The Girls Who Traumatized Me Are Glancing at Me, but I’m Afraid It’s Too Late.

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I’m Yukito Kokonoe, and I’m the one who had the worst luck with women. My mother abandoned me, my sister hated me, and my childhood friend, who I thought she had feelings for me, rejected me before I could tell her, and then lied to me when I was heartbroken. As a result, I found myself completely emotionally broken, and it was too late to do anything about it. But that was strange. For some reason, I feel like the women who traumatized me are glancing at me. Yeah, I must be imagining it!

This is a love comedy about a boy who has been hurt too much and too late, and the women who have hurt him, in a misunderstanding that starts too late and never starts at all. “Love? What’s that, can I eat it?”

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Ore ni Trauma wo Ataeta Joshi-tachi ga Chirachira Mite Kuru kedo, Zannen desu ga Teokure desu
俺にトラウマを与えた女子達がチラチラ見てくるけど、残念ですが手遅れです
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48 Reviews


jugglusjuggler
New jugglusjuggl
Sep 15, 2021
Status: c14
This novel hits home a lil bit too close for me. I can't believe I'm actually sympathizing for the MC. We may have different background and causes but we ended up being in the same situation in the end. Minus the weird ass harem tho thank god. Binge reading the hell out of this onw today
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Kurohimesama
New Kurohimesama
Sep 01, 2021
Status: c17
Not too far into the novel yet but I need to talk about some glaring issues.

The MC is supposed to be traumatized and broken or w/e, but the way he talks comes off moreso as some chuunibyou character trying to be dark and cool. It's comical.

His thought process is something that could only possibly come from the mind of the otaku author who probably has never had any experiences with deep meaningful thoughts or interactions with women. Strictly speaking, the MC comes off as someone with severe autism with the... more>> way he interacts and misunderstands to such a severe degree.

I can still somewhat maintain my suspension of disbelief to enjoy the interesting parts of the story, but the author is giving me a really hard time feeling any sort of sympathy for such an unbelievable main character. <<less
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Tobi
Tobi
Apr 19, 2021
Status: c63
It's a very... sad JP novel, it's not romance or anything like that. It's basically a journey of a broken whimsical man who lost his emotion from tragic past. The people around him love him, but the things they did to him in the past was so tragic that I couldn't help but go f*ck these guys.

The Main Character, the character who I respect deeply. Even when growing up in that kind of environment, he still manages to have a kind spirit. Even when heartbroken he knows when to take... more>> a step back and let it be. He is definitely not a typical Japanese MC I have to say. Out of all the characters in this novel, he's someone who I just want to be happy.

To be honest, most of the characters in this novel I despise, because I am seeing this from a 3rd person perspective, the sh*t they did to Yukito infuriates me, even more the fact most of them actually love the MC. BUT MAN, I just wanted Yukito to just never let them get their redemption arc, but this is Yukito's journey to finding himself, finding his emotions back, f*cking the characters over by just ignoring them will never happen. <<less
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Rampaging Dragon
Rampaging Dr
Apr 26, 2021
Status: c63
In terms of literature that I have read, I can say without a doubt that this story is barely above average when it comes to the language used.

However, the author honestly is a genius when it comes to putting his main character through the blender just for the heck of it. The MC being broken is played out as nothing more than a joke but once we sit back and think about the situations that made him that way, we can just how bad things are. On its own, one... more>> or two of these events won't be that troubling but the way they stack on each other rips apart any hope that our poor MC might have had.

Edit: I didn't think the Mc's life could get any more f*cked up than it already was and boy was I wrong. I have a legit doubt whether the author hates the MC or not at this point. It's almost as if the author is taking out his hatred for the traditional harem MC on the poor lad. <<less
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SeventhTale
SeventhTale
Apr 23, 2021
Status: c50
This novel is not just simply about romance or "guilt trip". This is about how the MC will heal the relationships that was broken by others either by accident or unintentionally.

First, lemme warn you that the MC has a quirky way of monologue and dialogue. There's a reason for that. That one is like one of his defense mechanism.
Spoiler

Someone made him like that so he won't kill himself

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The MC is already broken, he's pessimist when it comes to relationship with other people. Because of misunderstanding and the past, he unconsciously don't give a chance to everyone who want to correct their relationship.

