I am so not into the whole peeing in her then plugging her hole up overnight, like wtf author? And how does she not have permanent health side effects from this? That's freaking unsanitary and I'm surprised when she goes to the doctor later on, they're just like, "oh some tears, exhausted from too much s*x, no big deal just sleep a bit lol". That's not how any of this works!

The ML is "in love" with her in the most messed up, yandere way possible. I thought he wasn't at first, but the story makes it pretty clear that, according to his definition, he's in love with her. The story tries to explain that he's most violent when he doesn't take his medication, as he has a mental illness (who'd have thought, right?). So the main character eventually uses s*x and manipulation (she calls it the carrot and stick method) to get him to keep his mental illness in check a bit, by giving or withholding s*x. I liked the parts where the situation flipped and SHE was in control, teasing him and abusing him. Turns out he's also a bit of an M. I also know it's horrible, but I'm messed up and love possessive yanderes, but I found the ending sweet in a messed up way. He managed to imp**gnate her (because he wanted to pin her down with a kid), and they have a son. The son is also a nasty yandere kid that is possessive over his sweet mommy, and his dad kicks himself for trying so hard to imp**gnate her only for the kid to be a mini him that makes his life miserable!

When she escapes she goes to the police station first but when they ask what happened she will run away from there. Then she meets her friend and asks him to let her live with him for a few days. But he calls the ML as his house is closer and he comes and hits and kicks the FL in front of his friend. The FL doesnt ask for help from her friend. SHE ALLOWS HIM TO TAKE HIM BACK TO HIS PLACE.

He pulls her back and break her ankles and she will be bleeding heavily to which he blames her again and keeps asking her why she is bleeding and asks her to stop. I was so waiting for the police to come and arrest him or get killed, though it dint happen. HER FRIEND after seeing the ML behaving like that with the FL DOES NOTHING. If it were me, I would have reported this to the police.

They get a happy ending. They marry and have a son. Guess what? The son will be 6 and already having a serial killer and psychotic tendencies. He will be killing the butterflies because they DONT look beautiful. He will also be ACTING like a helpless child in front of his mother but will be the total opposite. AT AGE SIX.

The ML will be the same psycho though he will stop his violence habits after getting released from the hospital. He will HATE HIS SON for taking all the attention from her. He also tells her that she is giving her son a lot of attention and thats making him KILL HIS SON. And HE WAS SERIOUS when he said that.

I have a no idea how the FL can accept him, if it were me, I would have probably killed him. He beats her all the time when she will be kidnapped by him and locked up in his house. He will tie a dog collar to her neck and make her crawl like an animal and drink his urine and s**en. He also flogs her. He doesn't give her food to eat except his s**en and urine. He breaks her bones also. I have no idea of how she can accept him. I guess she gets Stockholm syndrome after being locked up by him.

Anyways I am glad he ATLEAST STOPPED HIS VIOLENT HABITS at the end.

The novel has tags of male yandere, obsessive love but I don't think he even likes her. He just wants her to be his exclusive on**ole. He believes his purpose of life is to f*ck her till death. He r*pes her, forced her to say that it feels good and still call her sl*t. Even after ***, he blocked her entrance with a wine stopper and also slapped her belly which looked like a pregnant lady belly.

I have read Smuts with more dark plot than this but what I don't like the most was that he treat her like a s*x toy which clearly indicates he does not love her. Other novels ML has atleast a reason for there behaviour, or they think it's the way to obtain there love or the MC also enjoys it. The tag clearly indicates that it's Stockholm syndrome novel even though I have not read the whole novel.

in which she was just pushed to point of madness by the abuse and would definitely choose violence but at the same time helpless, due to the repeatedly failed escape attempts that resulted to severe punishment s

The ML seems to only care about satisfying himself and did some I MUST SAY very unhygienic acts and I am shocked that the MC didn't get vaginosis or something worse! He also seems to be ignorant about s*x ed other than watching p*rnography