“Are you still going to run away?” ... more>>

“No, not anymore.”

He loved her to the point of paranoia, a compulsion that penetrated his bones and was impossible to cure.

“Babe, you can only smile at me.”

“Babe, I’ll get you everything you like.”

After getting revived, Qin Shu’s eyes were as bright as snow and she had high intelligence. She held on to her handsome and rich husband, refusing to let go, devoting herself to protecting and pampering him. She worked hard to become stronger so that she could stand shoulder to shoulder with him.

Before her revival, Qin Shu believed the words of her younger sister. She hated him, blamed him, and devised a thousand ways to run away from him.

Yet, he loved her deeply, pampered her with all his heart, and allowed her to behave atrociously. <<less

S Vol. 1... more>>

Shiba is a detective in the fifth anti-organized crime division of the Tokyo Metropolitan Police, a.k.a. “Anti-Gang 5” specializing in handgun seizures. Shiba’s secret weapon is “S” (“spy”), an informant who plays a key role in Shiba’s information gathering. Shiba is training an informant who has been officially accepted into Shinjuku’s Matsukura Group within the Budoha crime syndicate. One day, Shiba awakes to an anonymous phone call. “Watch out for your S.” A tale of two men whose lust, pride and loneliness collide!

S Vol. 2: A Love Bite

Detective Masaki Shiiba's informant or "S," Keigo Munechika, has proven himself to be an excellent source of information. But the payment of s*x for every lead given is taking its toll on Shiiba. But with his new assignment as back-up to a fellow undercover detective, Shiiba learns that there are far worse things than having s*x with your male S--falling helplessly in love with him, for example. S volume 2 continues the drama and passion between a detective and his spy set in the highly-charged underground world of Tokyo.

S Vol. 3: Split

For almost a year now, Shiiba has been using Keigo Munechika as his “S,” his spy, to get information on the gun dealings of the Yakuza world. Shiiba uses his body in exchange for Munechika's sensitive information… and only his body as far as Shiiba is concerned. Shiiba vows their relationship will not go beyond that. But when a rowdy young man with a penchant for piercing and an enigmatic Yakuza leader cross paths with the young detective, sins of the past are unearthed once more-sins that just might shatter the fragile bond between the detective and his “S.”

S Vol. 4: Afterglow

At the end of S volume 3, detective Masaki Shiiba was last seen running away from the hospital room of his injured S, Keigo Munechika. Now, Shiiba has turned in his resignation, bought a gun of his own, and is bent on only one mission--to kill Takanari Godou. He vows to get the truth from Godou, even if he has to throw away his morals and life to do it. But can he do it? Can he shoot another person and commit cold-blooded mu*der for revenge? <<less

At long last, Fu Zhi, the mysterious heiress who had developed countless technologies was given two guardians by the country! Initially, the Lu Brothers shut her out when she joined the Lu Family. However, after spending some time with her, they began to warm up to her and took turns showing their brotherly love for her by throwing money at her. ... more>>

Lu Yumo would say, “My sister just came from the countryside, so don’t scare her.”

Lu Yushen would say, “My sister is fragile, so don’t bully her.”

Lu Yubai would say, “My sister is not good at studying, so don’t laugh at her.”

Nevertheless, it soon became clear to them that the little girl from the countryside was not what they had imagined.

One day, a reporter took a photo of a professor carrying her purse and having a meal with her.

The professor said, “She is my teacher, and I’m her student.”

The crowd was surprised. “What?”

Another day, a different reporter snapped a photo of a business magnate serving her tea.

The business magnate said, “She is my boss, and I’m her employee.”

The crowd was shocked. “What?”

On a different day, a group of reporters spotted the biggest esports bigwig stepping down from his throne and helping her get rid of a scumbag.

The bigwig said, “Stop all this harassment and the rumors. She’s my sponsor.”

The netizens asked, “Just how many supporters do you have?

