Hormonal changes in pregnancy are a scary and realistic thing; I won't deny that. So I thought the pain and distress the MC had to suffer were very real. But does he really have to behave like this? Suddenly madly rushing over and falling off, triggering the death of his baby just simply because he saw the ML talking with another female. Oh my god the ML didn't even dance or kiss that woman or something, they just talked. Talked. Not to mention, the one showing him the scene is the villain whom he clearly knew resented him and would only want to distress him. No matter how insecure he was and how much distress he carried, he misunderstood such a simple scene? Where is the logic?

And the vengeance arc. The ML wanted to take revenge for causing harm to their child and plotting against the MC; while the MC strongly dissuaded him. The villains poisoned him and caused his child's miscarriage, and the MC wants to forgive them?? Like for real?? I don't hate good-natured altruistic MCs mind you, but what I can't comprehend is the MC's attitude. Out of all people, he was being considerate of the villains... and forced his thoughts and opinions on the ML. Did the MC really love the ML? You don't force your thoughts and opinions on your beloved spouse; you try to understand him. Besides, the child is also the ML's child. Did he really not think how much that would offend and disrespect the ML as well? Apparently he didn't! Because he was busy sympathizing and pitying the villains, out of all people. Seriously.

The ML was also OOC. He was a petty guy in the beginning who let his Omega companion starve during morning sickness without giving any pheromones to help, and tried every method to force the MC into marriage. So I waited for his redemption or growth whatsoever. But after their marriage arc, the guy abruptly changed into the most ideal lover figure ever. My god. Rather than building actual character growth, I feel that the author was just 'passing the baton'; in the earlier half, the ML would appear to be the bad guy and in the latter half, the MC would take on the role of causing drama. Drama is inseparable from KR BL and I know that, but the thing is that the dramas in this novel didn't even make sense.

God, even the villains. Villains in political-themed novels like this are supposed to be annoying, yes I understand, but at least they have their motives and reasons for being annoying. Meanwhile this novel doesn't have that. At all. The mastermind, the Prince, also the former to-be-fiancé of the MC, was supposed to be some crazy guy who spared no means to achieve what he wanted. But what we got is just a guy who did nothing except cause drift between the MC and the ML. Dear good sir, to become the throne's successor you have to expand your power, raise your force and instill your reputation. You don't ponder all day about how to drive a wedge between a married couple and plot how to cause a miscarriage. And that guy's spouse as well, Ebner. Where has the composed noble elegant young master of the social circle vanished into and why do we only get a hysterical guy who threatens and goes berserk over the MC at every chance he gets? And even his participating in the vengeance arc and his 'empathy' after seeing the death of MC's baby. Sir, I think you forgot you were the one instilling insecurity into the MC, talking nonsense about the ML's cheating to the MC and causing him to fall off the stairs, directly leading to his miscarriage.

According to me (my preference of a MC so pls don't take any offence, I mostly go fr the OP type MCs) I really don't like the personality of the MC he is soooooooooooooooooooooo god damn annoying, he has a timid, shy and whinny personality he doesn't face his problems as soon as things get difficult and when the first time he went to the party after his memories return hearing all the bad remarks about him there he got sad and went abroad fr learning painting which I don't have any problem with, but his character is not very well protraid, cause timid character can also be likable just like that cute hamster (Airplane bro) dude from scum villain self saving system I forgot his name. In my opinion till where I have read the MC is very bland and boring and give depressing wibe. Maybe he will get character development in the future but I can't bear with the boring environment specially with the BAD CHAOTIC GOOGLE translation ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ, so sumani if u guy r reading this and if the MC gets intresting in the future please tell me maybe then I will continue reading it.

1. ML never limited him to travel the world or to keep his painting hobby but he make it like marriage is the end of his freedom. Maybe if he didn't do random free s*x he won't get pregnant? How about think before actually doing something

2. ML is the one who broke MC engagement to 3rd prince. ML is also the only one who protect him and even yake revenge for their dead child. I don't understand the reason why MC chose to divorce ML. Why? Because your husband angry that someone made you miscarriage and you'd rather chose to doodle at home?