Now, about the 4 girls who hurt him. This is a minor spoiler but here's the reason why. The childhood friend hurt the MC because of her pride, the other girl classmate because of her mistake and bad coincidence, the sister because of her childishness, and the mother because of cowardliness.

Spoiler

Also, it's not only those 4 girls who hurt him.

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The first 10 chapters are about the background, the next 10 are about the past accidents which will make you hate some of the characters, and the next ones are about how the MC will slowly heal and the storm (in a good way) that will happen after that. When I was reading how the MC slowly change himself, I don't care anymore who he ends up with, because he realized that he have so many ally around him. I'm glad for him and others that everything become what it should be.

The current state of the MC in the latest chapter is he's starting to change, but just because he's changing, doesn't mean everything will become all right. The current arc which is named "Love or Sin" is about their current relationship.

Spoiler

Yea, you might think at a glance that everything is already all right, but nope. The over affection that the girls give to the MC is like their way of atonement. The MC said that he liked his childhood friend back then because they're equal. But now, they're not, same with the other girls. As they still seeking for redemption so the MC is on the higher standing currently. The MC already forgives them (or maybe he thought he did), so the step those girls need to do is to forgive themselves. Though I don't think it's all applied to them. For example the mother, she's pouring a lot of affection, that she don't care no matter what type of love it is, to pay for all the years she didn't show her love to the MC.

That's why the current chapters are like harem but maybe not. Every girl who is affectionate to the MC has a reason, but not really an ulterior motive.

Even though the MC currently understand the he's not hated. He still thought that he was hated back then. Misunderstandings are not completely solved. He went back from negative to zero, so he's just starting again. To gain his emotions and to correct the broken relationships.

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If you read Pure Love x Insult complex, the feeling that I get on the MC here is kinda the same with the MC there, though not completely. They are both broken for a bit different reason but they have people around them that is their ally that can support or heal them.

This is not perfect, and this is a kinda depressing but heartwarming novel, but I will still give it 5/5 because it managed to make an impact to me. My only complain here is that the balance of bad things is greater than the good things.

Edit: As of now, I'm dropping this, not because it's bad but because it's depressing. Even though there are heartwarming moments the author will give a flashback of another trauma which makes this story like "unable to move-on".
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Grerutin
Grerutin
Apr 15, 2021
Status: --
it's bad.

i knew that this was going to be cheesy wish fulfilment + misundertandings, eg "please go out with me", "whaaaat!!?! You want to out out with ME!?! I WIL-" "oh, your huge reaction means you dont want to go out with me..... bye".

An example like above is already pushing it, but the MC is even weirder. He just says random things out of the blue, and then goes "i know... im too weird, arent i....". the 'pick me' boy is JUMPING out. I know that this is fiction,... more>> but there is NO ONE who, if someone introduces themselves to the class yells "f*ck YOU DEMON", would be intrigued.

they'd be the weird kid trying to be quirky to be interesting. <<less
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Vandille
Vandille
May 16, 2021
Status: c22
This is shallow drama and a whole lot of guilt trips, it's fine in that aspect because I'm sure that's what the author intended it to be.

But this is overrated, it isn't depressing, not to that point of gripping your heart, it just makes you frown slightly, yet people describe this as the next gen drama, (maybe a slight overstatement but you know what I mean)

The MC is nonsense, his so called personality is a wet sock, he barely feels like someone who actually went through a trauma... more>> because of his dumb one liners like "F●●k you demons!" Like ??, I don't exactly know what it's like to have a traumatic experience but, I'm sure none are as ret*rded as this guy, he jumps from A to E, he becomes the biggest edgelord when around a woman and just a huge turnoff when everything directed to the protagonist are heart eyes and tits.

This isn't the perfect sad drama, yet people say so, it's a story that cannot decide wether it wants to be light hearted or a heavy story, but right now, it's just cheap wish fulfillment, the protagonist takes no action to fix himself and acts like he can't do anything about it. It's a harem in where the male is the perfect description of erectyle disfunction <<less
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Villoge
Villoge
Apr 25, 2021
Status: c26
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Story is about a boy dealing with the trauma of dealing with women who have hurt him in the past.

Started fine, very interesting with speculating how he could deal with all of this but most of the action came from the women who hurt him.

Then it started veering off to weird areas.

