I’m Pregnant With The Child Of The Traitor General In My Past Life

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The prince raised in the Cold Palace was once pushed to the supreme position by his beloved and became a puppet emperor. Only before his death did he realize that in his short life he was just a pawn for other’s power and desires. When the city was about to fall, he who was imprisoned for many years cut his beautiful face that had been his curse for half of his life and ended his tragic life with white silk.

Once he returned to his youth, he looked at the orphan traitorous general who was trampled and humiliated by the spoilt royal children in the secluded courtyard. He remembered the mu*derous hero who broke through the city gate in blood and gore in his previous life.

Li Yuanmin sighed and quietly took the bruised child back to the palace to take care of him, hoping to eliminate some hostility from him and minimize the people suffering.

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Years later, the great general who calmed down the frontier, returned to the court. The first thing he did was not to return to his residence, but to go straight to the inner palace. He personally helped His Majesty take off his shoes and socks and gently washed his feet.

“This minister has worked hard for His Majesty’s country and missed out on one’s lifelong happiness,” the tall and mighty general’s eyes were hot, “So now Your Majesty should bestow his subject a marriage with His Majesty.”

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Yunshengxun
New Yunshengxun
April 8, 2024
Status: c117
Good but I definitely would not re read again as it was too much for my heart to handle. It was fluff-angst-fluff-angst and so on. I read a novel like this up and down for the first so it was a bit too much for me. But I liked the chemistry between that of MC and ML especially the 18 yr old one.
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takame
takame rated it
December 20, 2021
Status: Completed
Are people judging a 100+ novel with the pre-reincarnated version of chapter 1? Like seriously? One chapter? lol. I want to make it clear the puppet manipulator is the scum ex not the ML. Is this the source of confusion? I mean they never really met each other and MC is already dead by the time ML arrived not to mention that's a past story...

This shows that dog blood fans should not really look at rating because sensitive non-fans would definitely rate it low. Or some careless readers who... more>> MERELY Skim and prejudge. Reading reviews gave me an impression that it's very much of a dog blood story but so far their relationship after reincarnation has actually been very good? There was a huge misunderstanding between the two people in the first setting.
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MC is over his head with fear and ML his hatred to the world. As MC is stuck with his puppet emperor role and the ML just wanted to destroy the people that fcked his life up (not the MC btw). Unfortunately, ML never got to know the identity of the person who was once kind to him since his benefactor is too busy being scared... They are basically strangers in this first lifetime. So the potential good feelings that could have existed in the first lifetime is definitely zero. But their relationship had a turnover when MC was reborn and decided change both of their destiny. This time they properly fell inlove with each other.

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And it was angst free. At this point I was wondering where is the dog blood that other reviewers were saying. They grew up together, confession happened when both were in the right age, slowly became a couple and finally slept together. *confused face. Not until I reached chapter 58 ugh! Dogblood here we come! but I guess despite the painful dogblood it did air out the unresolved things between them from the first lifetime and help ascertain feelings.

Heads up around the dogblood part for pre-reincarnated mu*derous general...
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that will act like a cornered rabid dog. Take note at he does not have the happy memories of the 18yo ML. There will be a brief imprisonment thing but nothing irreparable will really happen. Also I want to add that transmigrated ML may be cranky and had that mu*derer General personality but in front of the MC he merely becomes some gloomy tsundere.

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I was actually waiting for the body shaming the other reviewer mentioned but he never did. OFC the 18-yo ML fully accepted MC and love him and his body, but as the author mentioned, even if the old ML is like a rabid wolf (due to his life experiences), their core is basically the same. The only aggressive thing ML did is rough s*x but not to the point of injury. Instead, all I see are teasings laced with hidden affection.

Yi lie: how squemish
Also yie lie: puts mc's feet between his palms and warm them

MC also retaliates against him a lot of times, I can't remember how many times he had slapped the ML and even used his tears to render ML helpless. And hallelujah finally an MC that knew when someone has feelings for him.

