I'm a mentally ill person, and i kinda enjoy reading stories in which the characters are injured, torn, pulverized, bleed, suffocation, have close to death experience (or maybe really die), all kinds of tortures, sacrifices, physical, psychological and emotional damaged , and has a past full of trauma; and they find a family and a home ; Maybe I just enjoy torturin myself, who knows?  Anyway if you're looking for those kind of stories then this list may help:>

Stories include Cold ml/fl which are only good to mc will be mark by ☆☆☆

 and those one with tsundere will be mark by ♡

Some rec that are not in novel update:

No home (webtoon)
A joyfull life( gl, manhwa)
Assassins' class(anime)
To your eternity(manga +anime)
Dam of the forest(manhwa)
The evil ring(manhua)
Save me roommate(bl, manhwa)