The country’s official portal responded, “We’re her strongest supporter.” <<less

After time did I come to realise that there’s always that one person in this world who may have only been by your side for a short while, but would take an eternity to forget. Tong Xue understands that to this world,... more>>

She is condemned, despised, seen as worthless and evil, labelled a third party. It’s just, deeply hidden and entwined, entanglements with the three men in her life, would be more perplexing than she could ever imagine. <<less

On the outskirts of the Pleasure City of Midas lies the Ceres special autonomous area, commonly known as the slums. Gang leader Riki, looking for an easy pocket to pick in the nightlife districts, gets caught red-handed…by none other than one of the highest-ranking, golden-haired android elites ruling from the capital Tanagura: the “Blondy” Iason Mink!
By all rights, a Blondy standing at the pinnacle of aristocracy and a slummer should have never crossed paths—their chance encounter marks the beginning of a love twisted by obsession, soon spiraling into a karmic chain of events...... more>>

⬇️ //// About the Japanese novel and anime adaptations ////
⬇️ //// About the English translation ////
⬇️ //// Current translation status ////
⬇️ //// Drama CDs, prequel and side stories ////

//// About the Japanese novel and anime adaptations ////

Originally serialized in the bimonthly magazine Shosetsu June (小説ジュネ) spanning six chapters from December 1986 to October 1987, the novel was released with minor revisions into a hardcover edition in 1990.
This first version of the story received a two-episode/OVA anime adaptation in 1992 and 1994.

Between the years 2001 and 2007, the original story was greatly expanded upon and released in six paperback volumes. After a change of Japanese publisher, two more volumes were released between 2009 and 2010, completing the series (the six aforementioned volumes were released as volumes 1-4 in the newest Japanese edition).
This second version of the story was meant to be adapted into a twelve-episode OVA anime—initially planned to release in 2010—but was postponed to 2012, only to be discontinued after the fourth episode’s release.

//// About the English translation ////

The English paperback expanded edition is made up of eight volumes: the six first volumes (Seibido/Crystal edition) + the two later volumes (#7 and #8 in English, but #5 and #6 in the newest Tokuma/Chara edition).
The change in Japanese publisher led to a change in translator for the English edition between vol1 to 6 and vol7 to 8: it is highly recommended to read the fan translations of #7 and #8 as opposed to reading the licensed edition, due to the massive loss in translation (expect a 50% word count difference between the two).

//// Current translation status of the different editions of the novel (as of April 20th, 2024) ////

. Shosetsu June edition, unlicensed: 2/6 chapters, ongoing fan translation.
. 1990 hardcover edition, unlicensed: 2/6 chapters, ongoing fan translation. An older fan translation had 4/6 chapters translated but the project was dropped.
. 2000’s expanded edition, English licensed: fully translated, complete.

//// Drama CDs, prequel and side stories ////

– The Shosetsu June story was adapted into a drama cassette and a drama CD (Dark Erogenous).
– The expanded story was adapted into three drama CDs (Destiny, Nightmare, Resonance)
– A prequel called Midnight Illusion was serialized in Shosetsu June between December 1992 and April 1993, and released as a hardcover in 1996. 3/6 chapters have been fan-translated into English.
– The 5 side stories have all been fan-translated into English (Kizu/Wound, File-0, Cal’s Sighs, Musk, Illusion Night) and are based on the expanded version of the novel.

Look up online “Ai no Kusabi Master List LiveJournal” to find the links to all the material listed above and more.

[This page was updated as per an anon’s request, all credit goes to the AnK community where credit is due.] <<less

Xia Mo and Luo Xi are orphans, both having met each other at their adoptive parents’ home. Because of the shadows remaining from their childhood, they are both shrouded in the midst of wariness. However, when Xia Mo and her brother meet an embarrassing situation during a singing competition, Luo Xi helps them out, and the iciness that separates both of them gradually melts. Seeing what has happened, as well as in an attempt to break both of them up, Ou Chen, who deeply loves Xia Mo and is the heir to the company that founded their school, sends Luo Xi to England to study…... more>>

Five years later, Luo Xi has become a superstar, with a countless number of fans to his name. Xia Mo having become an orphan once again as her adoptive parents died the year Luo Xi left, is a new artist of a records company and meets Luo Xi. Ou Chen on the other hand, having lost his memory of Xia Mo five years ago due to a car accident, also sees Xia Mo once again as well. With all three main characters back on the scene and their disputes of love and hate, what will happen between them then? Who will Xia Mo pick in the end? <<less

“Seems like your scent could make me lose control.”... more>>

Born into a noble lineage yet perceived as an unscented, odourless flower—branded as an illegitimate seed—Eidel Fleur, is a flower of the County Fleur, and navigates a life of isolation within her aristocratic family.