Re:"victim become lover tag" Perhaps people are trying to fit this story in their "stereotypical tyrant monarch top x victimized bottom" but it is not. First of all, the shou is the monarch LOL. I hope future readers won't be mislead by some people's lack of comprehension of this novel and pre-conceived judgement. BOTH main charas are victims and product of one shitty ruling dynasty, not of each other.

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To be specific, MC/shou is victimized by the villain-Exbf and tried to run away from him in both lifetimes. While ML became what he is after becoming a s*ave and his only family died all caused by the clan of the same villain. Their only intersection is when they were young, MC treated ML with kindness for a bit before getting roped in the villain's manipulations.

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My only problem is MC looks down on himself so much. Even when they fight, he demeans himself just to make the ML mad which saddens me. He is like an Otaku who uses his low confidence as a weapon. Throughout the novel, the most insult/body shame MC got is from himself it pains me to see how he never loved himself. But its all good how in the end, it showed how two people, rejected by the world got together and heal each other. And be each other's salvation in this life. It left sweet feelings.

My rating is 4 but will rate 5 to help the score. For drama lovers, don't miss this, it's pretty memorable. <<less
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Shorng
Shorng rated it
September 15, 2021
Status: Completed
Only a log would love this sh*t🥲

IT'S TOO FUKING PAINFUL DAMN IT. I came in expecting dog blood, but the author splash me more than a litre. This is tons of litre.

To be honest, I hate ML despite knowing all his bad past from the start. What he gone through and all.

Why?

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Because he look down MC origin and body shame him without looking into things properly. I got this far into the story only because of MC kindness that spread like wildfire even effecting me. Like, bruh! Mother fking btch! MC loved ML so much that even after reborn, he still save ML despite how ML tremple over him in his previous life. Though, the ML in present time was good, but to have the past b*tchY ML into the dog blood sht, like, oh man. I know it's for dog blood but I kinda don't want MC to show merch and kindness to this bit*h anymore. Can he just stop suffering please. I'm so irritated that I have to come and rant here before I think I can continue damn it.

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In short, a b*tchy ML who looks down on low origin people like inters*x MC and getting away with it is beyond dog blood, ah! This is war bruh I will strive forward only for the day he suffer. Let's all suffer together, please do read this baby because it's good to exercise your pain endurance sometimes even if it's just heart-pain. ;)

Edited: Seriously though? I never thought I could walk through this.
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It's so painful that I felt like I could die before MC did. Luckily ML redeem himself. And I kept thinking of why MC not just told ML that he's the one who helped him in the past, but in the it was shown that MC was pitying ML instead? I finally see now what a true Budda look like :)

Also, our MC was never s*upid in EQ!!! Damn, he use his brain, his body, even his heart to win the throne and I'd have done the same as ML, bow down like a beast and gather everything under MC feet just for MC to choose :) because MC deserved all these not just because of all suffering he went through but also because of his tactic of using everything! He has IQ and EQ so no wonder... :D

Also, ML you don't have dignities no more lol you Always faceslap yourself, it was so many times that I felt like you deserved it lmao

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At the end of the story I kept on feeling like this story was written from a villain's perspective because of how gentle MC actually was but when in politics he's not to be outdone by ML, they are killing without batting in eye. MC revenge was also so satisfying! >O<) / There's so many elements that I love in this story! All in one guys! <<less
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Sonata123
Sonata123 rated it
September 15, 2021
Status: Completed
Rebirth + so-called "overhead history" is my favorite combo in danmei, so I've read countless novels with it, not only translated but also the raws. A lot of them kinda blur in my mind over time. But not this one; even months later I keep recalling some scenes from it and keep getting emotional when thinking of it. I can't imagine why there are some low ratings right at once, perhaps some people are put off with a rather brutal details in the first chapter. And that's true, there are... more>> some brutal and sad events in the book. But it is also pure and bright and full of emotions and very satisfying.

I love the MC, the misfortunate prince, so much. His first life was full of misery, and he doesn't have any golden finger stuff to make his second life better, just because, as an inters*x person, he is despised by his family and most people around him by default. But he is smart and strong and he fights for changing his life and the life of people close to him to the better. He doesn't seem as a strong person at the first sight but as the story goes on, he proves many times how courageous, clever and noble he is.