Spoiler

Sister kissing him, aunt lusting over him, childhood friend striping infront of him, the list goes on.

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Now those themselves aren't things that will immediately turn me off from this novel (Although I have a slightly lower opinion because of it ngl) but without those weird interactions, what are we left with?

An MC trying to cope with an unknown feeling of loneliness and worthlessness by doing what? Acting like a clown?

Currently he's on the path of self discovery which just leads to more girls being the fault.

Its hard for me to empathize with the MC because he acts so erratically. And then he forgives most of them after a simple apology? Is this trauma? Or is this just a small thing that he was hurt by that just needed a quick apology for?

Overall, just feels like he is a sociopath that I cannot understand but I guess that was also the point of No longer human (novel). But unlike the complete self destruction of the MC due to his inability to understand other people like in No longer human, his "recovery" from the "trauma" he is inflicted from a handful of girls doesn't sit right with me. It may be because he has barely done anything that is worth me mentioning. I can't think of one stand out thing he did that was relevant to his growth as a character. It was mostly in response to what the girls did.

Also its hard to call it trauma if he keeps going back for more.

Also whats with the amount of kissing and weirdly sexual things he subjected to? I feel that's more traumatizing than anything the girls did. This is probably the most off putting thing in the novel. If the sexual stuff isn't meaningful, why is it even there?

I have mixed feelings about the girls.

Childhood friend

Spoiler

Her role is to be pain inducer number 1.

Her case is fine but shallow.

She rejected him by saying there is someone else she like which was a ploy to get him to be jealous.

Okay why does this even phase him?

At that point in time, his sister tried to kill him already. I find it hard to believe someone who can steel his way through an attempted murder and his sister stating her wishes for him to disappear would be phased by a simple rejection.

Now how does this small plot line get resolved? After trying to tell him it was a lie, the only way she got through to him was to strip down.... Naked... And kissed him... And started crying while begging for forgiveness...

Why did she have to be naked? Her crying and breaking down in front of him would have sufficed.

Did I miss something? Or does the MC need some sort of sexual arousal to feel anything?

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Basketball girl

Spoiler

All she did was reject him.

Why does she even exist? You can take her out and it wouldn't affect anything.

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Sister

Spoiler

This one is juicy

She actually tried to kill him.

She then stated to the young boy that she wanted him to disappear.

Now this was exciting and was worth the wait.

This seemed like a major point that could actually screw someone up.

She frequently appears in the novel to defend her brother and their strained relationship is interesting.

It goes too far after she decided to kiss him though, that was weird.

I feel like this should have been the first 3 volumes, the other girls were boring and could be done later.

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Student council president

Spoiler

Falsely accused him of r*pe and pinned him down after he tried to help her friend that was being mol*sted by some old man on the train.

Okay fine, how is this resolved?

She tries to make up for it by telling him infront of the student body to have s*x with her... What does this even accomplish?

The shock factor is there but huh? How does someone even come to this conclusion?

Then one of her crazed fans gets him suspended because of another misunderstanding.

(Well I get a kick out of thinking that the fan's dad actually got him suspended and he ain't a girl. :^])

Then the fan offered to leave the school to atone?

In the end he forgave her and wanted them to be friends? How the... What? The MC thought process through this made no sense to me.

Where did she earn his trust?

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Mom

Spoiler

To busy to take care of him.

She feels bad because she wasn't there when he needed her the most.

Pretty vanilla I think.

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I wonder whats the point of throwing in a handful of girls that hurt him without giving them a volume of story to back up their role in traumatizing the MC. Feels shallow to go through the girls so quickly.

If the author is just going to introduce girl, hurt him, and somehow get forgiven while offering something sexual to him, who am I suppose to be interested in? I know the MCs MO, but introducing minor characters that act as some sort of raisin for popeye to get stronger is going to get stale fast. In fact, I feel like its already getting to that point.

Now because it is early on I won't be dropping it. I want to read to at least chapter 50 before coming to a decision.

