing her and other thing) that I really don't likr, machismo.

He found out about his daughter. And for what I read and understood she was still with a broken heart, he was still a s*um man and she wasn't really smart and brave to just let that tr*sh of man an find her own life.

I mean, the FL chose to stay still and quiet inside a mansion doing nothing with the outside world for FIVE years, hoping for the ML to finally like her. She doesn't even have friends or any reliable acquaintances (or it seems like so since she ran away without trying to contact anyone for help). Since she didn't take any money or properties he gave her during their marriage and for their divorce, the amount of savings she has on hand is pitiful as well. All in all, her big escape attempt can only be as disastrous as expected.

Secondly, I know she's desperate but honestly, to me, rather than desperation, it seems to be more of stubbornness and pride. Oh, and maybe a hint of short-sightedness as well. Otherwise, why would she sell medical-related homemade ILLEGALLY outside of a legit hospital? It's not like she can't find any other job. She just wants a job that is related to her field of study which is medical. Since she doesn't have any proper medical licences, she can't be properly hired. So she chose to be an illegal hawker instead??? I mean, if you are in a desperate situation, don't do anything that could make it worse! Any kind of illegal job is riskier than a legitimate one. If all she needs at that very moment is some money to pay the rent and the basic needs, then don't be too picky. She could be a clerk, a shop assistant, or anything normal, but nope. It must be medical-related just because. Besides, she used to sell herbs online at the mansion, what's stopping her from continuing to do so?

I swear some of the situations and the s*upid things the FL do are just there to create some unnecessary drama.