First you need to know about MCs parents. His mother was an art student that met the 4th zouh brother and later got chased by him. When they were already engaged she found her fiancé with another man in bed. She left the scene and went to a Cafe where a man did try to get close and comfort her. With the first stop of coffee she got knocked out and when she wakes up she is in bed with the guy that she saw with her future husband in bed. Said future husband accused her of cheating with this man so that no one would belive her if she told them she saw the two men together. (Family would be against the 2 men) By the way she got pregnant. She still married zhou4 but ignored the child while zhou4 and He Bing have their romance. Then zouh4 gets sick and is going to die.. so he changes his will and gives all to baby MC, so that the birth father he bing will actually get his hands on the inheritance. While in hospital the family finds out that zhou4 is almost sterile and can not be baby MCs father... so they find out about he bing. He and zouh family are feuding, he bing kills himself. MCs mom sees her chance to live a life in riches and starts to attend to baby MC, and hooking him up with drugs... so the mother gets thrown out. Baby MC gets fostered out to zouh3 family which has also ML.

Baby MC is important to the zouh family cause they want the inheritance back and he is important to the He family cause they have no other heir in the main family.

So the accident...

The He family hired thugs to kidnap MC (7). They were able to enter cause of MLs mother which is only married for business to zouh3 and got a good deal for her help to the He family. But ML interfered and they kidnapped the wrong child. The thugs then demanded ransom for ML while also blackmailing He family for not telling about them being the contractor. He family then contracts another group of thugs to get rid of the first ones. One gang warfare later all of them died and In the middle of the battlefield is a traumatic ML that now has autism and asperger syndrome. He gets carried off to the mountains to get healed... which is basically brainwashing. So he does neither remember the accident nor that he has a didi.

On how this became a murder by he bing or how he was only distancing himself when they actually brainwashed the brother away.... some of the never explained writer brain holes.

- the ML has Asperger's Syndrome and at one point one of the character's in the novel says that the ML should be around the MC who can "cure" it for him. I'm not an expert at this kind of stuff, but I'm smelling bull. I also just generally don't like the whole narrative of "I'm mentally ill but true love can fix all!" because that's not true. How the author dealt with the MC's anxiety/depression was much better - he went to get help and got meds, just like you should do.

IMO, the novel is more devoted to the one-sided love the MC had for the ML and on misunderstandings a lot more than the mutual domestic relationship, which I would have liked to see more of.

I also liked the part in the middle where a second person came in to try to pursue the MC and it was resolved quite reasonably.

男神 means "male idol" or someone other people look up to, like an ideal person they admire. TBH when I first got into CN novels, I was absolutely baffled at the plethora of "male gods" that were translated literally in the text and made the main character's thoughts sound ridiculously worshipful and religious. I recall maybe leaving a review to that effect having not realized that it was just a bad translation, and that it was not the intent of the author to actually set up these characters as literal "gods."

Not to mention in English "god" is inherently masculine as a term... wheeze. Kind of like how bad translations will duplicate source terms like River River.

MC since young has been unloved. And that came from his mother who gave him hope. AND that same mother was his foundation in looking forward to his future. His mother did not deserve being used by a person she trusts, yes (She was drugged and r*ped and was plotted by two scum men) but Xiao Mo did not deserve everything that happened to him.

In any case, just like what she had gone through, she drugged baby Xiao Mo with something and used him, just to show people that baby Xiao Mo "wanted" her and doesn't want to leave her. B*tch?

For me, this was what made MC look 3d to me. Neglection does a lot of things to children and it's not right.

but I just want to say... I know both MC and ML is important for each other's recovery. I truly understand that. But when they got to the turning point of the novel in which ML wants to use him as a shield, I... I was so so unwilling... like I know he too is ill but... believe me when I say an xumo is pitiful, I mean like really really pitiful. His mental condition is so fragile and he has never had any sort of affection assurance before. And now he even got his feelings trampled by his only light. I know this plot is needed and tbh I also think this gives more depth and intensity to the story. It's awesome. But also, if this was real, I might just kidnap an xumo and shower him with all the love and affection, the ML can figure things out himself whatever.

What I mean is the joyful reaction of fans. That celebratory feelings. In RoS, fans very jubilant and the hands with rings picture in circle also tied the story good as it is about two souls meeting each other after a circle of life (rebirth), and Just Blame Me is a comedic story so the straightforward certificate and ring picture is to tell and shut up the mouth of sunspot because the story do tell the part where people speculated due to social standing female lead will only be played not married. The joyful reactions of main leads supporter is to show the characters aren't superficial. They knows the fans support towards their works and goods, so they shared the joys. Even "Very Happy", they aren't married but they share the moments like visiting "friends" workplace, "sneaky" picture going on dates. Because fans there "respected" the two labelling themselves as "good friends", the fans played along till the end with the breaking news everytime. So you feel the weight of being public figure. Here, the coming out of closet video is good, as well as the honeymoon picture. But the way the joy is shared... isn't joyful. The fans reaction are messy isn't it? That is because the fans really didn't know their idol/celebrities, so the feelings very messy. Add to that there is no congratulation from those are in good terms with them. So the leads feel isolated from everything. You expected the two to better each other, so there should be improvement, but no.

Instead of reading the extras where the Hollywood part feels so unnecessary (since the one wanted to be shown as face slapped didn't even appear with reaction shown), it will be better if it is fully invested on them coming out of closet and the part where they tie the knot then added bits of different fans reaction, close friends (or Master Old Yu/Dr Li/his special medical care blessing on it, TangTang surprised about their relationship, ZiMai reaction like maybe asking for holiday rewards). The two male leads can't attained their happy ends without support of many people due to their conditions, yet the ending is written without addressing any of those people.

Extra 1 also feels too glorified. JinChen had hard time breaking off Zhou Jia family control and had to weight his resources before use everytime before. Then in short span of time, not only his investment company flourished, even founded entertainment company without problem. Like the secret company is okay, it is a secret but the Mojia really is in the plain sight but the seemingly controlling Zhou Jia do nothing. JinChen also lavishly buy luxurious mansion on several countries here which makes him so fake. I will feel better if their home in B city remains the only cherished place in accordance to the two mental disorder. Flowers whatnot can be cultivated in that heritage mansion.

All in all, the extras left superficial taste. And made you rethink the end part back, and you felt eh, what happened with these two support systems? They aren't addressed at the end, and even in extras? Yeah basically that is the feeling of the book.

P/S: XuMo had better luck in his showbiz debut like landing a role in movie (but that is thanks to recommendation of senior in work and investor's words in the first place. Basically cable. That no other newcomer easily get). I don't have problem with his starting line, backup dancer -> temporary guest -> actor. Because he stays as actor and that is his main goal from the start - to work together with JinChen. My problem is that the two main leads are so disconnected to the world they build in. They dabbles in the ent. world shallowly. Yes, they worked hard, disregarded rest time. But the way author wrote also at the same time unrealistic. Author wanted them to have the popularity of traffic route, but the two didn't even have interaction with fans. Yet they stepped over many to still become hot enough. Then they retire just like that without events to show gratitude to this supporters. Especially JinChen. Since he basically can escape his family hold due to this fans (market value), but really disappointed with his character development. His beginning is hard but get better and better due to his "Royal Guards". At least, do draws or something. It is very surreal. The feeling is like "Thank you, next" but without thank you part. Everyone and every conflict come and then, next, next, next, abrupt the end.