my no.1 favourite of all times!... more>>

A "lovestory" of two serial killers, this book is such a beautifully gory, maniacal masterpiece like nothing you've ever read before.

Not for the faint hearted, the main characters are genuinely "evil"(psychopath MC x sociopath ML what can we expect?), but is honestly a life-changing experience that left me on the edge of my seat and a forever empty hole in my heart after reading.

A must read if you enjoy crime and mu*der, psychological battles, action, thriller, fleshed out main AND side characters and bonus point if you enjoyed the hannibal series <<less

Probably one of the most unique story i've ever read, it is 2nd person ("you" are the protagonist), and it is in a choose-your-own adventure... more>> style format, where difference choices results in different endings (multiple beautifully devastating BEs and the final HE ending that everyone deserves). The opening was so disturbing that makes you sick to the stomach, the 2nd person pov made it even more so with it's immersiveness. However after inital trauma and gore, the story quickly weaves you into a beautiful tale of  religion, sexuality, love and healing. Within less than 40 chapters, the author built an entire massive world of demons, magic and more within the eyes of mc and ml, it is a true masterpiece!  <<less

A disturbing yet intriguing horror show filled with sci-fi, romance (?), and supernatural beings

Professional killer x su*cide addict... more>>

the romance is messed up but also kind of wholesome (???), it has an open ending, with the first ending being a BE (tragedy), and an ending II (HE) where our MC can finally be happy with his beloved ML.

I've read the other book (For A Lie) by the same author first and that book (sadly isn't on NU) really broke me, so this book did not hurt me as much as I braced myself for. 

Nevertheless it is a great read and would recommend! <<less

Another great novel that broke me. This book is set in WWII England, and is a biography of a maths genius who later worked for the government in the field of cryptography, it's about how he fell in love, worked to crack the code, and in the end betrayed by his nation and his love. The entire book really reminds me of the tragic life of Alan Turing (the MC's name is Alan as well?), with the cryptography and betrayal from the very own government they worked for.... more>>

I wouldn't consider this a "romance" novel and the ending is not really a "happy ending" even if MC and ML does end up together in their pretended "happily ever after" on ML's side, it is more of a realistic historical novel and destined tragedy caused by the time-period <<less

Angsty, toxic and intriguing vigilante story about classism, corruption, and revenge.... more>>

I first read this after reading BTTC and Swallowing the Seas and was interested because of MC's cameo in BTTC, and oh boy, I was not prepared for this. HuaiShang's earlier works are definitely A LOT more messed up and wild than her later works, and this book is a perfect example. The ML is such a red flag, he is abusive, violent, and a disgusting r*pist, but he's also the only one who could save MC in the end. And even though ML is a POS, he does truly love MC and is willing to improve himself and sacrifice everything for MC, so i will reluctantly accept them being together for MC's happiness (cos my dear Ci really do deserve it).

Ultimately, is it toxic and messed up? Yes! But is it a good story and did i enjoyed reading it? Also yes! <<less

Probably one of the best sci-fi, dystopian danmei you can find.... more>>

It is like a R+18 version of the hunger games, but 10x more gory and messed up, as in this world, the "killing show" is like your daily entertainment reality show, filled r*pe, torture, brutal deaths, massacres, and more r*pe and torture. The actual romance is a slow burn and is honestly the most wholesome thing in this f*cked up world, both MC and ML are cunning and great fighters/killers, and they are really just doing their best to keep themselves and eachother alive. The book zooms in on capitalism, materilism and the exploitation from it, truly dystopian at it's "finest".

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For this one you really just have to throw your morals and conscience out the window and enjoy the great plot and smut (tbh a... more>> little too much for my liking). The MC is a bit weak but not brainless, and ML is beautifull, powerfull and fascinating all in an inhuman way (which is exactly what you want in a mermaid/merman thriller).  <<less

WHAT CAN I SAY ITS TRULY A WORK OF ART!... more>>

Don't be fooled by the synopisis, its a sci-fi and dystopian (wasteland type) novel that explores the strengths and weakness of the human nature and survival of the humankind in the face of the apocalypse. The romance is very subtle and is more  of an undertone under the tragic yet beautifull plot, but that doesn't make it any less sweet, the MC is the most adorable little mushroom and ML a flag as green as his beautifull eyes (seriously check out the manhua and you'll see what I mean)

Friendly advice: don't get too attached to any side characters  <<less

Historical drama, it is a happy ending (for the main cp), but the overall tone is quite tragic.... more>>

The side characters really had me dying inside. <<less

More serial killer and psychological thriller!!! ... more>>

I LOVE morally questionable vilian/anti-hero MC, and sha qing definitely delivered, bit of cat-and-mouse dynamic going on amongst all the mystery and crime solving.

