Their first s*xual encounter is the MC forcing herself on the ML, ultimately using his hand to m*sturbate while he just motionlessly stares at her since they are in the middle of a mission. Yes, it is the woman forcing herself on the man. He might have been more willing if it were not for the circumstances.

Their second encounter is much more violent. He was feeling somewhat wronged after the first encounter, but also had some hidden expectations about their future relationship. He came back from a mission to hear rumours about her and another alpha, a researcher. He brushed these off until he found out that one of his team members had set up a date at a bar with the MC. His possessiveness broke out at this point and he usurped the date ultimately violating the MC in the bathroom. He wanted her to feel more responsible for him (revealed much later when he apologizes for his actions), but went too far considering that he even dislocated her jaw and insulted her makeup. He may have fixed her jaw right after, but violence is never the answer.

- I don't care if she op but when go to romance she act like shojo manga heroine love to talk in her head and oh no, that man so scary ~ l will stay away from him but if he not run to me so I run to him etc and get abuse/rude then oh no, I like him so I chase after him...

I don't understand why FL like ML and confess to him.

She scared of him at first and she in estrous and jump on him once then she like him just like that... I feel no romance there.....

- author double label or lack of creative?

Compare fl- beta female with omega and love to let FL talk sh*t about omega but later author give this sh*t explanation to FL tell how attractive she is... Bahhhhh

Author love to tell she as beta have talant more than alpha but later get forced to change job because of ML and male alpha senior. Because of this later author writen about how powerful she is/ how she get promoted later I feel she is nothing.

Just obedient girl get her reword...

(Waste my time read many chapters about it)

-The last and most reason, I can't stand read their romance and smut...

FL sell herself cheap give herself to ML then get turn down many time. sorry for her and depressed, I feel hurtful about this.

ML help and protect fl. He seem to like FL but when he interact with FL it turn to be shit.

Like he ask FL many time "what do you want me to do ? Want me to fack you?"

Like this even when FL confess to him....

He force FL to give bj in pub toilet.

Their first time is on street /alley...

He's seem nicer later but 'bc I misunderstood so I cold to you before' plot is nonsense. I don't buy it. He do many disrespect and hurtful so can't stand him...

Smut is still good.

I still want to know more about later plot but I don't like many thing in story. So I hope someone help give review about this story so I know more if it good read one?

ABO fiction novels always creates a type of social injustice in my opinion.

Alphas are always the leaders and the strong ones, while the omegas always needs to be submissive and protected.

And we can't even talk about betas... they practically don't have importance at all. They don't react to pheromones and are weak like omegas.

I know that exceptions exist.

For example, I read a novel (The Geeky Girl Alpha's Daily Life After Marriage) which the male omega was a soldier.

While in another novel (An Exile Amid Humanity), the male omega was a leader of a rebel group.

But despite those male omegas being strong, they still were submissive with their female alpha partners. And in the case of the omega rebel leader in the novel 'An Exile Amid Humanity', he was gang r*ped and r*ped several times by alphas because he was an omega. He was used to humiliation until his soul broke. It was a painful ABO story! That's when my ultra dislike with ABO stories began.

Anyway, that same depressive concept is explained in this novel.

For example (spoiler alert)...

First was the reverse r*pe of male lead, the fierce and cold colonel Xu Wei. While the weak beta scientist female lead Cheng Jian was in heat, she sexually assaulted and forced herself on the colonel, forcing him to kinda m*sturbate her.

I don't understand very well about the ABO world. It seems when they are in heat, it's very hard to control their s*xual desire. But is the desire strong enough to r*pe someone? I really don't know...

Second situation, the colonel and male lead Xu Wei drugged the scientist female lead Cheng Jian with aphrodisiacs and cornered her in the bathroom and forced s*x oral on her, violently thrusting hard in her mouth.

This situation was really sad and humiliating, because female lead accepted the r*pe as a payback of her reverse r*pe. So she kinda accepted the situation without blaming him too much.

According to that logic, if someone robbed, the robber should be robbed. If someone kill, the killer should be killed. If someone r*pe, the rapist should be r*ped. No! They deserve to go to jail, that's why we have a justice system!

So we shouldn't agree with him raping her back, r*pe is never right, no matter what!

What was even worse, is that because of all that situation, she got traumatized. That's is clearly stated in the novel. She would sweaty and tremble thinking about the colonel or while seeing him. But somehow she still felt attracted to him! Deciding to follow him in the battlefield. Was that a situation of Stockholm Syndrome? The victim falling in love with the perpetrator?

Everyone was facing deadly situations. The soldiers fighting to protect humanity. The researchers trying to discover ways to save the world, but all she could think about while on battlefield was how the damn colonel was handsome.

Like, come on! Can you pay more attention to save the world instead of having s*upid thoughts of romance like a teenager?

It looked like she accepted the mission to do field research, not to save humanity, but to accompany her love. Argh, so s*upid! I hate that type of female lead.

Okay, okay. It had times that she was serious about her research. But those situations were really too little when compared with all the time she wasted thinking about the cold, scumbag colonel.

But the female lead got even worse in my opinion.

The author stopped portraying her as a dumb in love, and started depicting her as a madman scientist with dad issues...

Yeah, dad issues because she had an obsession of calling him dad while having s*x.

I don't know, but it didn't look like she was calling him dad as a sexy teasing. She called him dad very seriously. Like he was giving her the dominance and protection of a father while in bed. He even asked if she had an Elektra Complex (it's the psychiatric term of a girl's unconscious s*xual desire for her father).

She was a madman because she was obsessed with research. Using her own body as a test subject and started acting like a madman. She didn't care if her research would bring more chaos, she only wanted to research, research, research.

In the end, female lead got her redemption.

She kinda became a better person and didn't turn out into a black crazy scientist. Of course with the help of male lead, showing that in the beginning he was a scumbag, but got a lot better in the end.

And in the last chapter the novel tried to convey the injustice of the ABO world. Showing that despite female lead being an omega woman, she still reached the stars and that should inspire the whole ABO society, showing that they can be as powerful and brilliant as male alphas.