This Damned Thirst for Survival

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《Devil》 tells the story of Chi You, the protagonist shou, who was killed by someone and cultivated for revenge with the help of Feng Li, the protagonist gong. When Jiang Luo woke up, he transmigrated into the body of the cannon fodder that killed the protagonist shou.

What’s even worse, he transmigrated at the time when the protagonist shou was already killed by the original body.

At the funeral, Jiang Luo was pushed in front of the coffin.

The deceased body of the protagonist shou in front of him was serene, with a smile at the corner of his lips. However, Jiang Luo knew that he had turned into a malicious spirit and was eyeing covetously at him.

The more dangerous it was, the calmer Jiang Luo became. When his desire for survival reached the critical point, he knelt on the ground with a puff, and forced himself to cry.

With his sincere emotion, he said: “Chi You, I love you so much. Please don’t leave me…”

The chilliness around him smothered slightly.

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Cái Mong Muốn Sống Chó Chết Này
TDTS
Ý Chí Sinh Tồn Chết Tiệt Này!
การเอาชีวิตรอดของตัวประกอบผู้สมควรตาย
这该死的求生欲[穿书]
這該死的求生欲[穿書]
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Dianille
Dianille rated it
March 15, 2022
Status: Completed
4.5/5

Good story, nice and relatively realistic enemy to lover development. When I say enemy, they're really seeking each other's blood. The horror is interesting enough but not too scary, other reviews say that the MC is OP, but I don't think he's too OP. After all, he did kill the main antagonist by ganging up against him.
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MilkTEA
MilkTEA rated it
January 6, 2022
Status: --
For the people who came from the summary and was disappointed by the first few chapters cos it was different. Power through to at least end of chapter nine to decide if its peaked your interest again. Things start to pick up after chapter nine.

Overall, while different from the impression the summary gives I think the novel is quite interesting. I will say though, it's abit janky in the beginning with the build up to explain the concept of the world. It's like a modern world with supernatural situations and... more>> there are schools that teach people with talent in shamanism, exorcism, etc how to solve those situations alongside modern police.

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In terms of some criticism between the relationship of the MC and ML. In my opinion the MC is in his right to want to kill the ML and vice versa. One wrongly bears the burden of someone else's sins, got punished for it by being killed 18 times [cue PTSD, paranoia] and constantly hovers between life or death because of ML (the MC) and the other had been cursed to an early grave (the ML, by the original Jiang Luo).

I personally think the beginning origins of the MC and ML's relationship is too tragic and bad it wouldn't make THAT much sense for them to end up together but that's only mainly cos I'm lowkey rooting for a ship that will never float - the protagonist gong Feng Li and MC.

Also the review about the MC being omnipotent and the ML always letting him win. Trust me he needs all the help he can get. The ML is practically a necromancer (that can also control the living) and can jump into body to body, honestly he could probably achieve immortality if he hasn't. Plus the ML is not that willing to let the MC die an easy death that's why he keeps giving some leeway to really see if he can escape again, it's like a cat and mouse game foreplay to him.

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For what it is, it's a solid 4. I must warn some readers tho, the tags don't show enough of the possible TW in this story, while it's not that descriptive and is only briefly mentioned readers who are more sensitive to TW's and are easily disturbed should proceed with caution. In my opinion it's not that bad but I can't speak for everyone else. <<less
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WordEater
WordEater
December 21, 2021
Status: c50
Status:

  • Translated chapter 5 done
  • MTL-ing 6th chapter and up
I love how intriguing the twists of the characterization of both characters. They both don't like to be the loser, lmaooo. They downplayed some of the gore-yness and morbidity of this novel, so don't shy away if you don't like horror. The delivery of the interrelations is nice, kind of sad with the truth about Chi You's fam and "friends" tho. Can we just- aaaahhhh Jiang Luo!!! This guy being so confrontational- I admire how he mocks and takes advantage of Chi You... more>> being "dead" to make up stories. Chi You on the other hand, still needs to catch up with our main character's slippery feats. I hope the score between the two is not that predictable. Power imbalance is hot but having someone who is the only sole authority with a say or strength in a relationship is not.

That said...

Awkward! Too awkward in terms of emotional response??? I don't know if it was just because I MTL-ed it but I feel complicated when going through scenes with Jiang Luo pretending to like Chi You especially since other people don't find it strange.

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Bro, it took him what? Days of scolding Chi You and then one moment of crying makes you dispel your suspicion on him? I know it was the OG who did the initial actions but what the heck. And it was right after Lu Yi told him that he better cry if he did not kill Chi You? What even is this logic? If you mourn that means you are not the mu*derer? I feel so sorry for "Chi You" if he really died. Imagine having almost all of your attendees acting on your funeral like it's some kind of comedy sketch stage.