I'd say, the story roughly splits in two parts; the first part is about the MC trying to build a better life for himself and the ML, and falling in love with the ML, and it is very sweet (although the author does add some cruel details from his and the ML's past life). Then in the second part a plot twist happens -
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the ML also gets reborn

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- and it gets very angsty. I cried a lot; it was truly heart-breaking, and it was extremely hard not to hate the ML, even though I kept reminding myself that his character was shaped by his life experiences. Thankfully, the resolution is beautiful and very satisfying.

I really like the author; her writing is simple and clear, very emotional, and every character is memorable and understandable in their motivations. And the translation is really beautiful; I read mtl, and it is such a joy now to be able to pick up all the details I missed while mtl'ing. <<less
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YoriMei
YoriMei rated it
January 6, 2022
Status: Completed
It has a few hiccups but its overall a really good read if you like reincarnation/"I'll save xyz on my way to changing my destiny" type stories. The best way to describe MC is basically "Trying His Best"; whether it be trying to keep the people around him safe or just trying to carve a safe space for himself to exist in. A lot of the grief he goes through is due to him being inter**x, causing the emperor to despise him and for most of the court to treat... more>> him like a monster for being abnormal. He's not very strong because of this, due to malnutrition, bad reputation or his teachers actively trying to suppress his studies, and has an (understandably) inferiority complex. ML on the other hand is mostly described as a "wolf" or "tiger", very strong, good at fighting, very territorial. He knows what he wants and is pretty respectful to MC... kinda.

So lets get into that r*pe tag and the whole ML thing:

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If you read the tags/other reviews you'll know that ML later on reincarnates as well, losing all the memories of the current ML and that's where the divide comes in. He doesn't technically r*pe MC as LYM agrees to it, he gives his consent BUT it's a willingness that was under extreme coercion/pressure so that's some extremely dubious consent. Make of that what you will. No one else in the story touches LYM besides the ML however so if you're worried in that regard rest easy.

Another thing is that Ni Lie (the ML) in the past life never looked down on LYM for being inters*x specifically, he looked down on him for being the puppet of Sima Yu/the Sima family. They never actually interacted in the past life (as LYM and NL, even the first chapter had LYM kill himself before NL got there) and they were enemies in the past life to be fair. If I woke up with my fate changed by someone who used to be on the side of my enemies I too would be very apprehensive and skeptical. There's also a misunderstand because NL had found LYM's handkerchief on his body and the body of another official with no other context, thus thought LYM was seducing others (to which he legitimately was) for scheming.

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Plotwise, it's not really a schemes/conspiracy story, but more like LYM was trying his best to carve out a place that was safe for him coupled with NL's own ambition for the throne due to the current palace being full of corruption resulting in LYM becoming emperor. A lot of the dog blood comes from misunderstandings/love drama between LYM and NL, but also the fact that the palace refuses to treat LYM with any dignity or respect because of his g**italia. LYM gets disrespected a lot by others (though not by NL in this regard) and his own self-loathing or trauma never truly gets resolved, so be warned if that's something important to you. There's also a non-graphic su*cide attempt later on (past chapter 60 I think), so be careful.

Overall is the story good? Yeah, to the point I couldn't put it down until I finished it. But it's mostly about the romance between MC and ML first, MC's gender/becoming emperor plot is very secondary. I wish we saw more about the past life but alas the story focuses mainly on ML and MC's romance with everything being more just background setting. The fact that MC's inters*x and very pretty is brought up constantly though so be aware that happens. I also don't think this was as painful/dog blooded/tragic as the other reviews made it out to be; so don't be afraid to give it a try but there are knives halfway through the text. <<less
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Queen-O-Blood
Queen-O-Blood rated it
November 28, 2021
Status: c1
This book is enough to make you puke blood... Not because it's good but because it's bad. So essentially the MC is dude with a v*gina and I guess a good face. Not that you should actually worry about it the only time it's really brought up is if they remind the MC hey you suck and we don't like you because v*gina dick.

