My goal is, to be a scum woman.

The God of War, Tian Feng, falls in battle, and the young general, Tian Min, returns triumphant from the northern frontier only to be ambushed, rendering his legs incapable of standing, turning him into a disabled person. The new emperor conceals him, sending him to the royal mansion for recuperation.... more>>

Prince Xiu Zhao, a sibling of the emperor, is known for his charm and debauchery. Upon seeing the young general's handsome and spirited demeanor, he develops a desire to tame him, indulging in favoritism. Unaware that he is becoming genuinely involved, he finds himself deeply entangled.

Xiu Zhao's reputation is notorious, but Tian Min regards him as nothing more than a fraud.

To cure Tian Min, Xiu Zhao spares no effort, seeking help from other nations and even drinking poison as a pledge. He completely forgets that his initial approach to Tian Min had a different purpose.

As time flies, the young general returns with a changed demeanor, displaying even more charisma than before.

Xiu Zhao reveals two different sides in front of others and in private. Years of restrained scheming collapse when he sees Tian Min.

Tian Min is what he has sought all his life, and to have him, Xiu Zhao has wagered himself.

However, Tian Min holds his hand and asks with a smile, "Brother, where is your true heart?"

Main couple: Tian Min x Xiu Zhao; Tragic beauty x Tragic beauty.

Two actors who love to perform and pull each other's strings.

Six years of age difference. The prince X the general, who is temporarily weakened (due to his young age), and his legs will eventually heal.

In the early stages, the prince, under pressure, has a male favorite (please refer to the first chapter for clarification). Younger one being cherished and favored. <<less

The story stemmed from a one-night stand. The first time I laid my eyes on Lan Shan, I felt as if I was burning

Shen Huaixu never thought he would meet Ji Chenshan again.... more>>

Thirteen years ago,

He verbally attacked Ji Chenshan, with every word piercing his heart.

Ji Chenshan briskly cut him off, disappearing without a trace.

In the matter of their breakup, they could be said to have reached a draw.

Thirteen years later,

This first love who seemed to have risen from the dead suddenly appeared at his investment negotiation table.

Indifferent gong x enduring shou, reconciliation after a break-up, HE.

Their youth was quite bitter, but the overall tone is about 70% sweet.

There are some references or metaphors related to EVA, celestial bodies, and Chinese space exploration in the text. I’ve provided detailed explanations in my comments, and a lack of understanding of these won’t affect your reading.

‘Indifferent’ refers to a carefree attitude towards life. This is a story about mutual pursuit, put plainly, it’s about mutual dog-like loyalty. I, the author, like to dig holes in the beginning and fill them later. Please do not hastily judge the characters if you haven’t reached the end.

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“Do you know what happens when a giant, hot, bright star like the sun is captured by Sagittarius A*?”

“Would it be devoured?”

“It would revolve around Sagittarius A* at a reasonable distance, like how our earth revolves around the sun, stable in its orbit.

“But it cannot get any closer. One step closer, and it would be attracted by the unimaginable gravitational pull, spiraling down at high speed.

“Then it would be elongated, torn apart, constantly ejecting white-hot plasma. Next, it would disintegrate, turning into a cloud of stardust. It couldn’t even get close to the real core of Sagittarius A*. The remnants are rotating too fast. In the end, the majority of its mass would be converted into energy, ruthlessly flung out of its orbit, cast into the distant void.” <<less

The cause of our seven year itch is due to my wife wanting to lose weight? This can’t happen!

Fang Nianchi had once reflected on his previous blindness and impulsivity.... more>>

He seemed to deliberately ignore the contradictions and evasion in Zhou Tongan, recklessly, desperately, like a moth to a flame, diving headlong into the fantasy he himself had woven.

Handsome artist gong (Zhou Tongan) x Gentle libertine shou (Fang Nianchi)

The seemingly bad gong isn't truly bad, the seemingly libertine shou isn't truly libertine, a bit of hardship for pleasure's sake, melodrama lightly sprinkled.

Slightly sour in the early stages, slightly bitter in the middle stages, guaranteed sweetness in the later stages.

Realistic story of reunion after separation, the shou does not remain chaste after the breakup.

The shou is 0.5 (bis*xual or ambiguous), and there won't be any reversal of roles in the main couple.

The side couple is BG (Boy x Girl), there will be significant conflicts, but not much of the story is devoted to them.

Neither the gong nor the shou are perfect characters, there are many misunderstandings between the two, and all foreshadowing will be gradually revealed. <<less

Ephemeral Blossom: A flower that will not bear fruit, blooming just for the purpose of withering.... more>>

It implies something that is superficial, lacking substantial content.

It can also be referred to as a deceptive flower.

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Lin Yi once grabbed two hands in hell.

The first hand, he thought, came to rescue him.

The second hand merely wanted to rescue him.

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A clear-headed psychological counselor x Madly charming cellist

Duan Zhe x Lin Yi, derivative CP from the series "Falling Stars".

Unusual swapping of roles, non-typical substitute, love comes after actions, 1v1, Happy Ending.

Gong seducing shou, shou has mental disorder.

Can't clarify whether it's agonizing or not, but it's definitely not a sweet novel.

Dramatic plot twists, filled with cliches, the author's mental condition might be more worrisome than the characters', fans of dominant or submissive characters may be shocked, it's not too late to leave now.

To prevent misunderstandings, let's make it clear: The gong is NOT the counselor of the shou.

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Life is a bundle of desires. If it can't be satisfied, it results in pain; if it is satisfied, it becomes dull. Life swings between pain and boredom.

—— Schopenhauer <<less

Lucia and Fu He's first encounter was in the garden that winter. She saw him smoking from behind the window, hurriedly put on her coat, and went downstairs to remind him.... more>>

Before the smoke dispersed, Fu He saw the face of the approaching person. In that moment, a beautiful dream became a reality.

Later, he got drunk, under the city lights, he asked, "Can time really heal everything?"

"Hmm?" Lucia didn't hear it clearly.

"Then why hasn't it healed you?"

Fu He X Lucia. <<less