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As for Feng Li banishing Jiang Luo's "beloved", Jiang Luo's too composed and eager to be his disciple right after that scene? That boy who claimed he will do everything to "avenge" Chi You and that he believe that Chi You will not hurt him. That guy who eagerly defended Chi You, just passively watch as his future master summons Chi You and tried to eliminate him. There's not even fluctuations, haaah, he's not even committed to pretending Chi You means something to him.

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Rabbitreader
Rabbitreader rated it
March 3, 2023
Status: c237
Balances humor and drama really well. Smart protagonist that is powerful but not OP. Honestly my favorite novel that I've read in awhile even with MTL. I really hope this gets officially translated someday cause I'd love to own every volume.
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En-Jay99
En-Jay99 rated it
March 2, 2023
Status: Completed
Messy but fun. When the novel is properly translated and something better than the MTL is available, it'll be even better. Power of love? Sure. But the power of friendship is stronger 🎉

I liked the MC, his loyalty and affection for his friends stops the novel from becoming some tr*shy grim dark nonsense. Yea MC and ML are both messed up, but difference is MC only messes with ML and people who mess with him, ML just wants carnage and death. Watching these two tear at each other was interesting,... more>> they both show their worst sides and also by doing so their limits and beliefs. Someone you can show your best and worst to.

I don't like the ML, he's not very likeable, but parts of him are admirable and I feel like giving him more backstory would just woobify him and ruin his character. Don't pity him, he knows what he's done. His love for the MC chains him and sets him free.

(also the person on the cover is the MC >.< he's so cool! First time I've seen the MC beat the ML and actually win instead of the novel just flipping it and making the ML too OP and constantly fooling the MC) <<less
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arcturus1
arcturus1
February 10, 2023
Status: Completed
10/10

There was both plot and comedy and the romance wasn't bad either. The MC making things up about his relationship in the beginning was great. It's a fun read overall.
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Orangespie
Orangespie rated it
November 8, 2022
Status: --
I’m sick, this novel is too good. It gave me a rush of emotions and I never stopped laughing through all of them, sadness, fear, anger, disappointment, and so much laughter and joy. I’ve read many novels but I don’t think I’ve ever read one where the two main characters never got boring

I don’t think I’ve read a novel where I could ease through it like a breeze. This novel has its flaws but I think the amazingness of it out-weights all that. I am bittersweet to realize its done,... more>> I am bittersweet to part from these insane lunatics who stole my attention and made me read so intently.

This novel was an amazing read and I do not regret picking it up for a second. <<less
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MILK99
MILK99 rated it
October 24, 2022
Status: Completed
The MC and the ML have so much chemistry it's insane. Every chapter you turn to leaves you hanging for more, and what and how they're going to retaliate against each other whenever they face off. This is because they're legitimate enemies, this isn't like academic rivals or whatever (there is nothing wrong with that, by the way, disclaimer), they genuinely hate each others guts at first and do plan multiple ways to kill each other (especially MC). Best "Enemies to Lovers" book,

I've also read this authors other work... more>> and personally it didn't catch me as much as this work of hers did.

The arcs are very well written and have kept my attention really well, especially because I tend to doze a bit! Side characters are very loveable and have decent character-building throughout the entire story too! That Teng-Bi extra really made me shed some tears (of happiness, and sadness, of course!).

I MTL-ed the entire story and read the extras on Tea Novels. I recommend others do the same too if they're struggling to find the extras somewhere else! <<less
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Couldnt_Tell_Ya
Couldnt_Tell_Ya rated it
October 17, 2022
Status: Completed
Great story. Love the characters and the way they're portrayed in the story.

The MC and ML have great interactions. I couldn't wait to read about each time they meet each other. Each of the side characters in the story has a good spread of character-building. The different arcs are all very interesting and kept my attention throughout.

Now, the downside:

I think this story was mtled by Tea Novels and it's something that they don't even disclose in their summary. There are a lot of terms and names that kinda get mixed... more>> in with each other.

Spoiler

For example, they say Yu Guang a lot randomly in the text, but it's not a name, it's just a mistranslation for glancing.

They also mix up pronouns all the time. And on a personal note, they coulda translated some names better.

Sai Liaoer is a foreign guy and their name is supposed to be Cyril (dummynovel translator) or Zyler (imo).

and the "fatalist" man, the translation cant seem to decide on a name for him.