Otherwise it's not actually taken that seriously well is what I want to say... However the ML is a complete feckin jerk about it. Don't expect a... more>> lovely fun story because it's a story about misunderstandings and hatred it's not dog blood it's everyone has a balloon head and sometimes someones gets popped the MC is supposed to learn their lesson and change fate right? Well it's told rarely from a first person perspective so don't expect that.

Just know that the MC is a fool who doesn't even learn brownie points this time doesn't act actually any different from he shes past life and sucks at everything and everyone hates them but like a doctor guy but he's slightly indifferent. 😐

Chances are you will hate everyone by the end and that you will hate yourself for reading it. <<less
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Renaeva
Renaeva
February 19, 2024
Status: --
I just began reading and was forced to leave a review because of the translator and their need to seek attention. Every few paragraphs they need to insert their thoughts, completely disrupting the flow of the story and its narration. Please respect the author’s work and if you’re that desperate to share your thoughts on everything, do it at the end of the chapters instead of inserting yourself everywhere, sometimes even twice in one small paragraph. You ruin the vibe of the story. Let me read it in peace without... more>> your inner thoughts <<less
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Sabeau
Sabeau rated it
June 29, 2023
Status: c70
First off I loved this novel.... till chapter 66-67 when... more>>
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the ML was reborn

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because the person the MC could be like a child with and love sweetly... with whom he shared all the sweet moments of falling in love with and going on dates and being pampered is gone... so even if it is a HE with all misunderstandings cleared it's not actually because it's just like having two MLs. For those who loved the sweet romance of the 1st ML it is a BE. Later it's just selfish, misunderstanding and angst kind of love is left and it's just sad... I really cant read anymore. For me it's a BE. <<less
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Ale50679
Ale50679 rated it
December 25, 2022
Status: c1
I'm dropping this, my sweet ML who would protect MC as long as he can, who would hold him in the palm of his hand for fear to him getting hurt, is now a complete as*hole who would hurt him, abuse him (emotional and physical)

He is reborn, and he doesn't rebember this time line, so he is now treating MC like tr*sh
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darkelf01
darkelf01
February 5, 2023
Status: Completed
The story's ok (and do make sure that you read the fanwai) but the translator has the same problem with the translator of Chang'an's First Beauty. Imagine when the readers were heavily immersed in a scene but someone suddenly went berserk in parentheses. No personal offense but that's one pet peeve of mine. MTL it is.
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Goodreadsonly
Goodreadsonly rated it
March 25, 2022
Status: c77
Dog blood POS. I'm freaking bawling because this tr*sh ML. It was going so well until

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s*upid original ML also came back and ruined everything. Just straight abuse by the ML who traumatized the poor MC.

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I know the author is gonna 'fix' everything and get the two back together but I'm not even rooting for them anymore. The ML is not worth a gd thing and MC deserves so much better than him.

ML is tr*sh who doesn't know how to deal with his emotions and abuses MC.

idk read up ch 50 or 60? But quit before it gets bad. <<less
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En-Jay99
En-Jay99 rated it
January 22, 2024
Status: Completed
Torn because the first half and initial building is so good. But the middle is honestly a mess. A lot of MC's goals and thoughts get swept away in the sudden toxic romance.

I knew the dog blood was coming cuz of the tags, BUT what matters is how the story handles it. Honestly? The ML gets away with too much. He essentially feels really bad. Telling too much detail spoils the plot twist, but honestly the ML turns into such a AH that blames the MC constantly for 'seducing' him... more>> and r*pes him a LOT. Even if the author wanted to make part of it dubcon, the fact that the ML actually behaves so scummy kinda ruins him as a character. Okay his terrible awful childhood means he can r*pe the MC and keep him trapped for days? Yeah no. Basically the clearing up of misunderstandings and the MC 'forgiving' him immediately the 2 times he really realised he messed up was annoying. Made no sense. There was no wooing period, no time where the ML tried to understand the MC again, just sudden quick forgiveness.