In a bid to avoid an unwanted marriage, she decides on independence. However, her plans get disrupted by Archduke Caeron Roman de Eliios, a man leading a calm, uneventful life in high society.

However, the scent of this woman, possessing an allure that unravels even the most controlled beasts, deeply unsettled him. Caught in the grip of this powerful and noble man, the fragile flower finds herself in a perilous situation. <<less

She is the Ji family's prospective granddaughter-in-law. But on the day of her engagement, she meets a blindfolded man. ... more>>

From then on, she gets unknowingly blindfolded and sent to a mysterious location repeatedly. Finally, she gets pregnant one day. Her mind is thrown into chaos.

She tries to get the baby aborted at the hospital, but she gets blindfolded again on the surgery table and is sent to him. When she finally sees his face, she becomes even more flustered, “Why is it you?” The man smiles at her gently, “Marry me. All those people who bullied you will now have to respect you."

Ji Anning: “…”

One fine day, Ji Anning touches her protruding belly as she asks Mr Ji with a look of dilemma, “Honey, what should the baby call you after it’s born?”

Mr Ji: “…” <<less

“I was possessed as a villainous woman who would give birth to a sub-male lead. I played the role of obsessing over her villainous husband... more>> and dying. “I’ll be on your side!” We were going to live in the same house anyway, so I decided to be nice to my poor husband. But one day, when I became an adult and was about to get divorced, I ended up having a child in an unexpected night. Oh my god. So I tried to leave before I got caught... "Uh, Richard. ? There is some misunderstanding-” “I have no intention of letting you go, so even if you die, die in my arms, Elisa.” Her beautiful face was shedding tears as she begged, “Where are you going to run away with my child?” He even chases after me with cold eyes? ... I think running away is wrong. What should I do now? <<less

The man who must be killed. ... more>>

The woman with suspicious intentions.

❄❄❄

“I missed you.

To the point where I was desperate enough to find you and kill you with my own hands. Even though you tried to take my life, I couldn’t forget you. I was ready to sacrifice myself to find you. At least then I could see your face while I’m dying in your arms. I don’t think I’ll ever be ready to lose you.

Because I… I love you.”

❄❄❄

Myung, a patriotic spy vowing to avenge the death of her beloved brother, approaches Ryuta Ichikawa as the only daughter of a wealthy Japanese businessman. Before luring Takahiro Ichikawa and his son (Ryuta) to death, Myung must seduce Ryuta in order to obtain information for the patriots. Despite her clumsy and blantant approaches, Ryuta starts to develop a profound interest towards the woman. <<less

I shouldn't name my emotions. If I call it love, self-loathing follows, and it's too pitiful to call it hate. In the end, I'm the only one who's tired.... more>>

***

Jiyul lost her will to live after her mother's su*cide and spent her time locked up in her house until the new gardener, Cha Seontae, arrived at her yard.

"If it doesn't work out with that brother, how about this guy?"

He lightly and cheerfully steals Jiyul's gaze and shakes up her daily life....

***

"But why did you say that?"
"......"
"I can't figure out your intention no matter how much I think about it."

After staring at me wordlessly for a moment, he roughly ruffled his hair. The bangs that clung to his forehead fell unevenly behind him.

"You want me to tell you outright?"

I nodded my head coldly. I wanted to satisfy a different kind of curiosity.

"You know, seeing you like that made me feel the same way."
"...What?"
"The girl who used to be so innocent suddenly has that kind of expression. It made ma curious.”
"......"
"Of what happens when you get properly h**ny."

It was a crude answer beyond my expectations. <<less

The protagonist Vasily Ivanovich Kaminsky (Vasya) is the president of a private security company, but is the boss of the Red Mafia. He interests Eun-han with his handsome face and appearance that was enough to walk on the runway as a model.... more>>

The Lead Yoon Eunhan.