3. Both of them suffer sane sadness that they lost their child. But MC chose to chanel his sadness to painting, but what weird me out, he thought his husband act of wanting to take revenge on someone who killed his child is excessive, MC decided to divorced him instead. Guess what? Husband revenge turned out to take out 3rd prince who actually bad person in the kingdom which actually results better for kingdom's subjects. Why did he choose to leave his husband to fight the battle alone? It's not like the husband wasn't sad over losing his child.

4. And if you actually read the novel to the end, it is said that uke actually fell in love with ML on first sight. That's why uke chose to seduce him despite his uncle warning. So people who think seme is manipulative whatever, nawwrrr. It's actually uke's whimp. He wanted to lose his v*rginity (to broke up with 3rd prince), saw a handsome man with a pheromone he really like, seduced him, got the man to sleep with him. Slept with him again for the 2nd times, then surprised when he got pregnant. Then stressing over losing his freedom. Without ML, he won't even had any freedom. He knows the future, if he can't break up with 3rd prince, he & his family will perish.

I was so disappointed with MC when he asked divorce from ML. Dude literally grieving his dead baby, and he only think, your revenge is too much I can't be with you anymore let's divorce. While they are separate, uke lived his dream life of adventure & traveling the world while ML fought tooth and nail with antagonist. Then suddenly, omg I m pregnant, I should return to my husband, omg he is imprisoned let's tell him to never seperate again. God. So s*upid. If not for pheromone problem, I will hope ML find another uke. This one is disloyal

their 1st child died, and the fight that leads to divorce (but I guess the break up is a good thing for both of them at that time, it's not that I like that, it just they really needs a break so that they doesn't hurt each other more)

I START TO READ THIS NOVEL BECAUSE I WANT SOMETHING CHILD-RAISING BUT THERE'S NONE OF IT (I don't know if they have side stories or what, but from the website I read there's none of that)

The 1st child died, I didn't expect that, and I was quite stressed about it cause I was waiting for fluffy chapters with a cute child but boom the child only lived for few days

The 2nd child, he/she first appeared at the few last chapters, and their face only shown in Valentine's dream

And it ended at Valentine is pregnant with the 2nd child

No child raising at all😔

getting divorced, but getting back together as well as getting a miscarriage

Their first child dies. After it happens, the plot points that hinted at the plot to kill the child / make MC have a miscarriage become explored and also obvious, but it was hugely traumatic cause I got to the chapter and it was tense and the all of a sudden the child DIES.

the reason we're told that the successor as a good choice as ruler was because they didn't do any of the bad shit, not for anything they actually did

Ive never gotten married. But the moment where the protagonist has that silent moment before walking down the aisle. Where he has to let go of childhood dreams of being free of responsibility. And suddenly trusted into the burdens of responsibility. True life feelings of marriage, child, parenting, adulthood and the sacrifices you have to make. Instead of the usual escapism stories.. I was really jusf expecting a happy story -yay! You got married and got a baby! Happy ending!

And then finally hit with the mc's mom holding his hand and supporting the MC that *its okay to fail* and he will always be their child to help him out. Tears me up so much because I feel thats what I needed to hear most a really big part of my life when I was lost and depressed in my 20s. Not knowing what to do and if any of my decisions were right. Yet time was ticking and you needed to decide. Oof im a big cry baby now.

Edit. I gone through the whole wedding crying more. Now im scared for the real life after whats usually the happy ending.

Edit Got lulled by the sweetness of the honeymoon then bam. wow. author calls me out on shitty happy endings and everything ive been thinking of......

How could I predicted the real life hit harder than I thought. Bruh jinxed myself too! Scratch that this is not just adulthood this is tragedy!! Depression! Trauma! Suicidal thoughts! Or maybe that is adulthood..

I must say MC was spoiled when it came to that part compared to ML but hey, hey He's younger and and suddenly got pregnant.. (esp the part where ML want to join in coloring using pastels)

afterall he's suffered for 2 lives

How I wished to see someone slap that quack of a royal physician for diagnosing bullsh*t to our MC, almost made them divorce. phew....