The romance is a pity because I did enjoy the set up of MC, the ML history and the politics. It's a true rebirth story and everything the MC achieved initially was due to his cleverness and compassion. He was honestly brilliant. Multiple rebirth characters on both good and bad sides added to the excitement. The ML's sister was a delight. If the dog blood romance was handled in a way that didn't spoil both the MC and the ML characters, and have an unsatisfying conclusion, I would easily rate this higher. But the romance made me want to give it a 2star. You really have to force yourself through the terrible middle to get to the good stuff again. <<less
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Qieqiee
Qieqiee rated it
June 20, 2022
Status: c44
I'm only on chapter 44, but I love everything in this story so far. I haven't reach the dog blood part that the other reviewers raved about in the comment section so I can't comment on that but it pisses me off how another comment make light of the abuse that ML had experienced.

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Objectively, in both lives, the ML had it worse than the MC. The ML was basically dehumanised and treated worse than a f*cking animal. The ML who was only 10 year old at that time had his whole family executed, forced to be a s*ave, then become a plaything for the fourth prince where he was tortured and was forced to fight with wild animals. I just can't get over the scene where the MC had to treat the ML's wound that was crawling with maggots, and how the ML's was laying in his own feces in the f*cking cage. In the first life, the ML's sister was even forced to be a prostitute and was gangr*pe to death.

Sure the MC's life was also hard, but compare to the ML, we can see that ML had it worse.

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Alymirra
Alymirra rated it
February 13, 2022
Status: Completed
Absolutely spectacular and moving story. Idk why it's rating is below 4.5 stars. For people who like spoliers about the ML's reincarnation:

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The original Red Tiger King reincarnates roughly midway through the novel (around chapter 67 I think?) and then the ML and MC who have experienced two lives have to relearn how to love each other again

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If you want to know the ending:

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Yes, it's 100% HE. However if you're looking for bittersweet endings I'd still recommend it because the ending doesn't waste any time on fluff and the characters work so hard to get to where they are that the ending is completely satisfying.

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whitespade
whitespade rated it
September 20, 2022
Status: Completed
The translation is great but I couldn't wait so I go to MTL, quiet easy to understand.

The MC and ML are well rounded characters. It essence they are cliché - MC as the weak cry baby super feminine shou and ML as the strong possessive super masculine gong. BUT their psychology is explored thoroughly to explain and expend on how and why they are who they are. Especially MC. I cried a lot because of how broken MC felt due to his physical trait. Their emotional entanglement is the highlight... more>> of the story. Eventhough there's some 'r*pe and imprisonment ' happening in the middle of the story I assure you author don't resolve the problem willy nilly. There's no Stockholm syndrome here.

The plot is also standard cliché from bottom to the top emperor making story. Eventhough there are no intricate politics or machinations the plot flow smoothly with enough meat that we don't think the throne just plop on MCs lap. They actually have to work for it.

All in all, really good! <<less
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Medeakg
Medeakg rated it
April 26, 2022
Status: c35
Love this story. Yes there's angst and tragedy but it's done in service of the story. I do think the title of the novel is somewhat of a hindrance and doesn't capture the beauty of the work. The way the author deals with the MC and his bodily difference is done in a respectful manner and adds to the story. I MTL the rest of the work because I needed to know what was going to happen but I'm still keeping up with the translation which is good. Keep up... more>> the great work translators! <<less
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mumubua
mumubua rated it
February 17, 2022
Status: Completed
loyal dog ML, frail and beautiful MC, A bit of angst, a bit of drama, a bit of sweet not tragedy

If you want the novel with a bitter sweet recommend this one

It want make you cry too much and it want make you feel too much happy either.

The MC and ML both smart in their way. There will be some misunderstanding but every character is not so s*upid like a normal dog blood novel.
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holachica
holachica rated it
May 16, 2023
Status: c89
few things