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So be warned that this story will be a little rough to read, but if you can get over these hurdles, I promise it's worth it. <<less
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mYboiS
mYboiS rated it
September 1, 2022
Status: Completed
Damned, finally finished lol!

Nice story plot! Kind of a ghost/spirit exorcist, mystery solving, magic theme.

MC transmigrated into a story into the body of the guy that killed the protagonist, ML.

... more>> ML then came back as a powerful evil spirit to kill MC. ML and MC both hated each other and tried to destroy one another.

Both are OP. I really liked MC's personality. And ML with his arrogant personality matched well with MC.

A slow burn enemy to lover story. Though I wished it was developed a little bit more deeper. It seemed like ML was to pe*verted and MC just fell for him because he was pe*verted lol! But yeah, plot of story was good. A little bit of twist and all the interesting characters made the story great and interesting!!

It's a happy ending. People who should have died, died. 😁 A satisfying ending for MC. It fitted him well as it made him able to be with ML. I loved it! ❤ This would be a great novel to turn into a live action film or anime! Make it BL, of course❤🤗

Translations was copied right from MTL with maybe 7% edited only. Lol. However, it's not bad, still readable. So yeah, thank you Tea Novel!

Well be looking forward to more projects from this author!! Thanks for a great novel! 🥰 <<less
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Manticores
Manticores rated it
August 12, 2022
Status: Completed
First of all-

5 stars for the story!!

2.3 stars for the translation...

... more>> Indolent Purple’s translation is great! It was just enough to get me completely hooked! But other than them, with the other groups it pretty much seems to be hardly better than mtl. Had to do a lot of re reading sentences and often times would just put off reading because I didn’t want to deal with it. Genuinely surprised I finished it, which leads me to!!!! The!!! Story!!!

As I said this novel hooked me from the get go! I don’t know if this is just a specific niche I’ve discovered just with this novel but the whole set up seemed entirely unique and refreshing to me. I liked the plot lines and the side characters and most of all, every escalating meeting between our protagonists. It just was a very fun time for me! And definitely a true enemies (underlined) to lovers relationship, for sure read those tags and be prepared for them to be violent as hell towards one another. Speaking of I thought MC and ml’s development was *chef kiss* their growing relationship felt very true to them and handed excellently. Not to mention was sooooo satisfying. One thing I do wish for would be more content with the side characters. At the start of the story it really states them as being a big part of the story and very heavily involved. But at some point it just kinda seemed like they were shelved for awhile and didn’t really get much development. Like they were only there to be useful on the occasion MC needed to ask them to do something for him. Idk felt like they were done a bit dirty after being set up as such lovable friends that are there enough in the beginning for you to get attached to them and love them only for them to not be relevant that often? But yeah other than that being my one story wise vent, I definitely recommend this novel. Especially if indolent purple ever picks it up again but for that we’ll have to see. <<less
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Foreveralone
Foreveralone rated it
June 26, 2022
Status: Completed
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Ok so, first of, I REALLY like the story. The concept is interesting, the enemies to lovers is spot on (like, in other novel's I've seen they had it be like, I don't like you -> but lets make out because plot -> now I suddenly like you.) but this one starts off great cuz they HATE each other from the start. MC has a respect for ML as a character fro a story he can see how his brain works, cause they're actually quite similar at the core. However, once he's in the novel, he realizes "crud. To stay alive, I gotta act crazy to be interesting and not have him insta kill me." but then sh*t happens

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ML tortures him in a dream and kills him 18 times, which understandably has the MC a bit unhinged after that. Rather than just wanting to stay alive, he now wants ML to pay.

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and they become real enemies rather than the veil of the novel separating characters. Now, it's personal. Sadly, the translation after the first few chapters quickly becomes more like mtl. I understand they probably did their best and heck, did better than what I could do, but the story gets pretty confusing. I'm at chapter 136 now and I'm kinda just waiting for it to be done. Not cuz its not interesting, but because I can't keep up. Some character's names have changed, I still dont know if 3 characters are male or female, and some scenes are ruined by an unfitting word in a serious moment. I KNOW I'm missing context for things and its heartbreaking :c I can guess by now where the story is probably gonna go, I just want to see if I'm right or not. I might update my review when done, might not -shrug- if this is tldr, I can try putting up some bullet points of my opinions below.

TLDR:
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Nice concept
MC doesn't get stuck in the "this is just a novel" trope that happens often with transmigration stuff. He's here and its real and he knows it.
Enemies to lovers has actual tension between both. ML doesnt kill at the start not cuz he doesnt want to, but cuz he can't for reasons unknown. By the time he can, MC is crasy enough to keep him on his feet and get his attention.

