Transmigration || Historical Romance ||'He wanted to cherish every moment and every second he spent with her, without delay.'《Very well written novel. The FL and ML care about each other silently, but also takes care of each other if one of them is hurt or sick and he/she will stay be his/her side. Their interaction is just so good. Only FL is the person who truly understands ML. There are also chapters where we can see what the ML is thinking and feeling and explanation on some of his actions. For instance, in the FL's pov, she accidentally saw the ML undressing while in a pool and the ML saw her but he still continued... more>> undressing, not saying anything. And the FL is sooo confused, it was explained later that he thought FL left already (she had to leave the temple coz she had duties to do somewhere) and he thought it was his hallucination again  (I think he occasionally hallucinates about FL).

 Happy ending & One of my top fave.  <<less

Fantasy Romance || Multiple Short Stories with diffrent protagonist || Transmigration ||This is a MUST read ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Afsh$%.... more>>

FIRST STORY - Qin Clan Deity x Human: This novel is actually a mix of both cute and little bit gore, FL was one of the sacrifice to the deity and stays hidden beside the deity for protection until she can go out and look for her sister.

- FL often observes ML and was able to find out things he likes. She really try to undestand ML. - The deity (ML) is very intruiging and he have no knowledge of modern technologies. ML mostly stays in his shrine and doesn't go outside. He is responsible for protecting his clan. The clan who worship him are responsible for bringing him sacrifices and gives him food offerings. Regarding on how ML became a deity is actually painful, but he wasn't resentful of the clan and actually loves the Qin clan and see them as his children because they are descendants of his brother and sister, and his parents, even when they are old, continued to pray for him, his family has some regrets and wished he didn't go through the process of becoming a deity. 

- FL made some origami for ML because she finds out (by observing him) that he likes to stare at flowers. She even added flowers beside the food offerings. The deity let her stay by his side until its safe for her to go outside the Qin clan property. He also takes care of FL, the deity made them invisible when going out and he accompany her to go eat some food, and wait for her when she takes a bath. FL and ML stays invisble when roaming around the Qin clan's property, so the people can't see them

- One time the FL and ML were looking at this man's(one of the clan's bodyguard i guess) phone who is clearly cheating behind his wife and when he went to the bathroom leaving his phone behind, FL looks at ML for permission without saying anything and ML just smiled and nodded, so FL took the phone, created group chat which included wife and mistresses and sent the screenshots of the guys convo and put back the phone. Then, the ML tilted his head puzzled, asking "What are you doing?" FL also unconsciously tilted her head showing a similar puzzed expression. "You don't know what i just did? Didn't your nod indicate your approval?"

- there are other clan deity aside from ML, some clans have their own clan deity. Interaction between ML and FL are so cute. The ML is fascinated with mobile phones and the games in the phone but cannot use one so FL play games and shows it to ML, the ML is satisfied with just watching the game and he likes the snake game.

- FL will die and become the deity's wife, this is mostly where their story starts. When she died, she thought she's dreaming when she opened her eyes and is wearing a red wedding dress, then saw ML, thinking its a dream, she hugged ML tightly and ML just smiled and indulged her. When ML told her twice that everything its real, she doesnt believe it and keep doing some intimate touching and ML just let her be. For instance, in this "afterlife" its her first time touching/holding his hand, putting his hand to her cheek, hugging him, rubbing her face in his chest, hugging his neck, just being so close to him. The FL is a bit shocked with this side of herself that she didnt know lol. And the ML is like 'my wife is too enthusiastic' and just smiles and indulge FL.

- FL will kill whoever try to kill ML. And she did disposed of someone who had the intention of killing ML. She stays vigilant when ML was at his weakest moment.

2nd story - Swamp monster: FL for this 2nd story transmigrated to another world where witches, goblins, and fairies exist. 

- FL is scared the first time she saw ML and hit him with wood on their first meeting. The swamp monster followed FL to bring back the lamp and wood the FL dropped when she ran away from him. ML can't speak and as a swamp monster, he moves slow, fairies and goblins avoid him because when the swamp monsters walk, the ground kinda turns into a swamp. ML is simple and innocent.

