Jun Kyung told Hyunwoo to go and die and he really committed su*cide made me very uncomfortable and felt sad and bitter (as I m someone who suffer depression and suicidal, this chapter really made me sad). I understand Jun Kyung emotion and hatred, and there's no way to forgive a rapist (which is still questionable whether it was accident or really r*pe) because hyun woo claimed it was consensual but Jun Kyung doesn't remember anything. I will be able to accept his death if it's really established strongly as r*pe. But Hyunwoo character is far from psychopath rapist. Would a heartless rapist really went and kill himself just because his victim told him to? Hyunwoo was in love. It was his first time having s*x. He was a kid he was s*upid and immature but he wasn't psychopath yandere character. He just didn't know what to do. I know I made excuses that I shouldn't. I thought the author will make Hyunwoo repent a lot and regret in anguish if he ever see his 2nd brother get married to the person he loves. I thought he will have redemption arc and character development. R*pe has no excuse but it still sad he committed su*cide because someone he loved told him to die. That's why it sad. It burden my heart a lot. I don't ship them of course, I just thought there will be redemption arc. Aside from r*pe, Hyunwoo didn't come off as bad character as we usually see in BL where the rapist is yandere or psychopath or possessive. Even tho hyunwoo love is not an excuse about what happened. But as there's no cctv there's no concrete establish whether it was r*pe or not. But Jun Kyung feeling and sadness is validated and it's understandable why he said that in fit of anger. He has right to feel that way because he doesn't remember. It was just Hyunwoo was so childish and clingy and he kept saying things Jun Kyung doesn't wanna hear (hyung seduced me first, things like this which is a wound on Jun Kyung pride who hate himself as omega), what childish remarks Hyunwoo said made Jun kyung end up in anger and told him to die. Without even giving Hyunwoo a chance to redeem himself. It just sad.

Unfortunately, that someone really did su*cide. You'd say that guy deserved it since he's a rapist after all but still, it undeniably made me uncomfortable. Like a curse.

I still can't believe they just forgave ML's dad in the end. He neglected his own child and even threw the ML in childen psychiatric ward for a year grrrr.

a LUNATIC AND A DRUG ADDICT. He abused the ML since they were little and the dad believed everything the son of a bit*h said because the dad favors the eldest son.

The youngest son, the rapist, idolizes his eldest brother that's why he's also a twisted f*ck. But he didn't go to jail. He deserves to be in prison!