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Translation drops off quick
it feels really slow from chapter 40-70 and again from 72-130
I still don't know if

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Li sha

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is a son or daughter. I assume daughter? Maybe? Probably???
"grass" you'll understand what I mean later.

All in all, i'd say give it a read, if you cant keep up, no shame in dropping, but if you start you might find you like it c:

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Edit: With the new translation, I can finally understand what's going on and I absolutely love it <3 gotta be onna my GOAT reads. I love how the enemies to lovers trope is played out. Like, they aren't rivals, in a petty disagreement, casual enemies.. No. They're ACTUALLY trying to kill each other for more than half the story. I like how the romance came in too. It felt natural & fit wonderfully. Even together, they're still at eachother's throats XD all in all, 5* Have, can, and will read again!
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AliceJ
AliceJ rated it
June 14, 2022
Status: Completed
HOLY! This is a 5 across the board! I don't read bad translations but I just couldn't stop reading this novel lol.

My previous Chinese novels reads have helped in understanding many messy parts of this MTL so the translation wasn't too bad.

about the novel: This has to be one of the best Bls out there! At least from the ones I've read.

... more>> It's a slow burn, I mean who doesn't like a slow burn right? The progression of their relationship was so smooth I didn't even notice it lmao.

I love and I mean I LOVE the friends, especially Teng Bi and Luo Youyi's friendship
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Teng Bi somehow always making me cry especially when Jiang Luo left him in the underground and he was like "are you leaving me, my friend?" And ofc when he died T-T

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the mysteries are nice too, the horror-comedy combo was done nicely and it's very engaging!

i totally recommend this novel even if you don't like horror! <<less
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Smtha
Smtha rated it
May 20, 2022
Status: Completed
This story is really great! But I do wish there’s an proper translation for it. This novel was only (maybe edited mtl) , if it’s properly translate I am sure it’s more fascinating to read.
The MC is really badass and sometimes even cruel to ML. Lol more evil than evil spirit. But even though he is bad, he is kinda good to his new friends. But the contrasts of his personality maybe due to his childhood, but later on his op-ness may feel abit too much, maybe he transmigrated that his gold finger. ML hmm he is a evil spirit, very pure one. Lol, just he taste MC psychotic ‘ love ‘, he is hook, sink and line. Their background quite tragic hence their personality. But I am glad author includes side story or their friends, which make it more wholesome. But I wish there’s someone can pick this up and translating this better. But anyway it’s a very recommended read. Thank you
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Staringatastar
Staringatastar rated it
May 16, 2022
Status: Completed
This is an amazing story mixed with kinky romance, so enjoyable on all fronts.

The story is addicting - it's a subtle infinite flow horror story with many surprising mini stories that are richly described and unique. With each arc, more of the overall story gets revealed, until you finally see the corruption in the current society. At the same time though, you also fall in love with the world and hope there is really a way to save it.

The romance is definitely not going to be to many people's tastes.... more>> There's a lot of mutual goading and testing. However, I think the fact that both characters can almost equally compete with each other is so refreshing. They're both so crazy that they're perfect for each other. I think such a relationship would be exhausting and borderline toxic in real life, but it's dynamite in this novel. <<less
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Fisukisuki
Fisukisuki rated it
May 15, 2022
Status: Completed
It deserve to have a Donghua.

Anyway, First, don't be scared of the tags in NU. It was all true. But the story is more than just those simple tags.

Our MC is not an Anti-Hero type. But also not the Loving and Caring toward Everyone type either. He also wasn't a Grey person. He has his own Moral and Belief. What he feels toward the World he's in, toward other people, and toward ML, is all based on what he experiences around them.

He is Smart but not Know-it-all type.... more>> He's close to OP but he's NOT OP, and so is ML. His power based on his Determination and the teaching he get and from things he want to learn.

Most of his Characteristics with being Smart, Cunning and Confident, usually he would be the Anti-hero or Indifferent and Apathetic protagonist, but he's NOT!

He LOVE the Friendship he has in this world. The people who become his friends, he cares about them so much. He won't let his friends killed! He wasn't blinded by friendship because the good thing is; all his close friends is also a very good friends and good people!!!

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What about the relationship between MC and ML? THIS what make this Novel also Super Exciting and somewhat Funny!

The way MC LIED about his relationship with ML and Everyone Believed it! With MC's knowledge about ML's personality, he knows this Lies would make ML interested in him rather than immediately kill him.