A money launderer who settled in Miami after many twists and turns and lives a good life. In front of the vicious Red Mafia boss Kaminsky, he trembles like a rabbit, but in fact, he is famous in the gay society as a demonic bottom.

Story

Yoon Eun-han, who left Korea when he was kicked out due to an unfortunate incident 10 years ago, is enjoying a stable life as a money launderer in Miami, USA.

The only unsettling factor in his life is his main customer, Red Mafia boss Vasily Kaminsky. In fact, in terms of appearance and body shape, he was a exactly Eun-han’s type, but unlike his monk-like appearance, he was the boss of a brutal mafia. He was someone who thought that getting rid of problems was easier than lifting a finger. He was afraid that he was interested in Eun-han, and after hearing information from his subordinate that Kaminsky is ‘Bi’, he raises his level of vigilance… but the goddess of fate was not so merciful to Eun-han.

Eun-han’s life, who prided himself on not committing any major crimes and living a modest life until now, suddenly turned upside down after 10 years and started to get more twisted after the appearance of his cousin Sung-han, and Kaminsky spurs his fate even more…

“Live wisely. okay?” <<less

She was reborn in the alien world and existed in the form of half-human and half-vampire. Unfortunately, she was recognized by neither race. Survival required... more>> disguise. As time went by, she found she was having a grand mission and she needed to save the world which would be dominated by the Magic Race. Right at this moment, the original owner of her body started coming to life and it was in no way an ordinary human being. <<less

“Please don’t leave me.”... more>>

After his family is slaughtered and his country is laid to ruins, Luciano, the prince of a grieved nation turns into a demon of vengeance. After all the evil deeds he commits, he finally faces the queen of the enemy country, Alana. Rather than begging for life, on the contrary, she pleads for her own death. Luciano, who has been stripped of his pleasure, forcibly embraces Alana and tries to make her suffer. However, as they spend more time together, his hatred turns into obsession and he begins to desire a future with her …. choosing to keep her alive for revenge. With that excuse, Luciano indulges in Alana, yet she still desires for an end…

The Prince of vengeance x the Queen who wishes for death, what is the future of the two trapped in their terrifying past? <<less

"Transmigration + Extreme Spoiling"... more>>

Ye Qiqi transmigrated into a book and became the beloved daughter of a tyrant. When she first met him, she was only five years old, kneeling in the center of the grand hall.

The handsome man in a dragon robe, known as the Great Tyrant, glanced at her with an extremely indifferent expression and said, "Where did this ugly thing come from? Drag her away and behead her."

The Beiming Emperor, Ye Jiyao, known as the Great Tyrant, had a cruel personality and ruthless methods. When he gets angry, he would even behead his own daughter.

Ye Qiqi didn't want to die as soon as she transmigrated, so she made up her mind to cling to her tyrant father's thigh.

"Father Emperor~ Hug me."

Looking at the soft lump clinging to his thigh, the Great Tyrant squinted his eyes and thought that it might not be a bad idea to keep this little thing in the palace.

As time went by, she became the most favored Seventh Princess of Beiming.

Later, when the Seventh Princess grew up, the Great Tyrant thought of finding her a good husband.

But he never expected that the daughter he had raised for seventeen years would catch the eye of the ambitious Crown Prince of an enemy nation.
——
The Crown Prince of the Ximing, Yan Cheng, had his country destroyed by the Great Tyrant when he was young. He had been plotting for decades in disguise, vowing to take the head of the Great Tyrant, Ye Jiyao. But he never calculated that he would genuinely fall for his enemy's daughter.

Later on, Yan Cheng, who was dressed in a dragon robe, cornered the blossoming young girl against the wall, and he smiled wickedly, "Qiqi, why are you trying to escape? Didn't you say you liked Brother Yan the most?"

(A soft and sweet, yet scheming little loli vs. a yandere and dark-hearted young man) <<less

This is the story of a woman using a group of men to step into the upper society. She'll use every means.

In Yun City, there are rumors about Young Master Huo being temperamental and extreme. He is cold-hearted and will kick any woman away if they get close to him. ... more>>

Little Fairy Wen was at loggerheads with Young Master Huo in her previous life.

Little Fairy Wen: "Can I suck up to you?"

"Scram."