Current rating: 2.5/5
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SolarSunrise
SolarSunrise
May 31, 2021
Status: c26
What kind of f*cking insane crackhead wrote this shit? I really enjoyed this story up until chapter 26 where everything went to dogshit. There were already some signs of the author's insanity earlier in the story, but I just ignored it and moved on. Moving on to chapter 26.
Spoiler

WTF??? His aunt casted a "little spell" on him to restrict his emotions??? I don't remember this being a fantasy novel. Then they took a bath together afterwards. With his aunt. Then chapter 26 ends with the aunt saying she's fallen in love with him? Like WTF?? The only reason I didn't give this 1 star is because everything before chapter 26 was good. IDK WHAT HAPPENED TO THIS STORY HOLY SHIT

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Renjuuichi
Renjuuichi
Apr 09, 2021
Status: --
I already read the raw (ongoing) and boy, its really good.

Spoiler

the MC himself didn't realize that he's already broken inside, while people around him always woried about him

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this novel have good development of character.
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oatesi
oatesi
Jun 03, 2021
Status: c30
Meh is just meh. The MC is is a whitney bit*h and all of his issues wouldnt exist if he just bloody listened or faced them head on they arent even that bad.

He does change at the end of v2 but its just too sudden for someone who's truly traumatized.
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the worst imo was the basket ball girls but that was only due to timing, it really wasnt that bad, just typical embarrassed teenager things.

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All the characters are way to forlorn it's like reading the monologue of some over written thespian.

Did I mention that the MC is litterally the center of the universe? Deputed his imagined problems the whole world is obsessed with him and his depression, if you can call it that.
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dearyabai
dearyabai
Jul 30, 2021
Status: c28
Really cringe and weird. The MC has like no personality and he always says things that are out of context and super unfunny. Like what does "f*ck you demons!" even mean??? And his personality changes when he's next to a girl, he's a carbon copy of a pick me boy I see on IG fishing for compliments every day.
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RDProduction
RDProduction
May 22, 2021
Status: c24
Well it is unique, that is for sure.

I am currently enjoying it because I love the theme of being "misunderstood" as a premise for the story.

Now the MC is a little dumb, but he is likable because deep down he just wants the best from his trope.

... more>> ... now if only his love for his mom and sister won't turn into incest, I will keep this review 5 star.

Update 6/26. Dang it really happened. Nah, still 5 stars though. Look, you'll either really like the story with the dark slice-of-life theme or really really hate it. If you think it is a typical romcom, then be prepared. The story gets intense. <<less
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BaldTortoise596
BaldTortoise
Apr 14, 2021
Status: c69,420(XD)
A story on top-classed women using bottom-of-the-barrel pick-up techniques, and the unlucky guy, who had been targeted by these non-outstanding moves, thus being entirely emotionally broken by it.

... more>>
Spoiler

Everything was completely the women's fault. I mean, who, in the world, uses the "oh, sorry. I'm already going out with S-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-s-sempai"? Why not just whip out your c*ck and say, "sorry, I'm actually a vegan" or something?

And then there's basket-b*tch. Yeah, she a b*tch. The end.

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Don't be alarmed, however. As there is one saving grace. And it is, drum roll, please:

Spoiler

The mother!!!

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Jk, it's the sister!!!

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Jk for the previous jk, it's Aphro-Senpai (forgot her name, lol) !!!

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Okoron
Okoron
Aug 15, 2021
Status: c60
Let's get this out of the way first: This is NOT a novel that is based on common logic and a normal mentality. Also, for those that aren't into certain themes, like sexual interactions - ... more>>
Spoiler

I don't know how this will end up, since it isn't tagged, but this is very heavily centered around incest. His Aunt straight-up admits to loving him as a man and has monologued she wants raw sex. His sister doesn't even try and hide it and kisses him, stays in his room almost naked, and tries to seduce him. His mother has gone so far off the deep end in regret, she takes baths with him, goes on dates, sleeps with him in her underwear and has decided that if he ever wanted to, she would let him f*ck her, etc.

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With that out of the way, as someone who hates angst and edgy material, I'm somehow drawn to this novel. So much so that I stayed up all night reading 60 chapters in one go. Something that I haven't done in a LONG time for a Japanese novel. It's not exactly good writing, but the author does, IMO, very well in capturing your attention and get you wanting to read what happens next.

You're drawn into this sense of curiosity. There is this weird, almost morbid curiosity about how a person could be THAT broken mentally. So much so that he is literally incapable of understanding affection, love, trust, fear, friendship, familial bonds, etc. The more you read his backstories, the more you genuinely pity, and feel depressed for the MC. You can't help but root for him once he understands how unnatural he is and is taking steps to fix it.

