If you came here for the smut, better just read the manhwa and stay there.

I came here after reading the manhwa (for the smut, ofc) cuz I want to read the continuation but got my heartbroken instead. So many people hate on FL saying she's tr*sh etc but I could only feel bad for her. The novel gives more in depth description that I'm not sure I'd be able to continue enjoying the manhwa without remembering what I read in the novel (i came for the smut, but the backstory... more>> breaks my heart, especially since she ended up with that older guy tr*sh).

She is the definition of a complex and well written character. She was young, naive, and in love. She have no one to rely on and got manipulated trying to survive and live a better life. Sure, she's not completely innocent, she knows what she's doing is wrong, but trauma bonds are hard to sever even knowing the consequences. I know many women would be able to understand the feeling of being used, trampled on, and lusted over but not loved, which is why it's even more heartbreaking for me because she IS in love with him and were willing to do anything for him but not the other way around.

Hopefully I'd find the strength and motivation to continue the novel someday, but for now, I'll go and soothe my broken heart, y'all stay safe OK?🥹 <<less