That was expected. It would only be strange if Little Fairy Wen could succeed.

Not long later—

"Young Master Huo brought Little Fairy Wen to the countryside to watch shooting stars."

"Young Master Huo beat his love rival up so badly the latter is in the hospital."

Little Fairy Wen, the person involved, is pushed into a corner by Young Master Huo.

"I dare you to break up with me."

Little Fairy Wen smiles brightly. "You were the one who told me to scram."

The fierce Young Master Huo becomes a meek little puppy in the next second. "Don't break up with me. My life is yours from now on."

...

Wen Ruan died brutally in her previous life. Young Master Huo, who was terminally ill, collected her corpse and even laid into the crystal coffin with her after consuming poison.

Now that she's reborn, her goal is to tear the scumbags and b*tches apart, cure his illness, suck up to him, and become his precious little fairy.

[The Little Fairy who is sweet and delicate, meek and charming VS The temperamental Young Master Huo who is extremely faithful and only pampers the little fairy ] <<less

Twins, Henrietta and Federica, were orphaned at a very young age. When their father died, Henrietta promised him she would do everything to protect her twin sister. And that’s what she did. For next nine years, her world revolved around Federica. Until that day came when everything changed.... more>>

Four men appeared in their lives and disrupted it. They only wanted one thing - to take her sister. Because, according to them, Federica was the key to finding their true home. But she didn’t care about whatever excuses they gave. She wouldn’t just let them take away her sister.

But how could she fight them when her heart beat unnecessarily fast whenever one of them was around? That one with eyes as black as the night sky. <<less

-I’ve seen your eyes. I’ve never seen starlight again.... more>>

-Having tasted you, I’m not going to come back alive.

For the first time, I tasted the taste of licking honey on the tip of the knife.

From the day Xu Xingchun fell in love with her in junior high school.

Outside cold inside passionate X Simple-minded

A shattered mirror put back together <<less

“Mr. Bo, Mr. Bo… what would you do if I told you that I’m not actually a man, but a woman?” ... more>>

“What do you think?”

“...Let’s have a proper conversation, please let go of the belt, shall we?”   

******
Ye Xian transmigrated into a book about the entertainment industry, and became one of the members of a popular male group. The original soul disguised herself as a man and pestered the captain—male lead. Eventually, she died a tragic death in retaliation.  

Ye Xian: ?

As the most favored youngest daughter of the Ye Group, beautiful and androgynous, why would she seek death for a rotten man? 

So, the netizens were surprised by Ye Xian’s sudden transformation into a handsome man, attracting thousands of girlfriend fans to follow him like crazy.  

The group noticed Ye Xian started focusing on his career, and his followers broke through to ten million in a matter of minutes, then he won awards.  

The original male lead saw Ye Xian ignore him, but buzzed around his brother…

“Mr. Bo, this is the tea I asked someone to buy from Suzhou. Would you like to try it?”
“Mr. Bo, this is the sweet and sour fish I cooked from my own hands, would you like to taste it?”

Bo Tingshen was the main character’s brother, the top boss who backed the main character in the original story with countless resources around him. Naturally, Ye Xian wanted to hang on to this boss, so she could step on the giant’s shoulders, but the way this giant looked at her was becoming weirder and weirder…

Bo Tingshen gazed at the “young man” who was keeping busy around him. His eyes turned dark and secretive, then he captured her into his arms.   

Ye Xian stuttered in fright, “Mr. Bo… Mr. Bo, what are you doing?”
“I don’t want the food, I want you.”
“But I’m a man!”
“I like men.”
“Hey, let me tell you, I’m lying. I’m actually a woman!”
“I lied to you, too!”

Ye Xian wanted to sob, how could she get rid of the male lead easily, then, invite the male lead’s brother?  <<less

Himeno Eri was a 28 years old woman who was familiar with historical clothing due to her growing love for Gothic Fashion. ... more>>

On her trip to Germany, she got lost in another world at the goth festival she participated in.

She mistook a muscular grave keeper that she met as a festival participant. Letting her guard down, the place he brought her was an eerie graveyard…

On the other hand, Toden, the Grave keeper, had mistaken the lady in a pretty dress who suddenly appeared in front of him as a noble daughter. He swore absolute obedience and served her from his heart, yet Eri was completely oblivious to it.