He isn't dumb, he is borderline emotionless because of his trauma (and other factors) and that IS something he understands. His random outbursts, like when he is introduced in class yelling "f*ck you demon" is a prime example of how he DOESN'T care how people view him. He is so used to being hurt and broken, it's almost a blessing to him as he sees people look at him as a freak.

Yes, it isn't a fluffy novel. Yes, the decisions and interactions of people in this novel are off-putting and don't make sense. Still, you can't help but want to see what happens next and want to see him improve. I gave it a four-star because I genuinely think it's better than a lot of Japanese novels on here, and it appeals to me in a weird way. It's understandable that it bothers a lot of people and they can't get into it. This is not a normal kind of novel. <<less
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Zhakta
Zhakta
May 03, 2021
Status: --
So the thing about this story is, if you only read the first few chapters, you only see an edgy teen who doesn't like people that much, and acts in a rather toxic or apathetic manner towards those of the opposite gender most of the time, there are a few people who he wouldn't do that too but they are few and far between.
Now the spoiler
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Spoiler

The heart wrenching thing for this story is, once you see his flashbacks and trauma memories, you suddenly realize the poor boy is just constantly getting hurt, whether it's trying to help people, or losing trust in those who he loved and trusted. His sister nearly kills him, his childhood friend who he had feelings for tried to make him jealous and ended up hurting him more, a girl who confessed to him yet screwed that up by saying she's only worried for him and is annoyed by him, and being called a mol*ster without even getting a defense and was nearly sent to prison and/or expelled from the school.

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I really like this series cause the events feel real in a sense. As hurtful as what happens to the protagonist is, you can sort of relate to one of his problems, but the difference being he has no one to trust anymore. He bottles it up, tries to hide it, ignore it, even trying to forget it through different actions. And all you can do is pity the boy... This series becomes a lot more serious around chapter 10ish and you understand why he acts the way he does now. And all you can do is hope for that boy to get some remorse, some sort of clarity or help. <<less
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enkiros
enkiros
Apr 25, 2021
Status: c12
Edgy MC, shallow drama, convoluted plot, and "convenient" misunderstandings. Still, good for what it is.

The drama is ok, I guess? At face value, there's nothing too bad about it, though you might call it cringe because it's pretty much high school angst but turned up to 100. Anyway, I'd say it's satisfying.

The "misunderstandings" is what lowers my enjoyment of this novel; you never know when the MC is being genuine or is just acting like a sociopath like his usual self. I'm confused as to whether I'm supposed to laugh... more>> at those moments — because sometimes they're presented as a manzai act (like when he brings up the whole cellphone thing to his mom but she cries and conveniently causes a convenient misunderstanding with other characters) —, or feel bad about him.

I don't think this is as deep as others believe it is. Yes, the MC acts like he don't care but he a soft boi inside, but it doesn't go deeper than that. The novel is not awful, but it only works as a silly teen drama. <<less
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thingswebeenthrough
thingswebeen
Apr 12, 2021
Status: v1c4
This novel has good potential

I'm enjoying the story so far and this is one of the few novels that I'm excited for its updates

I think I know where this novel is heading towards, and I'm pretty excited for that

The main character is pretty interesting, but since I'm like 4 chapters in I can't really say anything but this shouldn't be your typical rom-com simp MC. (I think, idk)
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Banditman
Banditman
May 19, 2021
Status: c35
I wasn't expecting to like this one, but I couldn't stop flicking through the chapters after I started.

The only 'funny' character is the protagonist. He often acts in absurd ways and has strange internal monologues. For this kind of story where the protagonist is described as broken or damaged, I usually expect the very played out edgy quiet loner stereotype. This character is definitely not that, he wants to be but isn't. He loudly broadcasts his intentions and strange thoughts without hesitation. I think it's fun.

Pretty much all the other... more>> characters are tragic. They owe a debt of guilt to the main character, they are responsible for forging his abnormal mindset, and they show strong urges to rebuild what was lost (often failing). Part of the comedy for me was seeing the story quickly switch between a character describing their immense regret and grief followed immediately by re-entering the protagonists head and reading his absurd monologues. Fun tonal whiplash.