    • Defense of ML
      • Disclaimer: I know the MC has suffered. At the current point in the novel, he's distraught at losing his current ML, as the past ML had reborn into the current ML, wiping the current ML (at the moment, not sure if past ML will regain current ML memories, though I hope reborn ML does remember).
      • However! The reborn ML falls in love pretty quickly, and I'd argue, given his character background, treated MC fairly well after coming to terms with his feelings for MC, which takes ten or so chapters. He never r*pes MC, or abuse him, which is honestly more than I can ask for in these types of novels. Given, he is pretty mean, verbally, to MC at the beginning, I think readers have to understand (even if they don't agree with it), that the reborn ML had a deeply messed up upbringing, with no MC to show him light. He was twisted and cruel because that's what he had to do, to survive. As well, when he first was reborn into the present life, MC was a stranger. A stranger with unsavory rumors he knew from the past life (granted, ML never met MC in the past life). Granted, he didn't have current life ML's memories either.
      • YES, MC is suffering. But, is reborn ML the one who should take all the blame? He didn't ask to be reborn into the current life. He was simply thrust into it, out of nowhere, he'd gained a new "wife" and was in a drastically different position than he was in the past. I believe that ML should definitely suffer somewhat, as he had been kind of rough with MC initially after his rebirth. However, again, to reborn ML, they are

        STRANGERS. Wouldn't it have been really, really, weird, if reborn ML instantly pampered MC from the beginning? Like, he's a deeply f*cked up person, with a deeply f*cked up past, who developed a twisted personality due to trying to survive. If this kind of person was instantly on angelic behavior upon meeting MC, wouldn't that be too unrealistic? Again, he acclimates to MC

        quickly. Like, really quickly. After that, MC's suffering is mostly due to, losing the current ML. Which is quite justified. The person he loved basically disappeared, and in that person's place, was a monster.

    • Defense of the novel characters' disgust of the inter**x
        • Remember the setting. It's Ancient China, imagine a man being born with woman parts. Who wouldn't be horrified? In a time when they believed in myths, gods, and the presence of immortality. Isn't it easy to see why they would see an inters*x being as a monster? It is something they do not understand, thus they abhor and fear it. In modern-day, we understand it as a mutation in the chromosomes, but back then? They didn't have that knowledge. All they saw was a man cursed with the body of a female. It was unnatural and thus, monstrous.
    • MC cries a lot, but only in front of ML
      • He also acts childish sometimes, but I justify it as, in his previous life, he'd been confined to the palace, controlled by others, etc., etc. He hardly had the time to mature and pay attention to his child, not counting his intellect
    • Synopsis is inaccurate
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            • 1. MC had known for several years, by then (his past life death), that he was a puppet. But just because he knew, didn't mean he could do anything about it. He was just a powerless prince, controlled by the aristocrats.
            • 2. The MC did not rescue ML (current life) right away. While he was the palace maid that helped ML in the previous life, in the current life, he initially decided not to help ML leave the palace (as in the past life, which had led to ML becoming a rebel general). But in the end, he couldn't help it and rescued ML anyways (though ML had already suffered fairly badly at the hands of the imperial princes), with the justification that if MC gave ML enough love and raised him right, this time ML wouldn't go rambo.
            • 3. MC's past life death wasn't as peaceful as it sounds. I'm pretty sure, he didn't hang himself by white silk. Rather, he cut his face multiple times, committing su*cide by bleeding to death or something.
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Lucy666
Lucy666 rated it
December 3, 2023
Status: Completed
This story was unexpectedly good. I was ready to experience a lot of brainless dogblood, but I found the emotional lines to be surprisingly deep.

I can't say it's a perfect story, but it is certainly a good one. The ML is not a good person, quite the contrary. He also doesn't treat the MC right and imo didn't get his due punishment (I always need the ML to suffer more than the MC in such novels), but it's more because he turns around fast enough that he doesn't make permanent... more>> mistakes, than because he is the ML and can hence get his forgiveness by virtue of his position.

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Contrary to others, I personally feel like the author's decision to make the ML from the past life transmigrate into the current life was a good one. It did increase the dogblood, but let's be real, the foreshadowing was everywhere!

The MC is jaded and broken. The 18 yr old ML would not have understood him. MC really needed somebody who could understand, accept, and love all his sides, and his past life was a big part of his current personality. MC mutilated and killed himself; just how much agony and helplessness did he have to feel to do that? He didn't just kill himself, he actually destroyed his face. Just how broken had he become to do something like that?