- FL is always the first one to visit him. Swamp monsters usually stays in one place w/c is their home and doesnt move much, and FL often try to get his attention by throwing flowers at him. It took some time before ML starts visiting FL while carrying a gift (such as flower). FL finds him cute :) 

- eventually, the swamp monster (ML) started following FL and helps her with gardening and other stuff.

3rd story - polar beast

-they're so cute! FL decided to stay with ML because its dangerous for her to stay at the human city. ML is so cute and funny, after spending time with FL, he started to think that women are great and better than men lol. But he's not aware that despite having met other women, FL is the only person he thinks is really good. 

- ML is a polar bear monster and they decided to go to ML's home, to the south pole where its very cold and home of many monsters. At his house, FL always sleeps on top of him for warmth. Shortly after they arrive at his house, he started to hunt for monsters for their fur to keep FL warm, he also hunt to provide food for FL. I swear this two are like husband and wife, normally he doesn't hunt much but since there's FL, ML thinks that he must provide everything. They both tour the south pole, they play and have fun, etc. Once in a blue moon, FL kissed his face and he ran away lol but came back coz he's worried of FL. There's no confession but you just know that they are meant to be.

4th story - castle ghost <<less

Reborn || Modern Romance || 1st chapter already made me cry! ML's death in 1st life really hit FL hard. The shadow left by Li Wei (ML) in her previous life was too heavy, so much so that as long as he was in a small situation, she would not be able to stop herself from imagining things. She's scared that one day he would completely abandon the world without her knowing it.... more>>

I remember liking this novel very much but I eventually forgot about it and I can't remember the plot. (Currently rereading it) <<less

Reborn || Modern Romance || FL was heartbroken by ML's death. FL & ML went back in time. FL doesn't know that ML remembers the 1st life and ML doesn't know that FL remembers the 1st life. Near the end, the ML will know but doesn't tell FL. SPOILER AHEAD.... more>>

- FL built like an entertainment empire for ML, she arranges like different departments with different roles, one is to supervise the chat and delete/ban slanderous comments about ML- ML will eventually meet genuine friends after joining a survival show (similar to produce 101, youth's with you, etc) designed by FL's company

- FL is a loyal fan of ML before and after rebirth. ML's fans (so that includes FL) thought he like sweets, so she always give him sweet (in the present day) but doesn't know that ML actually hates it. ML's father shoved candies in his mouth when he was a kid and so he hated candies/sweets, and in the past before rebirth, when his fans gifted him candies, he set them aside and never ate/opened it. It will take long before the FL will find out about it and feels bad, but at that time, he took a liking to them because of FL but he can't still eat them (i think).

- When ML was doing the survival show, one of his highschool classmate spread false information about him and FL took care of everything about it, she investigated the truth and her company sued the guy. When this false information was spreading, she made sure that it won't escalate and this gossip is not on top searches and that it will not reach ML while she tried to find out the truth. That classmate also posted a picture on which the FL explained the painful truth about it and made sure that picture will never show up again.

- Before rebirth, there's news that ML offended a higher up and there's also rumors about a boy who was previously harassed and was not confirmed who it was. The higher up was actually someone who likes cool boys and sexually harass them. In the present, FL heard from someone about that man and investigated him, she is sure its that man who made ML suffer and she was so furious, she exposed all that man's dirty work and he was sent to jail.

- The ML's death is a thorn in FL's heart, when the date that ML dies is near, she kept having nightmare and always calls ML to make sure he's alive. When ML asked her, she kept silent. ML always assure her that its never gonna happen and ML often sings and coax FL to sleep. Then, when she was having a nightmare and ML woke her, she was aggrieved and at the same time relieved that ML's alive

- There's also a time when after watching a movie that the ML acted in, ML saw that her face was pale and her tears dried up and she's holding back something, so ML told her that they will go while holding her hand. In the movie where he acted Jiang Ye, "Jiang Ye's inner world has long been dead. Just like the wilderness where he was at the beginning of the film, there was no life, no water, desolation and silence, as if he were alone in the world. He is like a dry spring eye, a little lost of vitality. Cen Feng (ML's name) has almost no hysterical scenes in the play. He has always been calm. No one can spy on his inner wailing. He didn't even ask for help from the outside world and went to death peacefully." This resonated with FL, this reflects ML in the 1st lifer(before rebirth) where he committed su*cide due to depression. Before he died, he's just calm and no one knows/suspected that he had depression, it was only found out that he had depression after he died. No one is more familiar with Cen Feng's gentle smile in the movie than she is. She saw him laugh like that. She seemed to have experienced ML's death again. When they're outside, ML comforted her and told her he's alive and FL cried and said "I'm scared" multiple times and "I couldn't do anything". The ML reassured her again and said that she gave his life light. I believe that this scenario made ML realize that FL was also reborn.