Spoiler

I'm not sure how all these hard feelings are going to be resolved by the end, but I was surprised to see the protagonist taking some steps towards improvement himself after an honest confrontation with one of the girls. He seems to have internally acknowledged that his wild misconceptions might be him running away from a more complicated reality. I totally wasn't expecting his weirdness to get any kind of justification beyond the vague idea that he's 'closed himself off'. It was a pleasant surprise and I'm looking forward to what becomes of him in the future.

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Edit: What's written before this point was a judgement on the story up to chapter 22. It was quite strong, but I must admit feeling disappointed by more recent chapters, I can't talk about it without going into spoilers so be warned:

Spoiler

So, the main character decides to admit himself to a hospital. I think that's a brave step, very admirable of him to seek help without fear like that - I've got no issues there, if anything I was excited to see him finally set himself on the path of recovery. Unfortunately, the story takes a very unsatisfying turn. It is discovered that his aunt had subjected him to a psychological 'spell' that prohibits him from thinking normally, so he wouldn't kill himself. He visits his aunt and breaks the 'spell', and is now slowly recovering his emotions.

What an absolutely disappointing series of events and a very weak start to his recovery, what should be the most interesting part of the story. His apathy being a result of someone else's tampering rather than an honest response to what the girls have subjected him with cheapens it a lot for me.

What's more, interactions with the girls takes a turn for the worse after this. Their affection-aggression is inexplicably turned up to the max and every girl in his life incredibly blatantly wants what's in his pants (even his family). There was little to prompt this sudden switch besides internal change from the main character, which should have no bearing on the outside world, right? Even girls who have had exchanges with the main character in the single digits are suddenly openly requesting sex. I don't have a problem with this kind of story, but the shift here has been far to abrupt and utterly unearned. I'm still curious to see where this goes, but it has suffered from a bit of thoughtlessness, in my opinion.

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Aean
Aean
May 16, 2021
Status: c66
If you are looking for a sad story about a protagonist whom was betrayed but never really want to reconnect and live an independent life then this story comes close. The protagonist due to his past trauma developed a strong kind of apathy that makes him mentally strong against the movements of the girls around him. This protagonist also shows harsh decisiveness especially when a person betrays his trust then he cuts them off completely which is satisfying. People want to reconnect with him but as the title says, its too late for them and as such most of the story revolves around their failed attempts at reconnecting with the protagonist while he creates new connections with other people. The story may contain depressing incidents but are resolved by the very people that caused him trauma which also have an unfortunate effect of reinforcing said trauma.

This is an interesting take on the harem genre as many of the featured girls that connects to the main character through unfortunate events that gives them a very bad impression from him but they pursue him nevertheless. The main character is popular but he doesn't understand and doesn't want to.

If anyone is curious about the extent of his trauma:
Spoiler

During his childhood, he was rejected by his sister and was lost to them for several days.
It destroyed his trust for family

During the time he is missing, he is able to go to his Aunt's home and she is able to hypnotize him out of suicide
This created his mental strength at the cost of empathy

During his elementary days, he is falsely accused of a crime but nobody beleived him
This destroyed his trust of his peers (classmates) and authority figures (teachers)

During his middle school days, his childhood friend lied to him saying she is dating a senior just as he was about to confess his love. Made worse by the rumors made by the senior saying they had s*x (they didn't)
This destroyed his trust for any friend

And final nail to the coffin would be in the same time, he tried to win a sport he is practicing for but was unable to join since he had an unfortunate accident caused by the manager (girl) of the sports team he is with
This destroyed his ability to dream and aspire for himself

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Usarin
Usarin
May 04, 2021
Status: c18
The siblings' part reminds me Snow Queen. But when Gerda decided to look for Kai, he already combined the word 'eternity'.

Also people only focused on his mental problems, but MC is also
Spoiler

literally brain-damaged.

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SilverEagle100
SilverEagle1
May 03, 2021
Status: c18
The novel started off weird and seemed to be centered around a misunderstanding type of comedy like Gamers! That was only at first though. The title says it best. Due to circumstances, the MC is emotionally and mentally broken to a severe degree and the reasons for it are tragic. The story follows the MC and shows us his thoughts as well as the thoughts and actions of those around him as his past slowly gets revealed. I had close to no expectations for this novel but now I keep... more>> eagerly waiting for the next chapter. Worth the read. <<less
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