Contains very dark themes, do read the tags before reading. <<less

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Very disturbing in*est danmei from the exterior, but once you overcome that it's really a emotional story about family, love, and mental illness <<less

Angsty and compelling, a bit of fake-in*est with the fact that MC and ML are adopted-brothers. But is a very good read with mature themes... more>> and psychological plot <<less

This one... i don't know what to say, must-read if you like horror and sci-fi, and yes a lot of alien insects so be prepared.

one of the best unlimited-flow bl, contains some very mature themes across the whole book but is a very good action-packed adventure

Only half of the title is accurate, "cruel" indeed. MC is not your average villain protagonist, he's  cruel, f**ked up, and just straight up bat-sh*t... more>> (with a hint of daddy-issues), also a ROC-era warlord(which makes sense of his actions if you know history) who's prone to violence, mu*der (eg. more then half of the "love interests") and war crimes, so be prepared. <<less

one of my fav unlimited flow novels, not necessarily the most messed up and disturbing ever (as in i didn’t have to take breaks and... more>> devoured the whole thing in 2 days), but definitely a great ‘thriller” indeed, with great plot that keeps you on the edge of your seat. <<less

this one is a must read for every detective/crime solving danmei  lovers, while the overall story isn’t really that dark, i’ll put it on this... more>> list for the 2nd case specifically, as the chapter name suggests (lolita reference), it involves pe*ophilia and s*x trafficking (which is already as  disgusting as it gets), but this specific case just extra shocking and tragic, and I definitely recommend reading it without any spoilers. Also MC’s background story is quite messed up as well (but more on that would involve spoilers). Other than that it is honestly not that dark, the main relationship is definitely green flag all the way, i love a good rivals to lovers trope and the banter between them are hilarious.  <<less

Simply pure madness, I can say that as a psychological lover I am both satisfied and not ok after reading it.  I don't want to... more>> say anything that may be a spoiler(it’s one of the plot twist that you have to read yourself), but personally I think the ending really depends on your own interpretation, I find it to be a good ending, not HE but “good’. <<less

Great psychological Sci-fi tragedy (or up to your interpretation, I find the ending quite beautiful, not “happy”, but not necessarily a total BE) . Like... more>> Psycho listed above, you really have to read till the end to properly understand it, even more so in this book, as the reading process is not easy. But overall it is a beautifully devastating experience and would recommend. <<less

Some top tier Chinese horror, literally gave me goosebumps. Not a “romance” romance! Seriously don’t read this if you want a romance story, yes theres “romance” elements in it, but you won’t recover if you read it for the romance tag. It’s really a compilation of interconnected horror stories that involves “love” of supernatural beings. It’s very classic Chinese horror, unsettling and terrifying in a subtle way, definitely recommend if you like traditional Asian horror genres.... more>>

However it is not for anyone who’s faint of heart or weak in the stomach, as the 3 stories just gets progressively more disturbing (and dare I say, disgusting).  There’s also a sh*t tonne of TWs, including and not limited to bullying, child ab*se, body horror ( to the most extreme), cannibalism, human sacrifices and more. So definitely read with caution!

The first story is a good read for anyone who wants a good taste of some classic asian horror, with some of the aforementioned TWs (but rather tame in comparison to the next 2), the ending is a bit abrupt (author explained in the author’s notes that it’s because she want to write a nicer end, she does tell us the initial ending she planned, and although the original ending is very good, I am thankful for the much “happier” ending we got), overall the 1st story is a good thrill to read.

The next two stories however, is just pure madness. In the 2nd story the actual hardcore body horror kicks in, and believe me it will gross you out. If the 1st story already made you sick then just stop there, you can totally read them as independent stories, because trust me it will get sooo much worse. However if you hardcore enough for what is to come, then yes, you are for hell of a ride into despair and madness.  <<less