It's not as if MC could forget everything that happened and start anew. He remembered everything. He considered su*cide as a release. He genuinely needs somebody who'd understand where he was coming from, and the puppy like ML who was happy sharing sweet memories with the MC and living an unambitious life, was certainly not the one. Only the ML from the first life, who was just as jaded and broken as the MC could understand. Only the ex emperor ML could help carry MC's burdens and support and protect him.

Of course, most tragedies would not have happened if the ML did not lose his memories as an 18yr old in this life, but I can understand what the author was trying to do. They wanted to tell us that the ML would fall in love with the MC regardless of which life it was. Their love was not due to their circumstances and neither was ut despite it. Their love existed as an entirely different entity that was not dependent on anything.

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The whole inters*x thing is a very nice twist to the mpreg genre. Especially because of how it is included in the story. It created the foundation of the MC's suffering, so much so that

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MC was so broken he thought of killing his child if the child was inter**x, not due to hate, but because he knew how heartless the world was to inters*x people and how bad of a life his child would have to endure. It mirrored his own desire for non-existence.

Also, for people saying MC is a sissy and crybaby, honestly, anybody would cry in his position. The fact that he falls so many times and gets back up is really really impressive. He's helpless, he's powerless, life has been trying to smother his flame, but he's been trying to carve a way out with his bare nails, even if they leave his fingers bleeding in the process. I appreciate people like the MC; I would've simply given up.

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The horrors MC and ML have experienced make me feel grateful for being born in the modern era. I really couldn't have survived that.

Also, there are many things squeamish people will not like. Please keep in mind that this story is dark, not only because it has dubious consent (yes, I consider this as dubious consent because nearing the end of the story when we get the MC's pov, we come to know that at no time had the MC wanted to refuse the ML. MC might've been scared of what will happen to the child in his womb, but he'd always accepted and indulged the ML in his mind. Ofc, the consent wasn't explicit, ML didn't know MC was consenting. Thus, not exactly consent), but also because of the progression. There's a LOT of child abuse, for both MC and ML. ML is not even treated as a human, and that has left a mark.

Please keep in mind that this is a story set in ancient times. It's dark. Morality then wasn't what it is now. If that icks you out then you should move on from the story.

Honestly, the biggest reason this story is getting a 5 instead of 4 is because the MC carved a place for himself in my heart. I really love him. The translation was also pretty good. I've always been partial to mentally strong and dependable shous. <<less
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Sushi rice
Sushi rice rated it
February 24, 2023
Status: c117
I loved it. It made me cry at some points, and I love any book that can impact me emotionally. However, I do acknowledge it isn't to everyones taste. I read a spoiler, and I started the novel knowing the spoiler was going to happen so I was okay with that. I feel like its necessary to know, and if you're okay with it, go ahead and read the novel.

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MC is a reincarnated individual. He rescues ML bc he pities the humiliation and inhumane treatment he was put through. Years later MC & ML have a happy relationship, but at around ch 70 ML is also reincarnated into the first lives version of ML, who is much crueler. Their relationship turns angsty after that and *checks tags* stuff happens.

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Honestly,
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I pitied the reincarnated ML too, though it doesn't justify his actions.

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Also I respect MC's decisions to save the ML, even if ML led to his downfall in the first life. MC isn't cruel enough to ignore someone going through the same, or even worse, humiliation he had gone through. And he had a soft spot for him to begin with. And if it weren't for the spoiler mentioned above, his plan would have worked as he intended too.

Anyways 10/10. <<less
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WallEyeKnee
WallEyeKnee rated it
February 22, 2023
Status: Completed
This to me is the less complex version of White cat Shizun.

Lot of of angst, focusing on the relationship between the 2. Other variables didn't really matter because they are solved very easily. Nothing really was a big problem.

MC suffers alot because of his body and it really painful to see how he struggles through out the two life times. He's always struggles alone but still maintain a kind heart. It's really shows alot of his character.

ML is a op block of wood for alot of part in the story.... more>> I really prefer the pre Rebirth version. I like that type more.

I enjoy reading this, usually I skip inters*x type of novels but I am pleasantly surprised how well it turn out. Gave me a new profund outlook in life.

This is recommended if you want angst but not too much that makes you uncomfortable. Medium level you can read this at ease. <<less
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