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Tao Xiaodong had a blind brother. Tang Suoyan, gentle and calm, was his brother’s favourite doctor. As such, Tao Xiaodong loved Tang Suoyan as well.

Oftentimes, people lose sight of that which was easily gained.

Over the years, Tong Ning was so coddled by Tang Suoyan that he failed to appreciate how fetching this rare specimen was—dumping him without pause, and picking him up again when he had a change of heart.

Except, this time, he was a step too late. Tao Xiaodong had long made his move.

Tao Xiaodong looked at Tong Ning, telling him with a smile, “It doesn’t matter who Tang Suoyan used to be with. He’s mine now. As long as I don’t let go, you’ll never be able to take away what I hold onto.”

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Liệu nguyên
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Tattoo (Shared Universe)
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periperi rated it
January 3, 2022
Status: Completed
5 stars

A very nice mature love story between 2 older men. No prior knowledge of the other books in the same universe needed (I assume since I didn't read those and I could enjoy this all the same). Has some bittersweet elements towards to ending but overall a sweet story.

I wasn't sure where the overall storyline would be at because ... more>>

I thought it was easy to see the TXD had good intentions for TSY early on so they would get together earlier but a good chunk of the story was really TXD pursuing TSY and it does span a good time in the novel because TSY had just got out of a long term relationship. I actually liked that aspect because TXD was very respectful of it and never crossed any boundaries.


Regarding that third person in the summary that made the summary seemed a little confusing, major spoiler but

TN is TSY previous lover whom he was in a long term relationship in with. Tbh I was disappointed in TN. I suspect he might be on the ace spectrum because he was highly averse to s*x and that was fine if he didn't want to have s*x in the relationship (and there were many other things that ended it). But later on he reveals he never liked TSY (or somewhere along those lines), kind of crushing the past 13 years they spent together.


Spoiler regarding the position:

I actually thought TXD was the gong but... he's not, lol. Interestingly, he does mention that he usually isn't in that (shou) position but with TSY, he doesn't mind.


Ending spoiler:

TXD family line has a hereditary eye sight issue (losing eye sight) that he suddenly starts to get as well. I was starting to speed read the last few chapters so I may not have read it properly but didn't seem to grasp if it ended on a good or just hopeful note that TSY will find a cure/take care of him.


Overall, with both characters in their 30s, there is maturity in the characters that is like a breath of fresh air. <<less
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LeniSnow rated it
February 7, 2022
Status: --
So the ex after 13 years of relationship just told ML that he didnt like doing it and he feel repulse by it. What happebed to the 12 years that you didnt communicate and compromise. That's just taking for granted. I know people have different personalities and likes and dislike and he just happen to not like s*x but not conveying and putting ML aside everytime there is a problem is a big no. "I don't want to see you but I can't let you go" that is so s*upid.... more>> It's like you always assume ML will be waiting for you till you settle your self and he's always gonna be there. There is no sense of value. Not hating just not giving him respect in terms of relationships. Both of them was getting tired of this and ML especially, that's why he can't even remember what they were arguing about after few years of this setup. I can relate because I know someone like the ex, every argument leads to asking for a breakup then lots of coaxing then coming back together.

But that is where MC comes in. The unvalued ML finds someone who will cherish him. ML's parents raised him right but he just loved the wrong person. The ex was pampered and tolerated too much. <<less
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Rubyspecs rated it
June 8, 2022
Status: c60
A mature, heart warming, relaxing read, which will make you feel all comfortable. Close to reality with characters with their own struggles in life and emotions, and how it affects their dynamic and romance.

A beautiful healing read. Highly recommended.
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