- She'll still have a nightmare and the day before the ML's death date, she's on edge and she wants to make him stay at home, and never let him go out but she knows she can't, she want to watch him while he's asleep to make sure that nothing will happen to him. Her fear and nervousness is at its peak when that day comes and she made sure that he's always on her sight. Obviously, ML noticed her actions and knows what she's thinking. He wants to turn her most feared day into her happiest day ;) <<less

Reborn || Historical Romance || FL was heartbroken when ML died. FL and ML are husband and wife in 1st life but rarely communicate with... more>> each other (which frustrated me) and so FL thought bad of ML but she cared for him and he cared for her. When the ML was labeled as traitor and was being hunted down, he barged in her room, woke her up, and sent her away coz enemies are already coming, ‘My wife. Please be in good health’ - that's his last words to her. My heart was torn to pieces as I knelt before his severed arm -FL pov. In the second life, FL swore to protect ML and of course, their communication also improved.  <<less

Reborn || Historical Romance || I love the change in personality of FL after rebirth. ML was FL's loyal bodyguard/s*ave/dog in the 1st life. He willingly obeyed whatever FL tell him to do. FL was a fake saintess in 1st life and was manipulated, after she died, ML went berserk and destroyed everything. After FL was reborn, she finds ML and wants to repay him as an atonement for the things she made him do and did to him. Also, FL didn't realize that she fell in love with ML in the 1st life and in the 2nd life, ML made her realize it, when I was reading this part, I felt sad for both... more>> FL and ML. There's also misunderstanding between FL and her mother in the 1st life and after her rebirth, she will reconcile with her mom. The romance between FL and ML is like fire for me.

“In my past life, I framed and exploited you for a very long time. And as if that was not enough, I forced you to the battlefield to kill a lot of people.” (I don't think its forced because ML was willing to do whatever she says)

Lara paused, trying not to cry and to manage her emotion. Then, she firmly continued again.

“All because I was Prince Sidhar’s puppet. I did what he told me to do because I was crazy about him.” (In the 1st life she actually gradually fell in love with ML but didn't realize it, and thought she still love the prince)

Demian’s blue pupils dilated, his eyes grew more and more intense.

“Then, in the end, I drank poison and committed su*cide. I don’t know why… but I came back to life again not long ago.”

“Lara.”

“Sorry.”

I’m sorry I keep telling you a story that even a dimwit would not believe.

I’m sorry that I used you like that.

I’m sorry that I couldn’t make atonement properly even after coming back.

Lara didn’t even know what she was muttering about. She just thought that she should beg him for forgiveness for her mistake.

"I never hated you. I didn’t hate you. I’m really sorry that I didn’t answer your question until the end.” (I think ML is going to the battlefield and ML asked her if she hated him and she didn't answer, and then she dies later)

I shouldn’t cry.

Lara bit her lips to the point of it bleeding. She did not deserve to cry.

“Please use me to achieve your goal. I don’t mind whatever you do. I will never betray you this time.” (this is FL saying this to Demian, the ML)

I have used you last time, so use me this time. “That was always on my mind…”

Note: In this dialogue, she still haven't realized that in 1st life, she love Demian.  <<less

Reborn || Historical Romance || Palace maid x Real Eunuch || 1st life - FL misunderstood ML's good intentions, she feared and hated ML and... more>> regretted it when he was killed in a rebellion. She thought he was oppressing her by using his influence because he referred her to serve as a maid in front of the emperor in such a young age (10 yrs old) and so she was promoted by ML. When he's talking to her, she would turn her head to show her disgust and deliberately avoids him. Before the rebellion started, ML saved FL's life by sending her away so she wouldn't get killed; ML knows of the upcoming rebellion so he sent her away while he stayed in the palace. In 2nd life, FL wants to repay him and made some reflected her past actions. She questioned herself why she was such a person, why she feared him when ML didn't mistreat or disgrace her nor did he act impolite to her and only gradually regretted her actions after ML's death. ML likes FL in the 1st life and his feelings stays the same in 2nd life. <<less

