Also, the setting of double yan (crazy dominating yandere who hides behind a mask of politeness X crazy soft yandere who becomes a sticky cake with the first) is just *chef’s kiss*

I have to says that this story is not about what you give and take cuz in this novel it was always MC who give and not really getting anything back in return, but MC is pretty much so cheap he so head over heels without rhyme or reason and when theres conflict between two of them the MC would always choose to be accommodating and being submissive. And for the ML yes he is caring but as far as I read at some moments he also kinda play with MC feeling and being manipulative but the story makes it as teasing and due to MC being s*upid by love ML is always forgiven. So personally I considered this as mildly toxic relationship but still unhealthy tho other might disagree with me. But in a relationship where one doesn't dare express their dislike or oppose other in a ground of love then how this considering as balanced and a good relationship.

Literally ML will bring him coffee, and MC will just play with the coffee until it gets taken away from him instead of drinking it and then fall asleep taking the test representing the school because he was too tired. Or MC will refuse to sleep at night and just stick his body to the ML and play games until the ML also wakes up. And then MC sleeps in class during the day, gets scolded by the principal, ML has to cover for him. Or MC is told to be careful and sit down when showering, ML prepares him a stool, MC seeing the stool RIGHT THERE still doesn't do it, then falls and injures himself and the ML is rushing in to rescue again... the list goes on.

I was particularly weirded out by how everyone including the author treated Pan Fei's actions like that of a normal person. You don't just write a le*d and messed up fanfic of two of your classmates (male or otherwise) who are very real people. And then when the MC and ML find out about it, they don't feel bothered at all? What? If my classmate wrote a fanfic like this about me and my desk mate/rival, I'd feel extremely uncomfortable. The author is quite out of touch with reality on this, and I think it's odd how encouraging they are about it. I understand it's just a novel and maybe this character is supposed to be some kind of self-insert for readers, but it was really weird and unnecessary.

the mermaid fanfiction written by yaoi girl!

When the ML jokingly said he would keep him in a cage that only he (ml) can open from the outside with his fingerprint only, the MC said that he would be happy as long as he had games and didn't go to school the ML of course just said I'm joking even though we know he's thinking it but the MC becomes disappointed and sulky he (ml) won't lock him up

The ML is very controlling, obsessive, etc, prob the normal stuff you're used to, but what stands out is how okay w it the MC is?

Like more so than other MCs I've seen so far. It really makes a lot of their early interactions very. sensual? Like there's seriously no other way to put it, it felt like they were in some sort of unspoken BD*M dynamic and it made me raise my eyebrows super high because I wasn't expecting that level of intensity at all.

i found it... interesting? I was losing my patience with other aspects of the novel (plot, my suspension of belief reaching its limit, the MC being too simple minded, etc) but their really intense tension was what got me to stay, idk. This is a specific brand of unhealthy I enjoy seeing where both sides of the relationship are sooo unhealthy & crazy yet unbalanced in a way where it turns around to being balanced again, in a weird way?

like they're equally quite crazy about each other and it's kinda refreshing to read.

Altho with that said, I agree with the criticisms about how they kinda. Idk, flipped from not getting along to getting along super fast? From what I understand, even when the affection was at like. 1-10-ish, the ML still didn't necessarily like the MC yet, but he was still very...I forget the word rn but like clearly had a soft spot towards the MC.

maybe that can also be explained by how the ML really doesn't feel much for anyone in his life so even a slight point difference in affection would show a lot but. Yeah idk it still felt very sudden, but I think the rest of their relationship profession felt more natural-ish.

the cheats (iirc) in order up to ch 94: mermaid, the nightingale, red riding hood, thumbella, rabbit bride, Snow White, match girl, marriage of mr. Fox, snow queen

I seriously personally did not care much for like half of the ones I've named, so that obviously made reading through these arcs a chore, but I just don't care for plots where a character shrinks to doll-size, mpreg stuff, or... idek what to call the snow white arc but eh.

They also sometimes affected like, real life situations, for ex the MC has an ability to talk to animals that arc and there's something going on irl w... animal smuggling ig so they end up solving that, but it's put in so... shallowly that it's kinda funny but I also just can't bring myself to care because there's not a lot of effort put into the setting or how these problems occur?

it sounds harsh but the low effort put into the settings and most of the characters around the MC&ML really almost made me drop this because my suspension of belief regarding how much they mess around in school or miss school was just reaching its limit lmao... like this isn't a world where the MCs live in, it's just a world that revolves around them if that makes sense?

the author doesn't really care beyond their purpose so I find it hard to make myself care, kinda thing.

aka the ML really likes for the MC to be dependent on him... which okay sure, and it works for their weirdly intense bd*m dynamic that works for them, but I'm at ch94 rn and it does not seem like we'll get an explanation as to why the MC this childish and okay with being so dependent on the ML but whatever?

I only say the last part because I do think it's to the extent where the author should explain it... and they did sorta explain why the ML is so controlling but not much about why the MC likes the ML so much or why he's just, like this but again whatever, maybe I'm being nitpicky...

and w all that said the MC still annoyed me a little sometimes with how childish he is but eh