The HATE turned into Excitement - Dislike - more Excitement and then FEELINGS. Where they can't bear living without the other but with lots of Confusion and Denial at the beginning. Not in Angsty way, but in Exciting and even somewhat Funny. Things between them NEVER ANGST!!!

Also, It might be Horror novel, but MC and ML's first time is Comedic!!! LMAO 😆
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ML was literally Innocent of s*x Knowledge. When he watch s*x scenes. And then finally know what the real things like. His eagerness made MC laughed because [... ]. But also, MC may know the theory, but was feeling the pain with his own of zero experience.

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Sweet spoiler:

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"But no matter how heavy it is, " said the evil spirit, "I will not put you down." 💘💘💘💘💘

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Anyway, before the main story end, we already get confirmation of their relationship! It's NOT ambiguous. It's Solid Relationship and a Sweet Spicy one! Absolutely WONDERFUL and PERFECT!!! They're ABSOLUTELY PERFECT FOR EACH!!! They MEANT TO BE WITH EACH OTHER!!!

I AM. TRULY IN LOVE WITH THIS NOVEL, AND FOREVER LOVING IT WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, MY ETERNAL LOVE, FOR THE ETERNITY AND BEYOND!!!!! <<less
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KshinT
KshinT rated it
May 12, 2022
Status: c86
I got bored, the novel should not have taken 200+ chapters. It's not even the problem with my stamina when reading novels. It's just that the plot did not need that extra 100 chapters. The push and pull between the leads was exciting to read bit the fact that there's still uncertainty about their feelings even after 150 chapters is annoying. Also side characters are indistinguishable from each other did not help that the translation was edited mtl. It just seems excessive and doesn't really immerse the reader in this... more>> novel. For example Tai Sui by priest has about 200 chapters as well but it keeps the reader interested because it has good world and character building and the events that happened can be seperated into arcs that last more than 10 chapters. In this novel every problem gets solved in 5 chapters or less. The main characters don't go through any external hardship which makes it hard for the reader to see their growth. Same thing with ORV (Omniscient Reader Viewpoint) its ard 500 chaps with extras and it keeps the readers engaged and emotionally involved because we experience their hardships and heartbreaks with them. The side characters have their own personalities that aren't 2 dimensional for example in this novel there was a repeat mention of MC friend being super rich and innocent minded which is basically their only character trait. In ORV, MC friend/teammate went through life only following instructions because he thought that was the only thing he was good at but eventually he found someone he fiercely wanted to protect and he started gaining independence with his own thoughts instead of having to be instructed by someone else. The character had tangible morals and goals which were expressed in the novel. In conclusion, this had alot of potential and I can see why there are so many 5 star reviews although I fail to understand why. The idea is great fantastic even its just the execution was dull and deprived of its full potential. <<less
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Niannanmoshi
Niannanmoshi rated it
May 11, 2022
Status: --
This novel is good, I like it. The funny thing is that the MC is so dense🤣 about his feelings with the ML.

My most favorite part is that when they beat each other and then suddenly became sweet (but bloody). For the example, the so-called-date but full of terror and blood that was created by the ML (killing people in the dream world and then turning the MC friends into a ghost just for them to see that the MC and ML kissing each other, and show that the... more>> MC is all his) ghad I was laughing at that part especially the embarrassment of MC🤣🤭 after she woke up from the dream hahahaha.

The Main Characters are both psychopath hahaha but that's what makes the story interesting and good. I like the interaction of side characters and main characters.

Still waiting for the MC to beat Ge Wuchen (Ml's subordinate) since he was the one whose responsible and suggestor of the date plan of ML for MC.😃

For those who have a second thought in reading this novel its your lose hahahha. Do not be fool in the description, remember both the main leads are crazyyyyyy but entertaining 🤣😂 <<less
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AinE.520
AinE.520 rated it
April 22, 2022
Status: Completed
This was gooooood. I love the enemy-to-lovers trope so this novel was perfect. The chemistry between the MC and ML is fantastic! The tension and interactions, so spicyyyy! I absolutely loved that the both of them wanted to kill each other and attempted to mu*der on multiple occasions! The ending was also very satisfying. In all I'm glad I read this novel♡
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Chipmunkch33k5
Chipmunkch33k5 rated it
April 19, 2022
Status: c234
It’s been a while since I’ve read a damn good horror novel with actually scary yet exciting twists at almost every turn.

I also LOVE that this couple started their journey as concrete enemies; they never piled their punches not even once and it’s an exhilarating experience!

I’m honestly tempted to not wait so I can binge read the rest and just read as it updates... oof ≧ω≦
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