Only Your Death Will Make Me

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‘The dragon belongs to the Imperial House Larkan. He is nothing but a tool.’

Though he had been bound to the palace for 1,500 long years, there had not been a single person who had given him even a name. The dragon’s fate was even more pitiful than Cullen’s, who had lived his whole life as a mere commoner.

He was known to have slaughtered people, but in truth, he had only refused to fulfill a vow. Even when Cullen tried to look away, he could not help but be drawn to him again and again.

“May I offer you a name as an apology?”

“For the first time, you are doing something I truly like.”

He could not help but be pulled in by someone who became so happy over something as small as being given a name.

The heart he thought he had buried deep, the emotions he thought he had abandoned, they kept rising to the surface, again and again.

Ierkisyen,

Kiyen

I… toward you…

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dawna_aiko
dawna_aiko
Jan 21, 2026
Status: c81
"But we are Larkans. We are not mere humans."

"But I am not. I am human."

- Cullen to the Emperor when meeting him for the first time.

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Cullen, our MC, is a young adult who lost his entire family from a mu*der that was directed towards his family, and lost his entire village due to a fire. His only living kin, his dead father's close friend, died subsequently during a mercenary mission gone wrong, where the entire party was wiped out, excluding Cullen. His only companion, a wolf dog, died during the mission as well. He lived as a lone wolf commoner/mercenary until one day, he was brought into the royal palace because of an oracle. It's there he found out his mother, who had her violet eyes gauged out, was a royal, and that he is to be next in line for Emperor because of the order of birth.

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Our MC, although ruthless and merciless due to his tragic back story and survivalist way of living, never lost his kindness, and never lost his own set of morals. You try to kill him? You die. He never goes down without a fight. His arrogance isn't just a protection, it's his own acknowledgement of his skillset while staying true to his way of living.

His personality makes sense. Everything he does is logical and methodical. And yet, that's not all he is, for he who has lost everyone he loved does not want to go through it again and distances himself far away from others. Although he is to be Emperor, he denies the fate of being one. Denies because he was born as a commoner, and he will die as one. And that's what makes him feel so not like a 2d character. Because he is complex like any normal human.

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Our ML, on the other hand, Kiyen, is a Dragon who has served the empire for 1500 years. But not of his own accordance, for he hates humans for their greed. He serves the empire because he was brought to the world by the Goddess. Due to his immortality, he has seen too much, and knows too much, so he hides away in his own quarters in the royal palace, accompanied only by animals and fauna. Although he holds immense power, and is a Dragon, he shows emotions, for he cares for all life. Jaded by his living, his first impression of MC is as bad as they can be.

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Their first meeting should have ended then and there, and yet because of circumstances, they come together again and again. Because of a deal they struck, they come together for a prophecy. A dragon who looks down upon the humans, and a human who looks down upon the higher beings. This is a Korean novel, so like all Korean novels, the 2 main characters skirt around their feelings for eachother, for 1 is emotionally constipated, and the other is too old to understand his feelings. Although the story isn't tagged with Tragedy, their prologue foretells a supposed ending of sacrifice and hate.

5 stars because this novel is keeping me hooked, lined and sinking and I can't wait for more. It's only a shame that we don't get enough descriptions of MC, because I don't care how pretty the ML is, I CARE ABOUT MC!!

Edit:
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CULLEN CONFESSED (c71) !!!! Is just too bad that Kiyen doesn't understand/is in denial and rejected him, due to his jaded thinking. Our dearest MC took the rejection in stride and said to his face it doesn't matter, what matters is Kiyen is by his side. ARGH MY HEART. Can you believe that he said that he can love and believe in Kiyen because he is immortal and everyone he loved this far is dead? Oh my heart is going to shatter into pieces when we finally reach the summary in the story ;-;

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Edit 2:
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Kiyen still views Cullen as a Larkan, and it's sad to read :/ dude literally feels jealousy yet is too jaded and stubborn to realise it. I swear if Kiyen doesn't crematorium chase Cullen I'm gonna be mad for our baby >: (

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