he takes on the body of a small white fluff ball which greatly disorientates him since he's used to mature Hosts and being like, a rugged dude. He doesnt mind eventually and cuddles Bu Bai when he's feeling down and supports him emotionally haha

Bu Bai was initally a child that the system picked at random to fulfill a difficult, I think kinda emergency, task. System (whos name is Lao Da) is first sceptical as he's picked up a completely pure child, but uses The Powers That Be to make him mature physically.

more and more jaded, unlike his previous innocent countenance. And his system notices this but cant rlly do anything about it except emotionsl support and stuff but system is sad too and ARGHH SO AM I But it hurts so good just read the story not this review huhu quick quick go go

Bu Bai and the Villain he's supposed to kill may have a past? Maybe like their own selves were lovers or smth before hand bUT IDK ITS A GUESS since Bu Bai was introduced as a kiddo haha

"Life and death had always been decided by God's will. He had killed Bu Bai four times, yet as before, he was still alive. Qi Mo Ran believed that this was a kind predestined relationship, he had been brought to his side due to fate.

Since it was like that, then he would receive it. Demons had always been about doing as they please. The first time he saw him, he realised that he desired this person. After several tries of being unsuccessful in controlling him, how should he treat him?"

Its the whole predestined thing im like omg is that foreshadowing??? And the "The first time he saw him, he realised that he desired this person." line I mean, I hope thats not love/lust at first sight bc is2g I was so over that back in like, 1932 but even if it is hnngh this translation and writing has me so unusually pumped this storyline is so fxking A++

Update: chapter 4 istg I rlly feel like this more and more and if im wrong pls forgive me Sleepy Ant but this is so good thank u for picking this up //sobs

"This is your residence?" Bu Bai looked uncertainly at the scene that was inconsistent with the rumours.

"This was also not my desire. However, when the building was being constructed, I thought that the appearance ought to be this way. It was as if there was a oath carved into my soul, and I didn't dare go against it." When Qi Mo Ran said these words, his icy exterior seemed to crack open, a gentle and soft feeling coming out in torrents instead.

"Do you like it?" Turning around suddenly, he asked Bu Bai this sentence.

"I like it." Evolving from the fondness in his heart, Bu Bai blurted it out without thinking.

"I knew you would." The words were as soft as a passing breeze. In an instant, they vanished between his lips and teeth.

"Did you say something just now?" Bu Bai fufilled his duty as a male consort by paying attention to his master's every word.

"No." After he turned around, the omipotent demonic energy that normally surrounded Qi Mo Ran reappeared. Even if the distance between the two of them was less than a metre, the misunderstandings between them were as deep as a thousand metres.

IM DECEASED I CANT HANDLE THEM I SWEAR AMNESIA TAG IM WATCHING YOUUUU ? THEYRE DESTINED OR EACH OTHER I love this novel so much every update is like getting a drop of water in a desert im dying

first off, I know from some of the foreshadowing that he's probably not really a child just a soul that's lost all it's memories, but it still creeped me out big time. I worked with adults with severe developmental disabilities for five years so mother-hen protective mode kicked in with a vengeance.

it helps that his intelligence isn't really that of a little kid, but my brain couldn't let go of the knowledge that he was a child in an adults body and while his body was forcefully grown, his mental strength, emotional growth and life experience would be that of the kid and not the adult body. in fact, the more I read the more I felt horrified; the story is fast paced and he gets together (reluctantly) with the ML in the first world which made me queasy, and I was already uncomfortable with the ML killing him over and over again. almost everything about the first two worlds had all my professional and personal instincts screaming NO! to the point where I guess I found my bottom line for BL....

In the 1st world, he become a weak mob chara. He can ressurected every single time he died. The villain is a crazy bastard who keep killing him every single f*cking time. But when the villain hold him for a year and su*cide while holding his intact body, I felt troubled. I don`t know wheter I love this villain or not. His character is too complicacted to me. Love, hate, and regret (Chapter 1-7)
In the 2nd world, MC is the ruler of demon sect. Strong and love to foce himself to a young boy (aka pedhophile). It shocked me that this world ending is the same as the 1st world. Villain died by suicied while holding his body (Villain give him a 7 day poison. On the 7 day, he died). (Chapter 8-16)
In the 3rd world, MC is the wife of the regent. The regent, is the villain in this world (The protagonist is the new emperor). The unique plot is, , actually the current regent is reborn on the day his lover died. Whithout explaining anything, he make MC his wife. And after a lot of torture and misunderstanding, MC is too tired to life, so he want to sleep for awhile under the tree. When the villan saw MC died under the tree, he felt so sad. He actually remember all of his life as a villain who always fall in love with MC and end up killing MC. (Chapter 17-25)

It was like the author tried to justify all the torture and s*xual assault with the ending. Like it was okay because they knew each other before the MC lost his memories. I would also like to know what happened to all of the MC psychological issues that the ML caused, they seem to just disappear.

endless cycle of pain and death of either of them.

Especially the first arc, damn, that was a real eye opener. ML really loved him to the point of killing his own life for MC. I know ML was a slag at first but you can see the progression.

The ending with Baixiulan, Yunqing, servant girl's POVs were revealed, it was so good to see their real thoughts and feelings. Jot too sugarcoated in my opinion.

For example, Bu Bai's acting vs. his real feelings are completely mixed together without any transitions, so it's pretty weird to see him suddenly get "in-character" without context.

Another issue is the backstory. You're randomly dropped into system world/space that is somehow connected to cultivation xianxia stories with immortals, but none of that is mentioned at all until the very last part.