Reborn || Historical Romance || Story is more focused on our FL chasing ML, not much face slapping or revenge based on the reviews. I... more>> haven't read this yet. <<less

Transmigration || Multiple lifetime ||- No one's in the way between ML and FL- Yandere ML but not too much actually- FL makes effort to... more>> be with the ML in every world- When the FL saw that ML was heartbroken and committed su*cide when she died, FL cried and her emotional value reached above 80 thus her memory was stripped to pieces and her emotion was reset by the system. When she was sent to the next world, she emotionlessly smashed a porcelain jug on the table, picked the sharpest tip and killed herself. Then, she returned to the blank time-space again and the system was angry, but the FL was indifferent and when she was sent to the next world, she killed herself again and again. She doesn't want to go to the next world and wants to reset the 1st world. She was eventually sent back to the 1st world and she chose a time point (she didn't start from the beginning but chose a time before the turning point of the tragedy). The ML cried when he saw her because he had a nightmare where FL died and for him, that felt so real.  <<less

Apocalypse || Modern Romance ||《For that smile, she stepped on the bloody sea of ​​corpses and carefully approached the brutal bloodthirsty demon.But she heard the person say: Go away. If you get closer to me, I will make you die badly.When she really turned around, the corner of her clothes was pulled.Even if the whole world spurns you, I will hold your hand.If everyone is afraid of you, then let me love you.》... more>>

I can't remember the plot but this has become one of my fave when I first read it.  <<less

When she first met him, he said, “I’ve come, Qingling. In this lifetime too, please be happy until you grow old.”When she went to work,... more>> he stood by the door to see her off and told her, “Come back early today. I’ll prepare some delicious food for you tonight.”When he revealed the truth, he said, “I came to repay a debt of gratitude, for the two hundred and tenth time.”When she asked him, “…How can you bear the pain of losing your loved one again and again?”He replied, “Since the first time I did this, I told you that I would always be with you. This is my forever. I am very happy. As for death… It is because after witnessing your death, that I can experience the joy of reunion.”“After having lost the previous you, I would cherish you and every second of your life, even more, when we meet again.” <<less

Transmigration || Historical Romance || It looks good so far. I like novels with FL doting on the ML & vice versa. I will update... more>> my notes after more chapters are released. <<less

Xianxia Romance || This is actually a pretty good read. The FL is like a living dead person due to a soul-binding needle inserted in her brain. She's alive but she cannot speak and move but ML (Di Yiqiu) took care of her. When she goes back to the 'past in the form of a dream', any changes from there can influence the reality and she can move freely in the dream, but when she comes back to reality, her situation is still of that like a living dead and the time stays the same in reality.... more>>

- She can come back to reality if she dies and after coming to reality, everyone remembers the dream. But if she goes back again to the past, people dont remember anything but once it ends they will remember what happened again.

- She went to seek revenge to the person who inserted the needle and her husband(soon to be ex husband) who neglected her. Starting in 3rd dream, she decides to live simply and stay beside ML (Di Yiqiu). 

- I'm glad that she eventually opened up her heart to another person and to other people, she let go of her resentment to her husband(soon to be ex-husband) and didn't plan on returning to him. I also like that although the ML doesn't fall in love at first sight everytime they meet in the dream, he still fell in love with her after they spent a lot of time together. ML and FL are sometimes very funny when they fight/argue.  <<less

Historical Romance || This one is so good! Slow and sweet historical romance. Both FL and ML dote each other. Unlike some novels where the... more>> ML is coldhearted, the ML isn't like that, he's gentle. FL is a ginseng spirit who couldn't have a human form yet but suddenly transmigrated inside a a girl's body who's in the middle of marriage. The ML is the sickly husband. They already had good feelings with each other during their wedding. After that, ML and FL both takes care of each other, respect each other, and fell in love deeper with each other. There are lot of human ways FL doesnt understand and is eager to learn about them, she's sincere and innocent, ML is always happy to answer all her questions. FL always worried about ML and helps him heal. There's no misunderstandings between them. <<less