The two, who couldn’t communicate at all, seek help from Scutt, the High Librarian who could speak all languages. But instead, Eri was told “You are in another world, and the s*ave of Toden.”

With the help of a grave keeper who never broke his obedience to Eri and a librarian who was always taking care of her, she began her life in another world where she didn’t know whether it was in easy mode or hard mode. <<less

I find myself transmigrated into Shin Sera’s body, the villainess in a soap opera who attempts to mu*der the female lead but ends up being tortured by the male lead. In order to survive, I decide to lay low and avoid unnecessary attention. However, it seems that my efforts have backfired.... more>>

Lee Ro-un, my rival in the succession competition, despises me. "Die unnoticed or silently suffer as if you're dead."

Cha Jae-eon, my fiancé who treats me as if I'm beneath him, ridicules me. "When did I say I'd stoop so low as to marry you? Do you think this situation is a joke?"

Seo Jeong-won, the cruelest character in the drama, reveals his vile desires. "Your red eyes are so captivating. I wonder how much more beautiful your tear-stained face would be."

I planned to survive strategically, employing the cunning tactics of a villainess. However, perhaps I tried too hard.

Unexpectedly, Lee Ro-un begins to exhibit a peculiar longing. "If I give you what you want, would you go through with the marriage?"

Cha Jae-eon, albeit a little late, starts showing interest. "Wouldn't it be better if we fulfilled our duties as fiancés from now on? That is, if you're willing."

Seo Jeong-won takes his obsession to new heights. "I would willingly crawl and lick the ground beneath your feet if it meant gaining your attention."

Now, I find myself entangled with these male leads, each with their own conflicting personalities. Was it a mistake to become involved with them, considering their unpredictable nature? <<less

A ruthless man, an indomitable soul, and an entanglement that was wrong.... more>>

Four years ago, she sent him to jail and was only appeased when he was executed.

Four years later, he dragged her into hell. Despite seeing her hurt, his resentment failed to subside. This was a carefully prepared revenge, yet a relentless one. Fu Shenxing had always thought that He Yan would be in his palm.

Ultimately, who is the prey? Look in front, don’t fantasize about the gentleman’s soft-heartedness. Look behind, don’t expect the heroine to let go. <<less

The swaying of lakes; the pleasures of life.... more>>

One is a master of martial arts who sees through the world’s emotions with a heart like a clear mirror.

Transcendent, pure and reclusive, born for the good of all, yet understands the truth of life.

As if everything is nothing, all but a vast emptiness.

A level of martial arts so great that it is in an other-worldly state. One could even consider him a god.

As the saying goes — perfection needs no decoration.

A unique and charming appearance.

A heart of ingenuity that kills all quarters.

However, Luo Xuan, who was like a pool of deep, still water, was injured by Liu Li’s emotional entanglement.

A love that drove one insane, even hate itself was a crazed feeling.

A fight between water and fire.

In the end, it was nothing but a loss for both sides.

A mere cloud of steam blown away by the breeze. <<less

After a year, Helian Chunfeng at last saw it again, that long-gone smile on Hua Baisu’s face — reckless and free, unrestrained and unobstructed — but it was at the time the other had resolutely sacrificed himself for him.... more>>

He always thought Hua Baisu ought to hate him. Just as he himself couldn’t overcome that obstacle in his heart all this time; likewise, as a man, how could the other willingly submit to be under him? But when the other was on death’s doorstep, uttering such sincere words, the sudden flood of pain and despair rising from the depths of his heart let him see the light: as it turns out, what lingered between them was never hatred, ah…

Perhaps Heaven took pity on this true love that was let down; Helian Chunfeng, unexpectedly, was reborn and returned to a few years ago. He finally realized what feelings Hua Baisu harbored all that time, voluntarily stranded in the imperial harem in the foreign land — and also how, for the sake of that ridiculous self-esteem of his, the other party took risk to conceive his flesh and blood for him, ultimately resulting in the pregnant and the unborn dying together in the finale.

Going through this life again, he can give up anything, his only wish being: let Hua Baisu be happy and worry-free, and live for a long, long time. <<less